Chapter 4 – Description

As the day went on, I found out that I have a Cullen member in every class except from homeroom. A torture in every class.

I'm screwed.

As the sixth bell rang – the one that said 'all the humans need to feed themselves', I got outside and practically ran to my car – not before I saw the shiny Volvo that set only four cars from mine.

Of course it did.

I got in my car and played Debussy –it was the only thing that calmed me down – ironically as it sounds. A soft knock on my window shield made me jump in my sit. I hadn't heard anyone approaching because I was so concentrate with the music…

It was Alice. Again. I shoved my window down a bit and asked her in a wry look. "What do you want?" I sighed. Can't someone get some peace and mind in the freaking hell he lives in?

"How do you know my name?" Alice demanded. I took a deep breath. I was prepared to this – I made a full scenario in my head at the 4th period – which I spend not trying to stare openly at Jasper.

"Someone told me about your family, and because you're not blond I figured you must be Alice." She made an angry face.

"No one told you anything about us yet." She exploded. Gotcha.

"Oh and how do you know that, exactly?" I tilted my head, acting innocent. She didn't answer. Of course she didn't – she couldn't. What would've she said? I heard you? I stalked you? I'm a psychic?

Disturbing much?

"I thought so." I said and walked up to the cafeteria. The crowded, full of delicious-human-scent and disgusting-human-food-scent.

Be strong, I almost murmured to myself, but I caught myself just on time. I walked inside and it went silent. Yeyy. Everyone already set in their places, so I bought a soda and set at an available table.

The whispers started, but I caught the voice of my... My love. I cringed from the inside.

"It can't be." He whispered to his brothers, probably. "It's not possible. I can't hear the new-girl's thoughts." Wonder how they snapped him out of the non-talking stage he was in at the 5th period. Thankfully, there I sat at the second row and he set at the forth.

"What do you mean – " Alice asked him, confused.

"What you've heard." He said bitterly.

"Ya know… I can't hear her heart." I heard Emmett's voice - booming and cheerfully - why for heaven sake was he so cheerful? "Nor her pulsing blood."

"Me neither." The others said in union.

"Do you see that?" Jasper raised his eyebrows, and I felt their gazes on me. I opened my soda can and closed my eyes for two seconds and a half. I wanted to look over, to see their faces…. The faces of my loved-ones. Yes – even Rosalie.

"See what?" Alice asked.

"I don't think she's human." I froze. Snap out of it! I yelled at myself – in my head, of course – and I lifted the can – thank goodness I couldn't shake out of stress in this body. They're not going to make me drink it, are they? I thought as I looked at the full liquid can. Yuck.

"That is possible… but, then again, what is she?" Rosalie asked with frustrated voice.

OK, I said to myself. You can look just once. Make it slowly. Give them a confused look – the usual look that you had since you freaking change. Get it?

I turned my head to see a bunch of teenagers watch my every move. And then, as I almost gave up – there they are! Sitting in the corner, like the loner vampires that they are.

I swallowed and quickly looked at my soda can.

"You think we already scared her?" Rosalie asked – sounding a bit smug.

I heard footsteps coming towards me. No. no! go away, human! I looked at the direction and saw Viki.

Oh boy.

"Hey Lizzy. May I sit here?" before even asking she pulled back the chair next to me and sat down. On her heels were two curly girls that must have been twins – they were almost identical! But I could see – even with the annoying eye-contacts – the difference between the two – the right one had a slightly darker shade of blonde and fuller lips. Their eyes were blue and they smiled at me. "Those are Monika and Miranda."

They waved at me.

"By the way," Miranda said to me, almost whispering. "The gorgeous guys that you were looking at – those are the Cullens."

"Did I ask?" I raise an eyebrow at her, annoyed. But I could see all the Cullens from the corner of my eye, watching our every move. I put my soda back on the table.

"She's about to tell her the gossip." Edward said to everyone.

"No, but you should know two things – " Monika said, not bothering at all by my tone – or my damned present! "First of all – they are keeping themselves close and together – though they are all foster, they're still brothers and sisters in some kind of way." She shrugged. "So you can NOT even try to get along with them – if you'd try, they'll just run off." And I could almost hear her adding in her freaking head like they would've let you in.

I wanted to do so many things to that girl in this moment. I wanted to rip her fucking head off, to yell at her, to throw something, to say what I wanted all day long – I knew them! They know me! I was in there! I was with them! We were like a freakin' family!

Yhea, a voice in my head whispered. A family that leaved to for Laurent's mercy.

I shook my head, hearing her talking while I was thinking on other things that I could do to hurt that girl. "And the second thing," she kept on jabbering, not aware of the fact that a pretty pissed off vampire that wants to kill her is her conversation-buddy. "Is that the red-head over there," she pointed at Edward who managed to look away just in time. "Is a recluse, rude, gloomy, sullen" – sullen and gloomy have the same meaning, dummy – "and rude of them all."

"You just manage to describe him… perfectly." Viki said in awe. I fisted my hand under the table, trying so hard not to hit the girl. She was talking about the love of my existence. She was insulting the love of my existence.

I stood up abruptly. The three girls blinked at me. "I have to go." I said, not hiding my annoyance this time, and marched away from them till I was out. The cold, fresh air helped me focus, not to lose my control.

"Why was she so angry?" Emmett asked.

"I honestly don't know." Edward whispered – whether to himself or to his brother, that I would never know.

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