AU Fanfiction.
Fanfiction's Genre: Horror and Drama
My Genre: Criminology and Psychology
Rated: M
Dark and Mature themes.
WARNING: Graphic violent. Rape later in the story. People with soft heart or gets easily offended, is not suited for this. THIS STORY CONTAINS DISORDERS, PSYCHOLOGY, AND INSANITY.
Author's Notes: This story is based on pure fanfiction. This is, however, realistic and will have non-mafia (Hints will pop in though) and if there happens to be an experience similar to this story: It's pure coincidence. I have no connections toward anyone with experiences and this is all based on how I imagine it.
Disclaimer: I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn nor the characters- But I own the plot and the idea.
Awaken
"We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves."
- Marilyn Manson
The night drawn closer as second ticks.
Tsuna snapped out of it when he felt heavy footstep coming up the stairs and he panic.
Big time.
He shrieked a bit and quickly grabbed his backpack which was thrown to the side. As he grabbed it, he zip it open and just threw everything out; Textbooks, notebooks, notes, pencils and erasers. When he finish dumping everything out, he quickly packed it with a set of clean clothes and his secret saved money under his mattress.
He shoved everything in and zip it. As he tried to escape out of the window, avoiding the cold corpse laying in the middle of his shared room that can be no longer saved, he heard a loud gasp and a shrieked.
''TSUNAYOSHI! HOW COULD YOU?! YOUR BROTHER!" The woman, his foster-mother, screamed in hysterical as her eyes were tearful and attached to Tsuna's eyes trying to ignore her dead son laying on the floor. It was filled with pity and remorse betrayal. For some reason, it made Tsuna livid.
Destroy Her
''Don't act like you cared. You never truly set your eyes on us either way.'' Tsuna sneered. The sudden overpowering feeling in his mind, took control of his word. Mentally- Tsuna was shocked he said those words but kept up with his facade.
The foster-mother stared at him apathetic and shocked. Never has she seen Tsunayoshi responded to her like that, with confidence and anger. She thought for a slight second if this was his true color or had finally gone insane. Although, she snapped out of it as if in a daze before crying and looking down ashamed. He was right. And she knew it.
Tsuna glared at her for a few second before he caught a glimpse of his foster-father. That snapped him into normality. He jumped out though before he saw his expression and quickly slide down the ladder. A few seconds later, he heard a loud yell of anger and despair. Tsuna slightly winced and frowned as his feet made contact with the ground. He stared back once, doubting his action for a few seconds before he look face front with determination in his. He ran.
He ran into the city that never sleeps.
The cold night beating him down as he took every step with a strain breath. Him, being the No Good-Tsuna, failed at every academic subject and sport. Every fucking thing. The only good thing he can be is being clumsy. Even after running at least three blocks now, he was panting and his legs burned of the pushed energy thrown in it. His chest heaved heavily as he began to walk and catch his breath. He continuously look back, getting shiver of the chilly wind that blew him backward. He walked silently at the sidewalk, passing a streetlight every now and then.
It was probably around twenty minute since I left, he thought wearily, enough for the police to start finding me.
Tsuna was utterly empty. His bottled up negative emotions finally snapped on Mochida-kun.
He remember the hatred and the overwhelming anger in him. The surging powerful electricity ran through his vein, as he tingle in... pleasure. Tsuna frowned but somewhere, he felt as if he was also grinning. He tried remembering the details of the fight.
yOu Won, WhY Matter?
Tsuna's eyes widen at the sinister voice. He shook his head around to find the culprit, however, in this lonely street- He was the only one. He shudder in fear, grasping his backpack. The wind blew harder and a car passes by the lonely road. He looked back to check if anyone is going up to him to
He mindlessly forgot the voice, and continue remembering the detail. As he walked, his eyebrows connects in frustration: His memory were hazy. However at the same time he remember, he remembers the vivid details of him speaking cunningly and the terrified expression of Mochida-kun. The way he grinned and almost laughed as he threw each punched heavily to Mochida-kun's destroyed face. Something purred in Tsuna's chest. Something between a satisfaction and smug. A heave of blackness appear in his conscious and he felt numb for a few second. Tsuna forced his eyes open and frowned. Then a slow pain felt in his mind. Tsuna groaned, suddenly freaked out at the weird pain. It was like a migraine, and a headache mix. However this all snapped when he heard the sirens nearby.
Tsuna snapped out of the moment he was having and ran behind a building. He sneakily sped to another street, that the alley led out. As the police pass by rapidly, Tsuna kept his head down and tried to seem as another civilian. His heart bumped louder than he ever thought as he panted slightly and tried to stay away from people's attention. Although, he spoke too soon.
He lost track of where he was now, but as he looked around he knew it wasn't any happy place. In fact, he was in a crowded street that had run down bars and biker's rest stop everywhere. Each biker honk and threw out their flirty comments before bursting out laughing with their gangs. Woman looked at him dirty before looking away as other looked at him with lust and smirked plaster on their face. Clearly, they didn't care how old he was, as long as he had holes. He is fifteen, mind them, and he was already a young adult physically speaking.
