Hi it's Gertrude! Sorry, it's been so long! Okay so I kinda forgot about this story...

Hopefully this will be done by Easter. That reminds me, I have something I need to tell you. It's at the bottom of the story.

Anyway that Chapter was dedicated to Smirk and Walk Away, because I was going to rewrite this story and she gave me an awesome idea so I decided to keep it. So thank you.

Therapy.

Great.

They expect me to tell my life story, my deepest secrets, everything that is me to a total stranger. Well they're in for a surprise.

Then I caught sight of the mayor's daughter. She's one of Cammie's friends, I think. Had she been sent to spy on me?

What's her name...? Maya? May? Maisie? Yeah! I think she is called Maisie!

"Maisie!" I call.

She walked in. "Hey Zach. Are you alright? I told Cammie what happened and she is soo worried about you." She bit her lip. "She loves you, Zach. And you love her too, I can tell."

"I'm sorry Maisie, I just felt so guilty. If it wasn't for me, she would never have gone into the road. But as for me loving her... I do, but I can't forgive what she did. She used me. I need to forget this whole thing and move on. She split up me and Tina, she..."

But Maisie interrupted. "Zach, I know you're angry. But if you can't forgive her..." she grabbed my hand. "Look, you are her Romeo and she your Juliet. You both almost died for love of each other. Don't make your story a tragedy. You two are star-crossed lovers, and you need her, Zach."

She walked away. "Oh and Zach? Give the therapy a try."

"Ah Zachary! Excellent, you're here. Now, as I was saying to Miss Morgan, having a friend here might make it more comfortable for you to open up."

I glared at Cammie, who was squirming uncomfortably. "We're not friends." I snapped. "In fact if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here at all!"

"Ooh, Excellent, Zachary. Could you please develop why Miss Morgan is the cause of your problems?"

I glare at him. He's right though. Having Cammie here will let me open up about how I feel.

"Because she used me. Because my ex had a fight with her and so she decided to get back at her by splitting me and her up."

"You tried to punch me." Cammie pointed out. I glared at her.

"Oh, so falling on me and acting like a sweet innocent angel is a good plan for revenge? Well it backfired. You fell in love and I don't give a crap about you."

"Oh yeah? If you didn't give a crap why did you try and end it? Why are you here? Why did you kiss me? Admit it Zachary, you fell in love too!"

Dr Steve kept scribbling notes on his clipboard muttering, "...excellent... ah, interesting...excellent"

"Don't flatter yourself." I spat.

"You can't deny it. You love me."

"What about Josh? There you are playing it both ways, Cammie loves Josh, Emily loves Zach, but you lost both of us! You can't get away with cheating!" I was on my feet now. "You are so two faced! You hate me, you love me... Make your mind up!"

She stood up too. "You don't even know what you're talking about! Josh was IN ON IT!"

"OH SO THE WHOLE OF GALLAGHER KNEW? ANYWAY HE STILL CHEATED ON YOU!"

"I KNOW! AND THEN YOU JUST BREAK MY ALREADY SMASHED HEART BY REVEALING ME!"

"WOW, YOU HAVE A HEART? THAT'S NEWS!" Dr Steve's scribbling finally tipped me over the edge. "AND IT'S NOT F*CKING EXCELLENT!" I screamed at him.

I stormed out, trying not to let my heart melt at the sound of her crying. I have to make her pay for breaking me.

Ooh! DRAMA! I apologise for the language.

Anyway, my news. A couple of weeks ago, my school gave out free tickets to see The Wanted on tour! It was brill! My best friend complained it was too loud and wouldn't get up and dance with me! However, I was looking for people I know and I spotted my crush and his mates! :D I kinda kept looking over to my bff's amusement.

Then she told me that Elyar Fox had been to our school that day to see the year 7s, 8s &9s instead of them getting free tickets! He was supporting the wanted. And her brother met him! (quietly sobs to self) and one of my friends walked past him but she didn't know who he was. So I kinda have an obsession with him. I mean, he is quite fit. Ok very!

However, he is doing a signing and performance in Manchester the day I go on holiday! :'( So again I will miss out on meeting him. If you haven't heard of him check him out on YouTube.

I'll be quiet now and let you review.

-Gertrude xxx