Chapter 2 – class's torture

The door opened and… my breath caught.

Edward

With mudded-human-eyes or with the super-site of a vampire, I could have recognized him anywhere, everywhere.

He was the love of my existence.

His bronze hair was untidy as ever, his eyes dark – he had to feed soon. His feature – so beautiful, so graceful - walked inside the room with such grace that it looked like he was dancing.

The pain.

I regretted not to create a super-modal body – why did I have to make myself look so… human.

It will always be that way, I said to myself. Not worthy to him.

Like he ever had really would have want me, anyway.

The agony.

It was so real.

"You're late, Mr. Cullen," the teacher barked at him. "Again." he said under his breath. But Edward hadn't notice him. He just went to the only available chair – the chair next to me. Oh my god. WHY?

"Lizzy, are you OK?" the teacher asked, worried. Wow, this was the first human-like he said so far.

"No, sir, I'm not. May I go to the nurse? I feel sick." My voice sounded hurt and the teacher let me go. I looked one last time at Edward – which looked at the desk with hollowed eyes - and sprinted to the parking lot.

I got into my new car – it was a pretty, little red Volkswagen - and collapsed. No. no, it can't be. It just can't. Why, ho, why?

The pain was incredible. It was consuming, blowing away.

I wanted to die. Again.

Why did they come back? Do they know? No, I don't think they do. So… why? Why here? Why now? If they would've come in a few years from now… I could've been gone, and I wouldn't have to suffer that much. I sobbed and hugged myself tightly until I heard a knock on the window shield. I looked at the one who interrupted me, and another sob came out. Alice. Her pretty face, little, cute figure stood just a foot or two from me. After all those years… this must be a dream. I looked at her again, hearing her perfectly as she said. "Open the door." Or a nightmare.

She pointed to me and then knocked at the window again. I looked at the gates of the lot – damn! They were closed! Crap!

With a sigh I got out of the car. "Hello." Alice said, her voice full of happiness. Great. Everyone that I love is happy without me. Edward is going to the same school we've been in, Alice is… Well, Alice.

What did you expect? I asked myself. That they all will be miserable just because you're not with them? They should be happy. No more fragile, pitiful Bella in their way.

"Hey." My voice came in a whisper. I was sure my voice was different as well as my body, but… I was so damn shocked I couldn't even trust my own-fucking-fake-voice.

"Why were you crying?" she asked me, her voice soft. I shook my head.

"I wasn't crying." Vampires can't cry. I looked past her, to the forest. Looking for an escape.

"Well, you were sobbing – it's like crying – the same, actually, minus the tires." Alice shrugged.

"How do you know?" I looked at her in the eye, angry. How dare she come up to me – a fucking stranger - after all of those years, and act like I'd never exist. HOW DARE THEY?

I bet Rosalie celebrate their leaving…

Alice returned my glare a confused expression, focusing on my eyes. Thank god someone had invented the eye contacts, or I'd been doomed.

She took a step back from my aggressiveness. "Well, I saw you in your car on your first day. Isn't that enough?" she smiled softly at me. I sighed and clenched my jaw. Why can't she leave the fuck alone? I bet that if she knew who I truly was, she wouldn't have even looked at me twice.

"OK. Now I'm good. All better." I put a plaster smile on my face and walked away. She was next to me in seconds. Damn.

"Why are you so angry?" she asked with her innocent eyes. I came to a stop, and she stood in front of me in the next moment.

I gritted my teeth, trying as hard as I can not to hiss at her. "Look, Alice, I already said I'm OK, so please don't bother me again." And with that, I went to my third period.

"But I haven't told you my name…" I heard Alice from my next class. This time I was more careful. I sat next to an Indian boy that smiled at me.

"Hi." He welcomed me. "I'm Nick. You're Lizzy, right?" he smiled. I nodded and looked at the board, my eyes and face strait. I wasn't at the mood for being nice. I looked at the opened door, and not a second later, Emmet came in, Jasper on his heels. They took the desk besides me.

I got my notebook out of my bag pack and started doodling. I was trying to distracting myself so badly… Don't break, I ordered myself. Don't be a coward. And do NOT let them know.

I caught Emmett sending me a confused look, but I hadn't said anything.

I just wanted it all to be over.

As the day went on, I found out that I have a Cullen member in every class except from homeroom. A torture in every class.

I'm screwed.

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