A/N: sorry to keep you waiting so long, but since I found out James Marsters is coming to visit our country I've been waaaaaaaaay distracted. Anyway, here's the next chapter. Hot and steamy. ;)

"Maybe I shouldn't be doing this," Spike whispered.
"I want you to do this," Dawn insisted.

"It's probably not a good idea right now," he admitted. Then he gently covered her up with the blankets.

Dawn looked at him with begging eyes. "I want it to be you," she repeated.

"But not now," he cupped her cheeks into his hands and placed kisses all over her face.

"Now I know you want it too," she continued. She looked down at his pants and the bulge that was greeting her fiercely.

"There's time," he patiently explained. "I have to go," He placed a final kiss on her forehead. "I will be here tomorrow night. Your sister is going to be at work again," Then left. Before Dawn could start complaining again.

Her body felt confused. It was doing all sorts of things to her that she couldn't stand.
She longed for his touch so badly. Now she had only gotten a little bit of him. She closed her eyes.
Still feeling Spike's hands on her body. And finally she fell asleep restlessly.

Dawn could hardly concentrate at school. Her head was spinning and spinning around. She didn't see James, neither Melinda which gave her a bit of a rest since she didn't really feel like answering any questions.
After school Xander picked her up.

"How's my Dawnster?" Xander asked as she stepped into the car.

"I'm great,"

"Heard you had your very first party last night. You didn't get bitten?" Xander joked.

Dawn shook her head. "Just nearly," she replied. Xander went silent at her answer.

"I'm totally kidding," she explained when she felt saw the look on his face.

"Phew," Xander answered relieved. "Now don't scare me like that again," he pointed a finger at her quasi upset.

She loved Xander to bits. He used to be her favorite 'babysit'. Playing monopoly with her and ordering pizza together or just watching cartoons.
Now she only wanted Spike. The thought of tonight made her belly butterfly.
Xander was with her in the house for the afternoon. She spent all day turned into herself. Being nervous about seeing him again.

Just get yourself together!
You've seen him like a dozen times. What's the big deal?
What will he be like tonight? Will he simply pretend it didn't happen?
Will he talk to me?

"You're extremely quiet, Dawnie" Xander said and he wrapped an arm around her shoulder. They sat on the couch watching TV. "Is there anything I should know about?" He asked brother-like.

Dawn shrugged. "Nah"

"Ok then," Xander answered like he was slightly disappointed with the answer.

"It's just usually you're all babbly about everything and nothing" He added.

"I'm ok," Dawn answered shortly. She kept on looking out the window. The sun started to set.
Then she heard the relieving sound of the doorbell. She let Xander open it.

"Fang boy." He scolded at the blonde vampire shortly as he let him enter the house.

"House maid." Spike barfed back. Dawn got up of the couch, crossing her arms over her chest and watching the two guys on their short-word fight.

"You better take real good care of Dawn," Xander warned Spike and finally turned to Dawn. "And if he doesn't you better call me," He said. Dawn nodded.

"Bye Xander," she greeted him goodbye as he shut the door.

The moment the door shut their was tension between the vampire and the girl.
Their eyes were locked into each other. Dawn felt her heart starting to beat faster as she waited for what he was going to do.
He slowly approached her till they were face to face. Still Spike hadn't said a word.
As Dawn was about to break the silence, he put his arm around her waist and pulled her very close to him with a gentle, yet secure force.
He kissed her passionately and felt the lust inside of him growing. He was hungry for more.
He lifted her and she clenched her legs around his waist putting her against the wall. Her body scent started changing again.
"I want you," he mumbled in between kisses.

"Have me," Dawn moaned back. He dropped her kindly so she was with both feet on the floor again and then lifted her again.
Holding her in his arms he carried her upstairs and put her on her bed carefully.
He lied her down and continued kissing her softly letting his hand run up and down her upper body.
Finally stopping at the bottom of her top he started to lift it over her slim body. Dawns heart was pounding like crazy.
She took his head and lied it down on her heart. Spike smirked to himself.

"Is that what I'm doing to you, pet?"

"Yea, just don't stop," she begged. He sat her up to undo her bra, caressed them softly. Her nipples turned hard under his touch.
Dawn roughly started undoing his shirt and gasped at his upper body.

"What?" Spike chuckled. "It's not like you've never seen me before, pet" He took her hand and placed it on his chest.
Dawn caressed it and kissed him again.
They both laid down next to each other.
Then Spike started to unbutton her pants and slowly slid them down until she was naked except for her underwear.
She felt a bit insecure about doing the same to him, so Spike helped her with the first step by taking her hand and putting it on the button of his jeans.

"It's ok," He whispered to her. That helped Dawn to cross the line and she took his jeans off.
For the next step she covered them with the blankets since it was both cold and just a bit scary. It was going to be the first time since she would actually touch 'it'.
She let her hands explore and let Spike do the same to her.
Finally she reached a point where a funny feeling build up within her and then released itself. She moaned in pleasure.
"Again! Do it again," she pleaded and pulled Spike in for more passionate kisses.

Spike smirked. "Like it, don't ye?"

When she reached the feeling for the second time, she wanted more.

"I'm ready for you," she said softly but firmly.

Spike caressed her hair lovingly. "Are you sure?" He asked.

"I'm way sure," she replied. She let Spike climb on top of her.

"I'll tender," he assured her and caressed her all over her body hoping it would relax her enough. He wanted her so bad.
Dawn clenched her eyes and bit on her lip to prevent her from screaming. She felt a slight pain and then it started to get pleasant.

Like ecstasy.