In a way, he was handsome. Tsuna wasn't bragging, because even after being bullied and unliked various times, he did accidently went up to a few prostitute (Long story short: He needed somewhere to hide.) and they did mention how handsome the boy was. His face was slightly chubby, indicating he was younger than he look, but he had sharp cheeks and an angle shape. His hair was messy and 'Just Had Sex' type, light brown with shades of dark/coffee. He kept his bang uneven and razored cut. The first time his hair was cut was when Mochida-kun snapped it off with a pair of scissor, saying it was too 'Girly'. Since then in, Tsuna purposefully kept his bang uneven and razored cut for him unable to cut it properly.
Tsuna's body was surprisingly lean and fit, from constant running and fighting. However, it wasn't shown due to the slight baggy clothes he wear. He never wore anything tight, since they restrain him from running faster, so he usually wore a simple cargo pants, fit to his waist and a loosely shirt. It gave off an illusion of him being weak and fragile.
Tsuna didn't exactly know where he was walking, neither heading toward, he just kept walking down the street, beside bars and drunkards.
He felt entirely expose at the looks he was getting. He stuck out like a sore thumb. Tsuna frowned when he was grabbing attention, knowing it can cause chaos. He needed to get out fast and soon- though Tsuna walked with his head down, keeping track of his feet and moving with the flow.
However, luck wasn't on his side. Like always.
A man stopped in front of a him and Tsuna bumped into him letting out a small 'Eeep!'. The man grabbed his shoulder and pull him into his body, as Tsuna's body became rigid. His heart pounded fast as he looked up to see a man with a thick beard and big muscles. He was a large man, someone he couldn't escape from. And Tsuna knew.
''Look what I got here boys! Fresh meat."
Tsuna's eyes widen when he spoke the words, quickly panicking and trying to get out of the man's iron grip. However, Tsuna was failing easily. The man just hold on to him, as Tsuna began to punch into him.
"Let me go!"
The man merely laughed before calling into his gang again, whom were nearing.
''A feisty one, also. Bet he tight.'' One of the man spoke, taking a large gulp out of his beer and looking at him with eyes of amusement and lust. Tsuna wanted to throw up. The disgusting pit grew in his stomach and his rage was flaring. Tsuna tried glaring at him, whimpering all at the same time but everybody simply laugh at him. He looked around in desperate to find if anybody wanted to help him, but no one was there. Everybody just laughed and continue with their life as if this was an everyday thing.
Fuckers!, Tsuna thought panicky. Tsuna thrashed wildly again under the man's arms.
"Let Me GO!" Tsuna growled. But the man put no heed into it.
Tsuna felt something grew inside him. However, like a snap of a finger, he put it down. Confused. He bit his lips as he felt it open without his conscious. Although, he was angry. Angry at the world.
"This boy's going to be sweet, eh! I'm not sharing! Hahaha!" The man bloated, enjoying the fallen face of his gang. "Mine, oh mine. Sweet Tights."
Tsuna frowned and silently cursing his fate.
The man looked at his gang before speaking ''This one's mine, fellas. Go get your own pup.'' The gangs laughed loudly, cheering at them as Tsuna was being dragged into the bar. Pushing through the dancing people and the stench of sweat and alcohol, Tsuna almost vomited. People groped him as they walked, but fortunately the older man intimidated them to leave them. However, Tsuna's small relief was quickly replenished when they hit outside, in the cold air.
Tsuna looked around, hoping to find someone but all he notice is that he was behind the bar, near a trash can, but he knows even if he screams, it'll take hours for someone to notice. Especially with the loud music going on.
Before he noticed, Tsuna was pushed to the floor harshly as he winced when his elbow made contact with the hard ground. He grabbed a hold of himself and back up to the brick wall. Why did this has to happen to him? It's always him. No-Good Tsuna always had the worst of the worst. Bad timing and bad lucks really don't go well. Tsuna frowned as he looked up to find the older man staring him down with a malice grin plaster on his face.
"With that pretty little face of your- You must be experience on this. Heh." The man spoke giddily. He rubbed his thick hand together, as Tsuna started shaking nervously. He isn't stupid. He knows.
"Loose or tight? I'll be the judge of that."
Tsuna glared at his careless choice of words before letting out a yelp when the man lunged forward and attack his neck with his mouth. Tsuna thrashly kicked wildly, using every ounce of his strength to pushed him off. The tongue, warming his skin was disgusting.
Destroy him. Kill him.
Tsuna's eyes widen at the voice, looking around desperately for help. He wanted someone to help him. Someone. Somebody. Though, he know- No good will ever come to him because he's No-Good Tsuna.
The man sucked greedily on his neck, trailing his tongues everywhere, leaving no spare. And the fact that Tsuna's body was reacting to this felt wrong. Tsuna wanted to die. DIE. KILL HIM.
