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-Mari

"Why are you avoiding me?" Phil shouted at Dan, who was already walking 20 meters ahead of him. "Dan, stop! Wait for me!", Phil yelled as Dan stayed quiet. Phil ran to Dan's side and stopped him by grabbing his hand. "Dan, what's wrong?" he asked as Dan just moved away from him. School had ended already, and Phil hadn't seen Dan almost all day. First he thought he was sick, but then he saw him in the cafeteria. But after that, he was gone again.

"What? Aren't you going to the mall with Miranda today?" Dan asked and Phil could hear the hurt in Dan's voice. They had both stopped and now Phil was staring at Dan, shocked and confused. Dan stared at the ground, too afraid to look Phil in the eyes.

"What do you mean?"

"You think I'm stupid? Of course you spend the whole yesterday with Jason and Miranda, at the mall. And I saw how Miranda was all over you today at school", Dan said, trying to keep his voice steady. He didn't want to break in front of Phil, he didn't want to show him how weak he was. He didn't want to show that Phil had the power to destroy him. "Phil, what is this? First you're making out with me, and then you dump me and go with Miranda, and now you want to be with me again? Seriously, make up your mind already, are you gay or not? And don't come to me unless you're decided what you're gonna do", Dan said and turned around to walk away.

"Dan, I...", Phil didn't know what to say. He was speechles. Out of words. He didn't really know what to do either. He didn't know what he was, gay or not? He knew he had hurt Dan, but what he had done, can not be erased. He knew that too. Why did things have to be complicated for him? Why couldn't he do what he wanted, without hurting other people?

When Dan got to home, he walked straight in to his room and closed the door behind him. He threw his back on the floor and fell on to his bed. He had a few tears on his cheeks, that he wiped away quickly. It was Friday, and of course he had to spend it alone in his room. Sometimes he liked being alone, it was much better option, then to be surrounded by people he didn't like. But right now he was just thinking the last Friday night, that he had spent with Phil. That was the night of their first kiss. That was the night when Dan had seen Phil's other side, the side that was hiding behind a huge wall. The wall, that Phil guarded with his life and let the guard down only for those who he trusted. Dan liked that side much more than the one Phil showed to everyone else.

Dan sat up straight and looked around in his room. He was bored, he had nothing to do. His room was messy, the desk on the other wall was filled with school papers, books and posters that he couldn't hang up on his wall, 'cause it was already full of them. On his left, in front of his wardrobe, was a pile of clothes, both, dirty and clean. Next to his wardrobe was a bureau, where he kept his secrets. His old diary, a pack of cigarettes and a half a bottle of liquor. On the bureau, was his vinyl record and a pile of vinyls.

Dan stood up and put the first vinyl that he saw, in the turntable. He opened the door to his balcony, and let the cool air hit his face. He needed that, the fresh air that would cool his thoughts. He turned around to walk back to his room to clean up his mess, but then he heard a voice.

"Dan, I'm sorry", it was Phil. He knew the voice, even thoug he didn't see him anywhere. He turned around and walked to the edge of the balcony. Phil was on his backyard, looking up at the balcony. "I'm sorry, about Miranda, about everything. I didn't plan this", Phil said. Dan didn't show any emotions on his face, but he wanted to smile. Phil looked so cute when he was sorry. "Can I come in?"

"The backdoor is open", Dan said finally and went to open his door so that Phil could come in. Soon Phil was upstairs, hugging Dan. "You're not gonna spend this night with your friends?" Dan asked quietly while Phil's hands were around him.

"You're my friend, silly", Phil said smiling and let go of Dan. But he knew what Dan meant. "No, I'm not. Jason is out of town, he's with his father this weekend", Phil said sighing and then he looked around in Dan's room. He had not been in there before. He had been outside of that house, when he said goodbye to Dan, after they had spend the whole day together.

"I know it's a bit messy", Dan said a little embarassed. He accepted what Phil had said about Jason, and he really hoped that Phil wouldn't suddenly cancel this, again. "I was just about to clean this, but then you came", Dan muttered and sat down on his bed.

"No, no, no", Phil said and he was clearly interested in the posters, that were filling the wall that Dan's bed was on. "It's perfect", he whispered, smiling. "You like a lot of bands, I didn't know that", Phil said and turned to look at Dan's vinyls. "Oh, vinyls are cool, I've always wanted those, but my dad says they're like an old thing or something", Phil continued, admiring all the vinyls Dan had. He grabbed one vinyl and turned to look at Dan. "Can I?" he asked and Dan nodded. Dan didn't see what Phil put on, but a smile spread across his face as he heard the sweet sounds of Muse filling his room.

"This is one of my favorites", Dan said, pulling his legs against his chest. Phil smiled and sat next to Dan. "What do you wanna do?" Dan asked. Phil just shrugged and pulled himself against the posterwall. He pulled Dan between his legs and hugged him from behind.

"I kind of like this, just talking and listening to music", Phil admitted as Dan leaned himself on Phil. "I really like your room. It's much more interesting than mine. You have free hands on your decoration, I just have a boring room, and my mom is always there, cleaning it, making sure that it looks good. I don't like it at all", Phil said. "I think the posterwall is my favorite part of your room."

"Yeah, but it's becoming a problem", Dan said and glanced quickly at Phil. "I don't have any room for my new posters, and I don't want to take any of those down", Dan said sighing and looking at the posters on his desk. Phil glanced around the room again, thinking.

"Maybe you could put posters on your ceiling? Then you could stare at them at night, and smile at them", Phil suggested and Dan's eyes lit up. "I could help you", Phil added as Dan stood up.

The boys spent their time on putting every poster Dan had on the ceiling, and they had fun. They joked around, taped each others faces, talked and just had fun. When Dan's parents came home, Dan informed to them that he was studying, and they could not come in to his room.

"Dan, I have an idea", Phil said, when the clock was around 9.00 pm. "Let's sneak out, let's go to the park or something", he suggested. Dan looked at him, he was clearly doubting Phil's suggestion. They were sat on the balcony, enjoying the cool air. "Seriously, aren't you hungry? We haven't eaten almost anything", Phil said spreading his hands, almost dropping his cigarette.

"Well I'm used to eating only a little", Dan muttered, and he couldn't draw his eyes out of Phil. He looked so hot when he was leaning against the balcony's fence with his elbows and smoking a cigarette. "Where would we go?" Dan asked. Phil thinked for a while, before he smiled and put his smoke in to the ashtray that was placed on the little table Dan had on his balcony.

"We could go anywhere", Phil said. "But first of all, I'm hungry. We need to go to a store, get something to eat and then you can decide", Phil said and walked past Dan, back inside. "Get your jacket and we can go", Phil said, reaching for his own jacket. Dan was still doubting, he didn't want to get in any trouble. Phil sighed and pulled Dan inside, and close to him. "C'mon Dan, sneaking out once isn't bad. You're not gonna get in to trouble", Phil said, cupping Dan's cheeks and looking him in the eyes.

"You promise?" Dan asked.

"I promise", Phil said and placed a kiss on Dan's lips, before pulling away.