hello! i just had to say something quick, a confession more or less. this story was inspired ny a different story about an Ender and a girl. i loved this story so much, but the auther stopped writing, so for about 6 months now i have been thinking and progressing this story in my head. the story that this is loosely based off of is 'Why you shouldn't look' by Xaipe. i have none of her oc's or any of that, but if u read some of it, you'll see that it is VERY hard to find a story like that, that is why i decided to publish mine here, so that there would be a story by someone that had the similar ideas. so, i just had to get that off my chest. thank you all!