A/N: I'm really pissed off by 508. That was not my innocent Kurt!

5. Emulator

-ICU of Neurology -

Kurt stood still, alone, crutched, surrounded by a complete quiet, except for the monitors beeping and the ventilator sizzling, watching the man under his eyes , just as if were asleep as usual, which seemed like every morning before , would be woken up by kisses on his forehead.

He slowly sat down, putting the crutch aside, holding the hands of the man in bed, shaking slightly. "Wake up, my lazy bone, you have been sleeping for too long." He smiled yet the tears burst out, "wake up, what about your promise to watch the sappiest love story movie together? Why won't you just wake up? If it is some way you punishing me, I've got what I deserved. Three years, every day, I have to sleep with Ambien, you still think it's not enough? Please…I can't stand any more…Adam, I'm dying…To tell you, I…I was with someone else….Can't you hear me? I was with someone else! If this is some cheap soap opera, it is exactly the time you waking up now…" He turned from sobbing into crying, "Can't you hear me? I cheated on you, for real, this time. Don't you care anymore? Come punch me in the face! Come! Aren't you angry…or…or…you just don't love me anymore…" Kurt slip to the ground, on his knees, leaning on the bed, putting his head on Adam's hand, shut his eyes tightly, weeping.

Suddenly, his hand was covered by a warm palm. "Adam?" Kurt shocked, lifted his head and opened his eyes rapidly.

"…No, "The man gasped, "It's me, Blaine." The sound came from beside.

Kurt looked up, met the hazel pupils which were full of concern and sadness. "Why…How did you find me?"

"I went to your department after my shift, but you were not there. So I checked his name in the hospital system…Don't be mad. I'm not stalking you…I…I just want to give you this." He opened his bag, searching for something. "Here it is. It is a wood lock medicated balm made in Asian. My mother used to scrub it on my sprain. It was very effective."

Kurt smiled, wiped his tear, "Thank you, you really didn't have to." He struggled to stand up with the help of the other man. "Sorry to let you see me cry, again."

Blaine shook his head, "It didn't bother me at all. Come on, you need a hug. It was not your fault, honey, it was never your fault. Did they catch the driver?"

"No, it was a hit and run, and the CCTV went out somehow that day. They can't find the driver." Kurt sobbed a little. "Blaine…"

"Err?"

"Why…Why you care? Why you treat me so well?" His head tilted, big eyes widened.

"I…" The shorter man choked, "I don't know, to be honest. I... I just felt I had the responsibility to make sure you were fine. I know it sounds crazy. We met only 3 days ago, but I feel like we were known before, like, in an alternative world, and I...I find I'm worrying about you the whole day …"- And thinking of kissing you the whole day…

Kurt grinned, although there were hundreds of questions in his mind, -Wasn't that a one night stand thing for you? How about Sebastian? Will you leave him or will you keep the relationship? Will you leave me after I healed? - he just standing there, kept silence, not willing to leave this firm shoulder. Just, for one time, let him be selfish, just for this one time.

I have to leave for my shift now, so sorry for today's update being so little. But I will come back tomorrow. Just let me know what you think!