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Bella's POV

I managed to escape Tanya's wrath just as Dr. Cameron announced over the intercom that he wanted to speak with her. I flashed her a smirk and then walked quickly back to Edward.

It's time. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach start as the situation began to sink in. I was about to go have sex with my boyfriend. It went against every morale code I had set for myself. Yet I didn't care.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized I wanted it. The sex. The baby. The family. I wanted all of it. It felt right. But that didn't mean I wasn't nervous. I had no idea how this was going to work. Sex in a hospital seemed to be a very big taboo. And I wasn't too sure how happy I would be if a nurse walked in on our first time.

But I couldn't think about how embarrassed I would be in we were interrupted. I needed to think about how I was going to start this. How stupid would I feel if I looked up 'How to initiate sex' on the internet?

I decided against using my phone to look up sex tips and instead continued straight down the hall and turned right to end up at Edward's room. His parents weren't there. Thankfully.

Also thankfully was the fact that Edward was awake. He was focused on his computer screen and I didn't want to scare him too badly, so I knocked on the door and walked it.

Edward quickly shut his computer and turned red. "Oh, hey. . . I didn't think you'd be back so soon." Edward trailed off awkwardly, pushing his hand through his hair.

I knew him well enough to know he was hiding something. "What were you just doing Edward?" It couldn't have been anything serious, but his reaction peeked my curiosity.

Edward shook his head, refusing to answer me. "Edward, come on! It can't be that embarrassing? What were you looking at? Was it porn?" I had never said something so blunt to him before. I had assumed he watched it when we had our alone nights, but I had never outright asked him.

"W-what?" Edward sputtered. "No! Why would you think I was watching porn?" He had turned bright red again, the blush spreading to the tips of his ears.

I crossed my arms. "Well, with the way you're acting. . ." I trailed off, letting him finish the sentence for me.

Edward sighed. Looking dejected and completely humiliated he opened up his laptop and turned the screen toward me.

How to initiate Sex was the first thing I saw. He was looking up ways to get me in bed with him! I could feel my own blush start as I realized what that meant.

"You . . . want to have sex? With me? In here?" I asked, even though I knew the answer and I felt the same way. "But . . . that's so inappropriate. And taboo. What if someone walked in on us? What if Tanya came back and lectured us?" I watched as Edward's face went from hopeful to upset and disappointed. "We would get in so much trouble Edward . . . But for some reason . . . I still want to do it." I lowered my eyes to look at my shoes. I didn't think I could meet his eyes at this point.

"You do?" Edward's voice was deeper than normal, and I could hear him move his computer off his lap.

I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Now?" Edward asked in a whisper. I nodded again. "Bella, please look at me?" I could see that he was reaching towards me, trying to take him in my arms. But I couldn't look at him, I was much too embarrassed to even think of meeting his eyes.

"Bella, please? At least say something?" Edward's hand grabbed onto mine and pulled me closer to him, so I was sitting on the bed beside him. His hand reached up and brushed my long hair back behind my ear. I gasp slightly when he pulled himself up and placed a gently kiss on my neck.

I looked at him. Noticing his slight smile and the fact that his hand was still pressed against the back of my head I leaned in and placed a small, delicate kiss against his lips. And then I kissed him again. And again. And the regular chastise kisses were transformed into heated, heavy, wet kisses.

Gasping against Edward's mouth, I continued down past his mouth and to his neck, sucking gently on the soft his below his ear. I could feel him shake with pleasure.

"Bella, you're sure? Tell me you're sure." Edward growled in my ear as I continued my assault on his neck.

I stopped my suction just long enough to tell him, "I love you. I'm sure." At my words he wrapped his hands around me and began to nuzzle his way to my neck. When he began to place open mouthed kisses against my skin I couldn't help but moan slightly.

I could feel an ache begin between my legs and I squeezed them together in order to stop it. Wait. Why stop it? You're supposed to be feeling good right now. I thought to myself before relaxing my legs and basking in the pleasure.

"Bella, it's going to hurt . . . you know that right?" Edward said against my skin. Oh. I hadn't thought of that. It can't be that painful. I had heard horror stories, but that's all they were, stories. Alice and Rosalie had had okay first times, at the very least it'll be better because Edward has had experience.

"It's okay. I want this. I want to start a family with you." I slowly slid myself away from Edward and pulled off my shirt and bra, not letting myself get embarrassed about how bare I was in front of him.

I heard him hiss. "Bella, you're beautiful. Oh god. . . Bella. . . I want to touch you." Edward's arousal was obvious now. I could see the tent clearly under his hospital gown. Speaking of hospital gowns, his needed to go. The need to see him naked was becoming too much.

As I went to help him with the gown I felt his hands grab my breasts, one in each hand. He used his thumbs to drag quick circles around my nipples, causing them to harden. And causing my panties to become wet.

I untied the string from behind him and slid the gown off his arms, one at a time, until we were both naked from the waist up. And let me tell you, it was worth it.

Edward was by no means a body builder, and being in the hospital for as long as he had could have had an effect on him, but it didn't. He was slim, but with toned, lightly tanned muscles that made me swoon. His arms were magnificent. Muscular and veiny in all the right ways, ending with big hands and long, lean fingers. Delicious.

"You're beautiful too." I said to him softly, trailing my finger from his collar bone down to the light patch of hair below his belly button. I swirled the hair between my fingers and smirked when he let loose a small laugh. I didn't know Edward was ticklish there.

"Bella, I want to see more." Edward didn't bother to wait for my answer before tugging at the button on my pants. "Let me see all of you."

When he took too long to figure out the button I decided to help him. I lowered my jeans past my hips and then kicked them onto the floor when they were low enough. All I had left on were my panties.

This is where our family starts. I thought as I watched Edward gaze of my bare legs and then raising his eyes to meet my own. And I can't wait.

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Author's Note:

I'm sorry, please don't hate me for leaving the good stuff for the next chapter. I'm just trying to make sure it's great, also the chapter was getting pretty long, so!

What did you guys think? Are these two being stupid for trying to make a baby in the middle of the hospital? Do you think that Tanya thing is going to come back and bite Bella in the butt? Do you want Tanya to make a reappearance? Are you excited for the lemons? I am!

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I'm going to start anther story! Don't worry, I'll still be doing this one? How could I forget my first baby. I already have the first few chapters done. But this time I want to do things right and get a BETA reader. If anyone knows of a good BETA reader who is looking for a new fic to help with, send them my way? Much appreciated!