Yukio P.O.V

Rin! I cradled his falling body before it hit the ground. How can you die? I tossed the sword aside, hearing it clank of the sword as it sped across the room. Tears flowed freely from my eyes, dropping onto Rin's face.

"Rin you fool!" I screamed pathetically at the lifeless body. I laid Rin's body carefully on the floor before standing, facing Ciel. I sprinted for the sword and clutched it tightly in my hand. I lowered into a slight crouch of a defensive position, baring my teeth and a low growl rumbled inside me. "Why would you do this? You're a demon yourself, how could you kill your prince!" I question, spit flying. Sebastian's laugh was mocking and I hated it.

"Yes I'm a demon but serve no one. I only believe in deals and fulfilling them to get what I want" Sebastian's explained, eyes narrowing pin pointing me. Ciel chuckled, hovering his hand over his mouth as he did. I watched him frowning, who are these people. I hate demons.

"That Sebastian is your fault. Now your bind to me forever" Ciel smiled, flicking his wrist. Talking as if it was a casual chat, my body shivered and twitched. I drowned in fury in a place without my brother. I screamed raising the sword above my head.

"Rin you stupid idiot! I will have to finish the job for you" I yelled.

"He's a demon too! Sebastian!" Ciel exclaimed. Sebastian lifted himself off the ground, snarling. I screamed again and swung Rin's sword at Sebastian and for the moment I was defenceless, Sebastian took a hit on me kicking me down. I became unfocused and Sebastian hit me again and again. I was blind with rage, trying to get a hit in but I followed my anger and didn't think of tactics. Is this how Rin felt. However I'm not Rin. I don't know my anger enough to control it. I need Rin; I need Rin to ruse me out of my dream. He's beating me. Why did you have to die Rin? You want to help others but you've left me helpless. The hits, punches, kicks and getting flung across the room like a rag doll. I was five again; I curled up in a ball and continued to get bullied. Why isn't Rin coming? He always helps me out.

"I don't think his dead yet master, shall I kill him?"

Do they mean me?

"No, he won't be a problem. We have no business with that pathetic being no more"

Why are you talking about me like I'm not here? Why can't I talk, I want to know what's going on.

"But master, he's at deaths door he might as well be dead"

I'm going to die? No! I don't want to die. Why can't I wake up?!

"Sebastian, this is an order come now! I am bored here"

"Yes my lord"

It hurts so much. I can't think straight. I hardly know who I am. What's my name? Why am I so beaten? Why am I dying? Who is that boy in my mind? Why do I long for him? Who is he and why is he shrouded in blue flames? Rin. Is that his name? I seem to not want to forget it. Rin. The boy in my mind. He's smiling at me. His smile dulls the pain. Rin…

I woke up. A metallic taste in my mouth, blood. Lots of it. Lots of it mine. I turn my bruised body slightly sideways just enough to allow me to turn my head to see Rin. There he is, although he is just a blurred vision. I need to move. It's so painful. I lift my arm to retrieve my phone. So much agony. I press a number, I don't know whose but a soft "hello" told me that it was Shiemi's.

"Help…" And I was out again.

I can't feel my body. I can't move my body. My eyelids flutter open. Where am I? All I can see is white…no…my eyes are focusing now. Rows of beds, people rushing and strolling by in long coats, I can't see their faces but it was enough to let me this know I was in hospital.

"Yukio! You're awake!"

I turn my head to the sound and find Shiemi by my side, her eyes wide in shock.

"Shiemi…" She let out a breath of relief and grinned widely, reassurance that everything is okay. Well, if it wasn't for Shiemi's eyes that betrayed her, I would've been sure in that moment that everything was okay.

"Rin! Where is he?!" I demanded to know. Shiemi shook her head in sorrow and regret. She pursed her lips, hesitating to tell me. "Where is he?!" I repeated again, trying to hint toward Shiemi to hurry up and tell me.

"I'm so sorry Yukio but-"tears flowed freely from her eyes "we can't find him! All that was left was a deathly pool of blood!"

Gone! No, this must be a lie unless he…he survive. But Shiemi mentioned the pool of blood. Gone or not he would still be dead. If I truly believe that why am I not crying, not grieving. Because I don't believe it. My brother won't give up.

"What! Leave the hospital?! I think not! You can barely walk!"

And so I waited till midnight, unhooked myself from the random tubes attached to me. My body felt immediately weak but I didn't stop, I had to find Rin. No matter what!