Kevin sat up and stared at the book with a blank expression.

"Journal?"

Kevin leaned over and picked up the green and blue journal.

He wouldn't be mad if I took a peek...would he?

Kevin held the book and paced back and forth.

If I read it I could find out if Edd liked me and it would be easier to ask him out. Yea it's for a good cause.

Kevin held the book in front of him and took a deep breath.

Ok here goes nothing.

Kevin began opening the book

No but wait... What if there's nothing in here about liking me ...then I would just be the jerk who invaded double d's stuff...

Kevin sat back down on the bed and gently hit his head over and over with the journal. He sighed and threw the journal twords the pillow and a peive of paper slidhalf way out.

"... Ok it wouldn't be invading since it is my duty to be a good citizen and place it back neatly into his journal. Plus it's a bonus because he likes his stuff neat."

Kevin grabbed the journal and opened it to were the paper had slid half way from. He looked at the picture. It was a picture of him and Edd in the hospital.

"Oh hey choice. I remember this. It was from when I was in the hospital from falling in the pool area."

Kevin flipped the picture over and in beautiful black cursive was written.

-I hope you feel better soon Kevin. ~ Double D.

2/13/2008

"Hu? Why did he never give this to me?"

Kevin looked at the page next to where the picture was at. It was dated the same day that the picture had.

He began reading without even thinking about it.

Dear Eddward,

Today is the day before Valentines day. Yet another year without him. It's alright Eddward, even if he never takes a fancy to you, I'm sure one day you will finally be able to make those emotions desist. Today your day was full of shocking events. Today you managed to beat your record time during swim practice. But your happy bliss was soon taken to a new high. He was in the swimming area and you guys met eachothers eyes. Yet your hideous smile with that disgusting gap -

WHAT?! That gap is fucking cute." Kevin said as he continued.

- caused him so much fear that he began walking faster and he slipped and hurt his head. Oh Eddward when will you ever learn? Remember this day , for today you have sworn to yourself to never smile in front of him ever. At least you went to visit him. Although maybe you shouldn't have. The poor guy turned pale as you walked into the room the hospital assigned him to. I'll never be enough. Well don't be that upset Eddward at least you tried your best to try and offer medical procedures to him as soon as the accident occured. I sure hope that the other male who was in there didn't say anything to Kevin of, how the other maled referedto it, gay kissing. I swear todays generation knows nothing of the medical arts... although i cannot lie, it was nice... gosh am I that athetic? In attempt to help him I ended up helping myself? I mean why in sam hell did I just have to stay and practice while the other swimmers had been in the showers already. I should just burn this picture... I'll decide what I'll do tomorrow.

~Eddward M. Vincent