Edward POV

Knowing Bella had said yes to have my child was beyond compare. Better then blowing out the candles on a birthday cake. Better than having my first kiss. And way better then knowing I had cancer.

Speaking of cancer, I really should be focusing more on the fact I may die in the near future due to this tumor rather than the fact Bella agreed to have my baby. Was this a bad idea? Pressuring Bella into having my child so soon, just because I was scared my sperm may not handle the cold weather well?

She had left my room in a hurry, and I was worried she wasn't taking her choice very well. Who was I to force her into having a baby? Especially the natural way. . . I might be forced to stay in bed all day long, but damn if I was going to let the stupid bubbly nurse keep me away from my Bella.

"Mr. Cullen sir, are you ready to go to the bathroom?" Tanya, the bubbly nurse from a few days ago skipped into my sterile room. She had been assigned to my room and lately, the peppiness was beginning to get on my nerves.

"Tanya," She insisted I call her by her first name. "I can go to the bathroom by myself. I've done it before." I sighed, rubbing my hand across my face.

"Oh Mr. Cullen! It's against hospital policy to allow you to go to the bathroom by yourself. Now tell me, is it a number one, or a number two?" She giggles. I hate her.

She helps me out of bed and walks me to the bathroom, she grabs the IV stand and drags it behind me. I hate her.

She unties the back of my hospital gown and I start to feel a breeze. I hate her.

And she insists on staying in the bathroom while I do my business. I'm plotting her murder in my head. I've already decided how to do it and where to bury the body. By the time I had finished I was forcing my hands to stay at my side versus around her neck.

She tried to tell me a knock-knock joke on the way back to my bed, but I didn't bother answering. She still didn't get the message

"I said, knock knock, Mr. Cullen!" Tanya pantomimed by knocking into the air.

"Yes?"

"A Pile-Up!"

"A Pile-Up who?"

"Eww" She turned into a mass of hysterical laughter. I hoped she didn't see my roll my eyes. "Well Mr. Cullen. I'll see you in a few hours, if you need me, I'll be right outside." She wagged her fingers at me through the door then walked down the hall.

I can't believe I'm here.

~~**oo**~~

After falling asleep for a quick nap, I wake up to my gorgeous girlfriend holding my hand and massaging my head. After the tumor sample had been taken I had a continuous headache, and the only thing that would help was a scalp massage. Thankfully Bella was a wonderful masseuse.

"Hi beautiful." I say quietly, not wanting to startle her. She raises her eyes to me, with a grin on her face and a mischievous look in her eye she answers me back.

"Hi babe. Guess what I forgot about while you've been in here?" I watch as she sucks her bottom lip between her teeth and bites down nervously.

"What?" I chuckled uncomfortably, alright not liking where this is going. She tucks a loss strand of hair behind her ears.

"We never got to talk about what happened the night we were alone. . ." She trailed off, watching my face as my mouth flew open. Bella never initiated this type of thing. I was always the one who wanted to talk about our "alone night." The night where all my teenage dreams came true. Emphasis on the 'came' part.

"You- You want to talk about that?" I stutter.

"Don't you?" She asks me, looking down at our entwined hands. "If you don't want to I can start." She licks her lips unconsciously. She has no idea that even know I'm getting horny. I can feel my blood pressure rise, as well as something else.

"You can start?" I say, wondering what happened to my innocent Bella. Not that I minded the change, but still. . .

"Sure, would you like me to start from the very beginning? After I got home from work?" I nod at her, so she continues. "I went into my apartment and headed straight for my bed. I pulled off my top, nice and slow, I was pretending I was striping for you actually. The idea of you watching me really . . . turns me on." She paused.

Now I was very horny. I had a full on stiffy in the middle of a hospital while my girlfriend talked dirty to me. And I wanted more.

"I grabbed both my tits in my hands and squeezed them gently, pretending it was your hands that were all over me. I ran them down my sides and then over to the button on my pants. I couldn't wait to get them off. I finally got completely naked and I let myself lay down on my bed. I grabbed one of my breasts in one hand, playing with my nipple until I got it nice and hard. Can you imagine that?" She had obviously noticed the ten that was appearing beneath the sheets. I couldn't believe she was doing this to me right now.

"I let my other hand travel down past my stomach to my. . ." She swallowed thickly. I knew that even though she put on a good show, she was nervous. She never talked like this. "My pussy. Edward, I wanted it to be your hand that touched me. I wanted it to be you who rubbed my clit and you who touched my tits." She was whispering this, like she was scared Tanya, Miss Too Peppy, was listening right outside our door.

And it drove me crazy. I'll admit it. I moaned. I moaned like a baby when she talked about touching herself. The idea that she imagined I was the one touching her was too much for me to bear. I wanted her. I wanted her now.

Bella must have been able to tell because she leaned in and pressed her lips against mine, letting the sexual tension in the air turn into passion. Her lips parted and I slid my tongue in between her heavenly lips and battled against her tongue for dominance. We stayed this was more several minutes, lips locked and tongues dancing.

Her hand went up to cradle my jaw and mine was tangled in her hair. The sheer intimacy I felt from this single kiss was enough to make my kneed weak, and it was a good thing I was still laying down, otherwise I would have fallen to the floor.

Her other hand came up to rest on my chest and mine went to her side. I could feel the gentle curve of her waist and her lungs expand and collapse. She tried to deepen the kiss, but before she could there was a knock on the door.

"Mr. Cullen! It's time for another bathroom break! Ready for a number two this time?" Tanya came around the open door just in time to see Bella pull away and my hands go over my erection. "Oh my! Well, I'll only say this once, but sex is not allowed in the hospital." She shook her finger at us, as if she was a mother scolding her misbehaving children.

"Now. Mr. Cullen, you need to go to the bathroom. Let's go!" I hate her.

~~**oo**~~

Authors Note: Ohh, we're getting steamy! Any ideas on why Bella may suddenly have turned into a horndog? And Tanya, is anyone else annoyed with her timing, and her? It's annoying to even write her character! Anyways, let me know!

Next chapter comes out tomorrow! I Hope!