Hey guys right I have been asked to write an alternative ending for 'why?' so I am picking up where Claire is listening to the song and going from there ok?...enjoy xxxx
Claire's P.O.V.:
I had my ipod on it's dock (speakers) and it played random songs as I packed my bag I couldn't stay here no more so I was moving back in with my parents and hopefully out of this stupid mother fucking town. One song did make me stop I checked my ipod to see it was Kesha's song dancing with tears in my eyes and it described this situation I was in. I had just finshed writng my goodbye note for Micheal and Eve and if he wanted to read it Shane.
Here we go,
welcome to my funeral,
without you,
I don't even have a pulse,
without Shane I don't feel like living and this really feels the end of me.
all alone,
it's dark and cold,
with every move I die,
I have no one who loves me like Shane did my dark and empty cold room is where I belong every move I make feels like death
here I go,
this is my confessional,
a lost cause,
nobody can save my soul,
I am so delusional,
with every move I die.
I am a nobody always was and always will be I can't think straight.
(talking bit)
I have destroyed our love is gone,
payback is sick it's all my fault.
I have ruined mine and Shane's realtionship our love is gone because of me and if this is payback then I deserve it badly.
(Chrous)
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes,
just fighting to get through the night,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it),
with every move I die,
I'm faded,
i'm broken inside,
i've wasted the love of my life,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it)
with every move I die.
I started to wander round my room crying constently, I couldn't sleep last night, i'm losing my mind, I feel faded and broken inside I took Shane's love for granted.
When did I become such a hypocrite?,
double life,
lies that you caught me in,
trust me i'm paying for it,
with every move I die.
I was living a double life between my fantasy world with Shane and the realaity on with the awful truth and I am paying for it
on the floor,
i'm just a zombie,
who I am is not who I wanna be,
i'm such a tragedy,
with every move I die.
I curl up on the floor never wanting to get up and all I can think about is my happy memories with Shane which hurt even more. This is not the Claire I am and I reallly don't want to be this Claire but I can't help it.
(talking bit)
I have destroyed our love is gone,
payback is sick it's all my fault.
(Chrous)
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes,
just fighting to get through the night,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it),
with every move I die,
I'm faded,
i'm broken inside,
i've wasted the love of my life,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it)
with every move I die.
Woah oh oh,
this is it i'm rally gone this time,
woah oh oh,
never once thought i'd be in pieces left behind.
Me and Shane are over forever and not ever have I ever thought if us breaking up never.
(Chrous)
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes,
i've wasted the lov
just fighting to get through the night,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it),
with every move I die,
I'm faded,
i'm broken inside,
I've wasted the love of my life,
i'm losing it (losing it, losing it)
with every move I die.
After the song ended I finshed packing everything and went downstairs. Just as I reached the front door Eve came from the Kitchen
"CB! Where the hell are you going at this time of night?!" Eve yelled. Micheal must of heard as he came running into the hallway.
"Claire where are you going?" Micheal asked.
"Um...I was going to go to my parents" I said quietly
"Why?" Eve asked whinning
"because I can't stay here if Shane is going to live here it will alot more than it should I won't be able to cope" I answered
"Well...then we will kick him out he can go live with Lara or whatever the slut's name is" Eve replied.
I shook my head "As much as I like the sound of that I could never ask you to do that Shane has lived here longer than I have it wouldn't be fair"
For a moment it was silence. Then I turned around towards the door when Micheal's voice said
"Take care Claire phone us when your safe"
"What?! your just gonna let her walk through that door and...and leave?!" Eve exclaimed horrified.
"Yes I am she dosen't need us to baby sit her anymore she is 18 she is a woman know not the fragile, vunverble, frightend sixteen year old girl that came here seeking protection she has to make her own mind up Eve" Micheal said reasonably.
"Ok just...just call me when you get there promise" Eve said
"I promise" I said and then walked towards the taxi.
Shane's P.O.V.:
Claire has gone to live with her parents. I thought I would be happy but I'm not infact I feel sad and depressed without her. Hell I didn't even like the sex me and Laura had a few weeks ago. It was...boring. Eve and Micheal have been ignoring me the past few weeks. I know I had upset Claire but she had hurt me by not telling me about m father being non-exsistant.
