A/N Calling it guys, second to last chapter! Hopefully you guys enjoy and remember one thing; SEQUEL! Onwards we go Tonto!

Chapter 70 Slashy-slashy

Dull aching started in her heart, it whispered around Jamie's body pulling at her from all angles, every inch of her hurt. Her eyeballs hurt from crying so much, it had only been two days since Punk broke up with her, all she could remember was his words and crying alot. Everytime she thought or did anything, she just started to cry. Her body shook with sadness and all she could do was break down on the floor and flood her body with tears. Jamie had been through alot of pain, even that horrible pain on her thirteenth birthday, but nothing compared to this. This wasn't something she ever wanted to feel again. She never wanted to feel anything ever again. Jamie was more than obliging to just lay down and die, what was the point anymore? Jamie didn't see one and the more she thought about it, all she wanted to do was die. Jamie let the tears flow down her face as she walked the building, no one knew about her break-up with Punk, but Jamie figured they would find out eventually. The girls stopped and asked what was wrong, but Jamie just ignored them and went on walking. In that action they could tell something was wrong, Jamie never ignored anyone, she wasn't rude enough to just out right ignore someone. Jamie kept going until she was in the Divas locker room, she knew where it was, she just had to get it without people knowing. No one was in there, they were all out practising their moves in the ring and flirting with the guys. Jamie hunted through the locker, she didn't care that this was wrong, she didn't care that this wasn't what she was taught, she just cared about taking away the pain. That was the only thing that mattered now. Killing the pain and taking it away.

Jamie didn't even last the day, Shawn sent her back to the hotel, he wasn't going to do anything to Punk until Raven had showed up. Jamie wasn't saying much about anything, so maybe Punk had some sort of good reason not to be murdered, but seeing her cry got his murder strings tugging. Shawn left her in the room by herself, Jamie just wanted to lay on her bed and cry, she was too exhausted to do anything else. Jamie heard the door click, letting out a sad sniff she sat up and pulled out the knife she had found in Kaitlyn's locker. It was a beauty of a knife, it reminded Jamie of Raven's hunting knife, but not as big. Jamie started to cry again, she didn't want it to come to this but living without Punk wasn't an option anymore, not for her. Jamie started at the tip of her middle finger, letting out a muffled cry of pain she dragged the blade down her arm until it reached her elbow joint, the blood flowed fast but it wasn't enough for her, the pain in her heart over Punk only got worse, Jamie switched hands and started the process again on her other hand, blood went every where and now she was starting to feel dizzy. Jamie cried again, flopping down on the bed and staring at the ceiling. Her blue eyes shut and for the first time in her entire life, Jamie didn't want to wake up.

Her blue eyes opened, Raven right beside her, grasping her hand. "Please tell me I'm dead"

"No you're not, thanks to Dean Ambrose and Roman Reigns, remind me to send Roman a gift basket, as for Dean, well I won't punch him in the face"

Jamie sank against the pillows, "I wanted to die"

"Wanna tell me why?" Raven asked gently, she had a feeling why Jamie was upset and when she found CM Punk, chances were she would be sharing a cell with Iziah sometime soon.

"It's stupid" Jamie said softly looking at the white bandages on her arms, "You saved me"

"No, Dean and Roman saved you, I merely gave you some blood to kick-start your heart" Raven sat next to her on the bed, "So wanna tell me why you tried to slit your arms open?"

"Its stupid" Jamie said again, she doubted that even Raven could make this better.

"Nothin you say is stupid, Izzy is the only one that says stupid things remember"

Jamie didn't say anything, her head flopping on the pillows. Her eyes casted sad again, sad that she was alive and without Punk.

"You don't have to tell me Jamie but I thought you knew that you could tell me anythin"

"Punk broke up with me" She finally got out, it was the first time she had managed to say it without crying. "He decided that he just stopped loving me, so I thought what was the point anymore, I don't want to live life without him"

Raven wrapped an arm around her shoulders, "Oh honey-bee. I know it hurts now but it won't always be like that"

"I don't care, I hate life without him in it. Dying is the only option now"

Raven pulled up her sleeve so Jamie could see the markings on her arm, "Thats for Mum, and thats for Dad, and thats for Proof, and those ones are all the times Iziah went to prison. I always thought I couldn't live without them, but thats just one part of it Jamie, it does get better, you have to give yourself time to heal"

"I don't want to heal, I want Punk and thats not an option anymore"

Raven hugged her again "I know it hurts now Jamie but you're not always going to feel this way. Eventually you'll heal and be stronger than ever."

Jamie didn't say anything again, she simply believed that for the first time in her life, Raven was wrong.

"Jamie, Punk isn't worth your life"

Her head snapped to attention at her sister's soft words, those silver orbs brimming with tears, "I know you love him and I know how much he means to you, but he isn't worth this much pain, he isn't worth your life. Punk is just one guy at one point in time, eventually you'll get better and with those legs girl, he won't be the last guy. One day you'll see that"

Raven kissed her temple, "I'll leave you too rest but you know deep down that I'm right, Punk isn't worth this Jamie, you deserve life just as much as he does."

"Raven?"

"Yeah Jamie?"

"Would you do what I did if Randy broke up with you?"

Raven let out a sigh "No. I would be very upset and heart-broken but as much as I love Randy, he isn't worth my life"

She almost ran into the Shield on her way out, Roman and Dean both etched with worry. "Is she ok?"

"She'll be fine thanks to you guys." Raven said, putting her hand up in Dean's face so she wouldn't have to look at him, she liked him a little better now but still the urge to punch him was strong.

"I think I'll send you a gift basket Roman for you and your lover" She took her hand away and looked at Dean, "And you, well I won't punch you in the face no matter how much I want too"

"What did I do?" Dean asked shocked, he had just saved Jamie's life and her sister was threatening to hit him?

"I don't know! Maybe I don't like people who have initmate moments with doors" Raven snapped rolling her eyes, "Now she's on suicide watch, she don't want visitors right now so just leave her be."

"But she'll be ok?" Roman asked again"

"Yeah she will be in time" Raven assured him "Now if you don't mind me, I need to have a chat with a certain wrestler, excuse me"

Raven pulled up her cellphone and rung Storm, "Hey wanna do me a favour? I need you to distract your Dad and mine while I attend to other business"

"What other business?"

Raven shrugged even though Storm couldn't see it, thankfully she couldn't see the evil smirk on her face or that dangerous glint in her eyes. "I'm goin hunting, that always makes me feel better"

"Alright, just don't kill him"

"Killing him would be too easy Storm"