Author's notes: **Spoiler alert for sneak peak 3 6:17** based on the old adage 'too late to shut the barn door once the horse has bolted.' hope you like.

I've always wanted Lisbon to find someone to make her happy. She hasn't had anyone special since I've known her. I hated the idea of her being alone when I skipped the country, she only had me.

Now here's Pike, I like him, he's a nice guy, he'll be good for Lisbon.

So why am I feeling like this? Why am I angry that she arrived late? Why did the phone call irritate me?

I don't want to lose her! I may actually love her!

Wake up you idiot! 'May' is not going to shut the door before she bolts.