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Chapter 71 It was a stupid mistake that I regret making

Punk;

All day I heard the rumors that Jamie was back in hospital, it hurt but my stupid paranoid pride wouldn't allow me to admit it, no one said why she was there just that she was. I figured that seeing her would only make things worse so I fought myself to stay away, despite my first instinct to run straight there right now. Instead I forced myself to go on with training and not think about Jamie. Well I went on with training, but my mind refused to stop thinking about Jamie, alone and afraid in that bed, back in hell and not knowing why. I decided that training was done for now, it just wasn't the same without Jamie telling me to bend and flex. I couldn't help but smile, Jamie certainly was something special and I had thrown it away for stupid paranoia. I know, I'm an idiot. I pushed the door open, not paying attention to anything but my thoughts. Heavy weight flew across my chest and then my back, violently I fell to the floor gasping for air, a vicious boot landed in my ribs making a delcious crunching sound. Batman had arrived.

"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't kill you"

I tried to breathe, tried to gasp but instead just got her steel caps in my side. She kicked me again before locking the door, this was a conversation for the two of us. Raven sat down on the table, her knives gripped in her hands.

"So start explaining Punk, and quickly, I'm losing patience"

I only wheezed, the girl was small but she had one hell of a kick on her,

"Would you like me to start? Ok, Jamie slit her arms open and almost died, wanna explain why she would do that?"

That was new to me, "Jamie" "Yeah, thanks to you, she tried to kill herself, do you remember what I said to you if that was too ever happen again?"

Raven swung her foot again just as I got up, knocking me back to the floor. "For the meantime I'll stop kicking you, unless your reason for dumping her isn't justifyed"

I pulled myself away from her before getting up, she really could knock the wind from your sails. I lent against the door trying to breathe,

"You might wanna hurry Punk, there are alot of people out there baying for your blood, I might let them have you if you don't hurry up and answer"

"I broke up with her" I managed to get out, everything was spinning, her pain was nothing compared to the news that Jamie had tried to kill herself. She couldn't have me, so no one could.

"Yeah I got that Punk, go on"

I heaved another breath, pretty sure that my ribs were broken or at least cracked.

"Why did you break up with her?"

Could I really tell her why? It didn't matter if I could or not I guess, because it came tumbling out before I could stop it. "I'm a pedophile"

"Yeah cause thats the right thing to say around a psychopath"

"Being with her made me one"

She stopped and just looked at me, "How? Jamie is above age and is quite capable of making adult choices"

I shook my head and told her about what I had heard and how it made me feel now.

Her silver eyes narrowed at me "I shouldn't be shocked at how stupid you are but somehow I am, seriously does your idiocy know no bounds? I thought Iziah was stupid, hell I thought Brittney was stupid, but you? Somehow you've just blown them out the water"

I didn't say anything, it would only play into her hands, she was right though, I had destroyed the best thing I had ever had all because for a moment I couldn't take their words. And the worst part was it was words from people that I gave no shit about anyways. They had destroyed it and now I had to get it back.

"It was a stupid mistake Raven that I regret making"

She got up and put one of those knives away, "Of course it was but you won't make it again will you Punk?"

"No"

She let her arm swing, pain rattled up both my arms, girl was quick. Blood splattered from my arms and onto the floor.

"Now you know how she feels, have a nice rest of your life Punk"

Eight months later...

It took me long enough I know to work up the courage to see Jamie, I had heard through the grapevine that she was doing better, I was meant to see her sooner but I guess deep down I was still a coward. Jamie had been in the hospital recovering, she would be returning here in about couple of months, I wanted to go and see her just to confirm to myself that I made the right choice, every day it was getting harder to convince myself that I had. The scars her sister left on my arms were still evident as reminders, I couldn't hurt Jamie again, nor did I want too, I just wanted to say I'm sorry and I hope she gets better soon. It took three cups of coffee to finally work up the courage to open the door to her room. Her face brightened for a moment, when she saw it was me, she just flopped down like a zombie, her eyes avoided mine and went to the window. Just looking at her, I knew that I was an idiot and I had made the wrong choice, of course I loved her, it had taken alot to get her and I gave that up for nothing, I now fully understand why you guys are so pissed, I would be too if I was you, it took us so long to get out act together and I ruin it over a few words,

"Hi Jamie"

She didn't say anything, she just stared out the window, her slender fingers sliding softly over her scarred arm. It started on her hand and went up to her elbow joint. It cut deeper than anything knowing that I was reason behind it, I really had no idea what to do now, so I just went on with why I was here.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you Jamie, I had no right and I'm deeply sorry"

She still didn't speak but her fingers stopped for a moment, she wasn't talking but at least she was listening.

"I shouldn't of hurt you and I now know that I made a big mistake"

She finally looked at me, her mouth refused to open. Not even to yell at me or even to let out sobs.

"I will spend forever trying to make it right, I give you my word"

Still nothing except her door opening,

"Reason you're here?" Raven snapped her hands going for her knives,

"Just wanted to talk to Jamie"

"Is someone here Raven?" Jamie asked looking at her sister, everything seemed brighter and normal about her, except for the fact that she wasn't speaking or looking at me. Not that I blamed her.

"Yeah, but he was just leaving" Raven growled opening the door for me, I guess I had to leave but I meant what I said, I knew from just looking at her that I loved her, I wasn't going to let her go again, not without a fight, I don't care if it takes until I'm an old man, I will get her back.

Raven glared at me as I walked through the door, "You don't exsist for her anymore Punk, you're invisible, unless you want to be that way to everyone else as well, you'll stay away from Jamie"

She slammed the door in my face but even her threat wasn't going to stop me.

I now had only one goal in life, get Jamie back or die trying, I loved her too much to let her go again. I was an idiot the first time round to let her go, I wasn't going to make that mistake again, it didn't matter who got in my way, her sisters, her father, her friends, they will not stop me, one way or another I would get Jamie back, I give my word on that.

A/N So that was the end, I hope you guys enjoyed, please don't be too mean with your comments, me is fragile (I just slammed my damn finger in the fridge door!) Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed it and the sequel, Invisible will be up asap, Thank you all so much!