The next day I went to Myrinin's to pay my dad a vist when I got there a hologram of my dad appeared. He looked shocked to see me but came towards me he had chosen a younger image of himself which is just...sad.
"Hello son" My dad said
I aknowledged him with a slight nod
"How have you been?" he asked
"Fine you?" I answered
"I've been better" Frank answerd
"How is Claire?...Have you two made up or not?" he asked
I shook my head " no ur...she left a few weeks ago to go live with her parents...we broke up on that night and I went somewhere else for the night"
"Laura's?" He asked...my father new me better than I thought. I had told him about Laura before Claire had even entered our lives at the glass house.
I nodded.
"But you didn't like it" How the hell does he know all this?
I stared at him in shock.
He laughed a little then said " I can tell you didn't enjoy it . I can tell by the way your acting. And the look your giving me tells me that I am right"
I nodded.
"You still love Claire don't you?"
That question had caught me off guard.
"What?"
"You still love Claire"
"No I don't I-" but before I could finish Frank said
"Oh stop denying it son I can tell by how sad and depressed you are"
That shut me up as I relised that I infact did still love Claire no matter what she did. I also realised that I had been an ass to her about her not telling me about Frank who hadn't given a shit about me after Alyssa and mum's death.
"Go after her son otherwise you will grow old thinking what if" and with that Frank disappeared.
I ran home and grabbed my car keys of the table I shouted to Micheal and Eve that I was going to convince Claire to come back and left without waiting for an answer. Claire's parents lived in Chicago. I know that you had to get permission of the founder Amelia to leave but when Claire had turned 18 as a birthday present Amelia gave her a free way out of Morganville anytime she liked which suprisingly ment us aswell.
When I got to her parents house I noticed their car was not in the drive way but I had a feeling Claire was inside. I parked the car and walked to the front door and rang the doorbell. There was a moment of silence when the door opened and there stood Claire smiling until she saw me and then her smile vanished and she frowned.
"Shane?...What are ou doing here?"
"I came to see you can we talk please just for 5 mintutes"
She thought about that for a while and then nodded and opened the door wider. As I walked in I saw two girls on the sofa one was a blonde and the other was brunette/blonde with curly hair.
Claire walked to the two girls and said
"Chole, Aiesha can you give us 5 mintutes please?"
The two girls looked towards me then back to Claire and nodded.
"Let us know if you need us" The brunette/blond said before leaving dragging the blonde with her who was giving me a deadly glare.
"I'm sorry they are my best friends the curly brunette/blond haired one is Aiesha and the blonde is Chole they came around to cheer me up. Anway what did you want to talk about?"
"Come back Claire please...I'm sorry for yelling at you and blaming you. You were just trying to protect me from getting hurt. I miss you and so does Micheal and Eve please come back"
Claire stared at me in shock before answering "What about Laura?"
"What do you mean about Laura?"
"Well...that night when...you left to go on a date with Laura?"
"I know. And I did but it wasn't till a few weeks later that I was getting upset and depressed that I went to see Frank and he told me that I was missing you and that I still loved you and that I should come get you otherwise I would be wondering what if"
"So you slept with Laura?" out of everything I just said that's what she picks on
"Yes"
"Then no I won't come back...not just because you slept with someone else straight after breaking up with me but then you were to manly to relise you still had feelings for me and had to vist your dad to have him tell you how you were feeling and how to help!" She shouted at me.
"Claire it wasn't like that!"
"No then tell me how it was then!"
"I..I don't know"
"get out!"
"What?"
"Get out!...I never want to see you again!"
"No"
"What?!...you have to otherwise I will call the police and..." she trailed off
"and what Claire have them do what?...throw me out for trespassing?...how can they when you invited me in it's hardly trespassing."
Claire then started crying. I went to her and huged her she didn't pull away like I thought she would.
"I've been so lonely these past few weeks...I haven't slept and hardly ate either I've missed you so much" Claire said as she continued to cry.
I realised then that she was thinner than I had last saw her. She pulled away and that's when I saw the bags under her eyes.
"Come back Claire please" I pleaded then I gently kissed her. She kissed me back and we stood there for what seemed like forever. When we brake apart she nodded her head signigling that she is going to come back. She told her friends and parents that she is going back to Morganville they wern't happy but they couldn't do anything about it. Claire got her stuff and we went home.
I hope that was a good enough alternative ending. See ya 7kassie8 xxxx