The man's hand, wonder on Tsuna's body as if it was a present. Excited to explore and discover the secret places that makes him react. As much as Tsuna protested, cried, his body enjoyed it. He felt betrayed with himself. The man, quickly took off his backpack, pushing it far from somewhere and soon ripped off Tsuna's clothes off.
Tsuna protested desperately and angrily. He kept pushing the man off. He tried punching him but the man's hand had his hands pinned up. Tsuna felt tears falling thickly on his cheeks. He knew he was failing big time. He squirmed and wiggled, his face moving everywhere. The man's hand wander up to Tsuna's face and his face was grabbed roughly and before he knew it, his mouth became unvirginized. His mouth was forced open when the older's man thrust his tongue in there and Tsuna wanted to gagged, throw up, and spit everything out. It stench like beer. Felt like beer. Tasted like beer. Tsuna felt something inside him, raged. Growling to escaped, like a lion trapped in a cage waiting to be released.
When the man became distracted, Tsuna immediately pull his hand forward and attempted to punch him. However the man slapped Tsuna when he almost did.
''Not so soon, my little swan. But quite fierce.'' He groaned breathlessly out. Tsuna was about to spit at him, but he felt a hand grabbing him. Tsuna's eyes widen when he the situation slapped his face.
Tsuna met fear.
He was not prepare for this. Tsuna started to scream and shout for help, trying to leave as the cold tackle his skin, he was shivering harshly but his conscious was fading. He was failing. Tsuna felt desperate. Desperate to die. He never wanted to die badly, but he thought if dying is the easy way out, he'll take it without second thoughts. It was horrifying, terrifying to feel the need to disappear from this world without an existence. But to stop the man but it was impossible. He is No Good-Tsuna, afterall. It never occurred to him that this was the true feeling of desperation and panic. However, he knew that this is what it's call to be 'rape'. He felt rough hands caressing his body and his head banged the brick wall behind him a couple of time. He shivered as he was naked beneath the man, unknowingly when he got naked but he shivered of the cold. The man grabbed his rear, groped them and then...
And then he felt pain.
Tsuna screamed in pain. In agonizing pain down his rear as the man vigorously thrust in him. He felt blinded and hot white pain in his back. He punched the man as he squirmed and was crying now. A sob broke through his mouth. Then his mind slowly disappear. He just wanted to stop.
Tsuna cried harder each time, losing his conscious. The thrust wasn't helping. The man sucked greedily on his nipples and thrust harder and faster. He laughed.
"Leave me alone. Please." Tsuna cried, tears pouring out. He tasted his tears, the saltiness and the bitter taste of it. The bitterness of life and the saltiness of reality. Tsuna just wanted to give up.
KILL HIM. KILL HIM. KILL HIM. KILL HIM.
Tsuna's eyes snapped open. The sudden overwhelming exhaustion disappear like a snap of a finger. His fist clenched, drawing out blood and he just let himself go. His heart sped up and he felt true anger. The power. An electrifying power went through his blood and Tsuna let out a roar.
The man falter with his thrust and looked at boy, before suddenly shivering at the aura of intention to kill.
"Gone insane?" The man shakily joked, trying to get him back to normal. However the boy kept screaming. "Shut up!" But before he was able to slapped him, a hand caught his larger hand. His eyes widen at the strong force stopping him to continue. It was a shocking. He was the strongest of the gang. But, when he looked at the boy beneath him, who was crying and going lifeless a few seconds ago, he froze. The boy was looking at him with eyes of a true killer. He didn't remember seeing them amber either.
Tsuna stopped roaring and flashed his eyes at him.
Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. KILL.
"You pathetic existence of a human." Tsuna suddenly spoke darkly. He quickly got out of his gripped from the man's frozen state, crawling out of his heavy body. "You disgusting creature."
Tsuna's back hit the brick wall and he pull up his knees, covering himself. His hand wander to find some weapon nearby. Something.
"Can't find no one to cry about except yourself. You selfish being."
A rusty wrench found itself in Tsuna's shaking hand.
"Doesn't deserve to live."
As Tsuna was about to swing the wrench to the man's head, a cold voice stopped him.
His head snapped toward the voice, to find a young man, not far from his teenager but in his early twenties, standing there looking disgusted at the scene. He had two long metal tonfas in each his hand, as he got in a stance of a man who is experienced in fights.
"Since you herbivores, decided to violate my peace and slumber." He drawled out, monotone and harshly. His face full of disgust and no mercy. However his steely blue eyes was focus more on the older man who was rashly trying to escaped.
Never in his life, has he ever felt relief to see another person. However, before any commotion can go on, Tsuna lost conscious from over exhaustion. However he did not miss these words.
"Shall be bitten to death."
A/N: Ne? A bit harsh? A bit realistic? Too dark? Haha~ Well this is a mature story. But nevertheless, don't be afraid to review about your honest opinions and thought about this! Also! Sorry for taking long to update~ I had lot of exams and stress going on at my school, but since Spring Break is here! I'll be updating regularly.
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