Hi! A couple of you wanted to know if I was just putting this story as Dimitri and Rose just so people would read it. Trust me, this is NOT an AdrianXRose story. I personally don't like them as a couple. The rest of you were mad at me because Dimitri is a horrible person.(nothing against Dimitri...I love him) Guys, have faith in your Ally Kat. You will get the DimitriXRose story you wanted. Just wait my little grasshoppers and all will be revealed.
Also, please forgive me for anything messed up and confusing. This is my first fanfic and I'm still learning how to work the system.
Lastly I do not own Vampire Academy or characters connected to Vampire Academy.
"It was Dimitri Belikov" I whispered in her ear.
She turned to me eyes wide, mouth agape. I thought doctors were supposed to be good in emergencies, you know? They're supposed to be able to think on their feet in any situation. Someone could be bleeding out of their eyes and coughing up purple slime and their doctor is supposed to look at the problem. They should be cool as can be and calmly be able to tell everyone what that patient needs and what treatment to give them. But you know my buddy fate, he likes to give me the most difficult situations, and as soon as I get through his newest problem and I feel like I'm on top of the world, he likes to knock me right back on my ass. Right now I guess Doctor Travkin is still in process mode since she still has her mouth open. I even think I saw a bug fly around in there for a moment.
"Doc," I snapped my fingers in her face to wake her up from whatever trance she was in. She glanced at me for a second and played with her stethoscope.
"You can't tell anyone who it was. Okay? This was my own fault. He is not to blame at all" It hurt my heart to be in this situation. I felt like someone poured a mixture of sand and cinnamon down my throat and while they were watching me choke they decide to squeeze my heart like it was one of those squishy stress balls they give when you go to anger management counseling. Dimitri was supposed to be my rock. My shelter. Like how you watch a pirate movie and the ship is in the middle of a storm. You see the ship crash on a pile of rocks and you see three or four people able to survive by grabbing onto the rock and holding on for dear life. Suddenly you think that the very thing that could've killed them was what saved their lives. That was my Dimitri. I always knew that he was the only one who had the power to break me. He was the only one whose love could possibly kill me. He was like a rock in a storm, it was possible that he could kill me but I just had to hold on to him and trust that I could wait out the storm.
"Rose," Doctor Travkin said in a soft voice, almost a whisper. As if she thought I would break if she spoke any louder. Maybe I would. I don't even know what's what anymore. My brain won't stand still. It feels like there are two parts of my brain and they were fighting. Like Lil and Dil from Rugrats. One part of my brain wass telling the other part to stop running in circles. The other part was saying 'You can't tell me what to do!' and stuck its tongue out at the first part. "How can this be your fault? You were taken advantage of." She shook her head and furrowed her brow. Almost like she thought doing so would make the situation disappear. Yeah, I wish. If that worked my life would be fucking perfect.
"No! You got it all wrong." I said. Though she didn't know how right she was. God, how could I be put in this situation. I thought we had an agreement. Okay, now I need to focus on finding an excuse. This should be easy for me! I get in trouble all the fucking time. It in my training! I'm supposed to be able to think on my feet. C'mon think, think, think Rose. Come up with something.
Rose! Are you okay! Adrian just came over and said you were in the infirmary! I could see through her eyes that she was putting a jacket on and running out of the door. She was planning to round up the gang and meet in my room for a status report. Wait a minute, Lissa! You just gave me the most brilliant idea!
"Uh... yeah, you see..." I stumbled through trying to look guilty. I had to rely on my acting skills. "What happened was just a wild game of truth or dare. Seriously you guys are more gullible than I thought," I said laughing. Doc was still looking at me suspiciously.
"Okay, I'll explain. A couple friends and I thought it would be fun for us to play late night truth or dare. We knew we were only gonna be here at school for like a year or so and we definitely knew that we were probably gonna die in like a year after graduating," At this Travkin winced. I know I probably hit below the belt on that one. Moroi weren't keen on actually acknowledging that they were most like sending children to early graves with the whole guardian thing. Most were actually very squeamish about it, but it's our job and even though its frowned upon for a Dhampir to not be a guardian, it is a choice. Dhampirs could just live with humans and not be guardians. It's considered weak but it's still an option.
"So I thought it would liven things up a bit to freak the guardians out you know? It was so hilarious, I didn't think you would actually believe me!" I faked a laugh and slapped my naked knee. I kept talking about how gullible guardians are, about how stupid the people at the hospital were to actually believe that rape would happen on campus. The farther I went with this story, the farther Travkins frown went down her face. It was a mistake to tell her what really happened. How could I be stupid enough to trust an adult with actual problems and serious situations?
I have to find out what's wrong with Dimitri, why he did this, and I can't do that if he's in another Academy who knows where. Plus it seems to be physically painful to not be around him. And I don't mean those lame ass stories where I can't live without him and if he's away I might die, blah blah blah. It's just... a strange uncomfortable feeling tickling the back of my mind. Like if they send him away for a couple days on guardian business, I can tell that something's missing from my day. Something in my usual routine that I just didn't get around to. Something I forgot to do and I can't remember what it was.
"-and we'll need verification from a couple other students. Rose I don't want see this again. You've taken up my time and the time of other doctors who could be helping people who are actually in trouble." Doctor Travkins voice broke through my ADHD, lovesick brain. She handed me a white robe that felt like it was more plastic than cloth, and it didn't seem like it would cover much seeing as it barely had a back on it and it would probably would only come to my mid-thigh. "Put this on Rose and go to your dorm. I also want you to see Guardian Petrov in the morning about possible punishments. You will be expected to give the names of the students who were also involved."
I slipped on the "robe" feeling uncomfortable and wondering what to tell Alberta when this would all go down in her office.
Man, I just hoped that the gang would be willing to take a bullet for my stupid ass.
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I walked from the infirmary to my dorm in quick, strides. I checked in on Lissa and saw that she had everyone in my dorm and was anxiously awaiting my arrival. I knew that she was just itching to run over to the infirmary and demand what happened. The only reason she didn't was Christian, slowly sweeping back her hair, kissing her neck, massaging her shoulders, and whispering into her ear that it would only make things worse for me if we made a scene. Thank god the little Pyro Freak got things right this time. The heel of Lissa's foot quickly tapped the floor so fast it seemed almost like the vibration of a struggling muscle was trying to hold a position for a long time but it was starting to give out. Through her eyes I could see Adrian pacing and chewing on an unlit clove cigarette. It pleased me to see that he had enough respect for me to not light it up in my room. My small victory was short lived when I noticed the small flask he occasionally to a small swig out of. I would guess in a situation such as this someone would want to be lucid and in full access to their powers, but I guess he wouldn't want the madness to get at him either. Adrian was just the type of person who thinks best intoxicated.
I walked as fast as I could, while trying to not flash anyone with my plastic attire, but I forgot that my loud almost stomping quick walk was going to go right past the gym. I mean yeah we have a bunch of them scattered around the campus but this was the gym. The gym that me and Dimitri practice in. So, it was just my luck that as soon as I walked past it a pair of strong arms grab me and pull me inside the dark room. My eyes couldn't adjust very well from blinding sun to inky blackness, forcing me to be blind for a while. The arms stayed around me and I struggled frantically while in the back of my mind I thought of when I was struggling against these very familiar arms earlier today.
"Roza," a voice like honey melting on a slow fire said, "I've been waiting for you."
I want to give a HUGE apology for being a total procrastinating bitch and not getting you the chapter you crave. This story does not have an update schedule but I will try to get you something at least once a month. Please hang tight and don't give up on me.
I give you all permission to through virtual darts at me.