Chap 5 – Miss
I yelled at him was downright annoyed. "Can you give me a fucking break?" I yelled at him without a second thought.
"Sorry Miss." Jasper did everything but stammer. I sighed.
"That's Ok. It's just that… the first day iss the tougher, isn't it?" I gave him half a smile. Man, I missed him so much. All of them. I didn't blame him – aout anything. And I wanted that he'd know that.
But… I couldn't tell him.
He nodded his head. The irony!
"You're Lizzy, right?" he asked me, curiosity in his eyes. My face turned blank. Not him. Not Jasper. He can't forget me… Can he?
"Yes." I sounded like I graved – graved on the loss of the only ones I had truly loved. But now… if they had moved on…
I had no one.
If I was human, I would have collapsed to the floor – inside my head, I did. But… I had to stay strong. I had to get my revenge.
And that was it – this little word – revenge, vengeance of what was taken away from me so roughly, violently even. My love, my second family, my life and soul, my friends, my father…
I had nothing but ravage.
Jasper looked at me as his confusion was clear in his golden eyes. If I could've cry, I would have, right there and then. "Is there something wrong, Lizzy?" he asked me, not understanding why I wanted to cry. Not aware of the reason for my feelings. Lucky him.
Yes, I wanted to answer him. Everything's wrong – all of my unending damned life!
"I… I…" I looked around. The bell rang and students started to come out of the classes filling the corridors.
"Lizzy!" Viki called my name and stood near me – and Jasper. She looked at him suspiciously. "We have PE now – why are you still here?" and then Edward came from the Chemistry class and looked at us with confusion – pure on his goddamned face.
"I was about to come." I reassured her, and with a slight nod, we left Jasper alone.
I was about to explode as I changed my cloths.
"Everybody, come!" the coach shouted and everybody got in line. I didn't pay much attention, and I walked as gracefully as a vampire towards the benches. "Where are you going, Miss. Lesly?" the coach called and I felt everybody's eyes on me. Oh, great! just… super!
"I thought that – " I began to explain.
"No one told you to think in gym class, now, did they?" he crossed his hands on his chest as he looked at everyone.
"Today I'll pair you to teams of boy-and-girl. Lesly – you're with Cullen." I froze as I searched for said Cullen.
It was Emmett.
"Hey partner." He smiled at me and raised his hand for a high-five. I didn't touch his hand, though. He brought it to his side, suspicion clear in his ocher eyes. Just the mare site of him made me unbelievably sad.
"Hi." I whispered. Take yourself under fucking control! I yelled at myself. "I'm Lizzy, and you are?"
"Emmett." His smile was huge. "It's E doable M – "
"E doable T. I know." I nodded at him.
"How do you know that?" he tilted his head to one side.
"One of my best friends – he was like a brother to me – had this name." I said monotonously.
Emmett's face fell. "You said had. Had something happen to hi – " he was interrupted – thankfully – by the coach.
The coach clapped his hands twice so we'd listen. "Today we're playing tennis. Each group will be against another. Make it fair!" he almost roared.
"Want to beat the Anderson Twins, or Nami and John?" he asked me as soon as he got two rackets for us.
I shrugged. "You'll pick. I'm not good at any of this shit anyways, so…" I shrugged again. His eyebrows united for a second, and then he indicated two kids that must've been brother and sister.
"The twins, then. They piss me off sometimes." He murmured the last part, but I heard it anyway – Vampire's hearing or what?
Man, I missed him so much.
I sucked in a breathe.
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