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Chapter 8- look like

As soon as I got to Chemistry, I plastered on my face the best smile I could master, and met his eyes – his fucking dazzling eyes.

I sat down, never breaking our gaze.

"Hello," my voice was quite. "How are you today?" he didn't answer. "What, no questions today?" I gave him a cocky smile, and he gulped.

His eyes got curios. "Why were you running the other day?" he asked. What can I say… I hadn't thought about that one. Stupid, stupid! I hadn't answered, and he looked worried.

How can he worry about me after I died because of him? And no, I don't think about becoming-a-vampire as dying. I think about the torture, as my life since he left me. I died so many times, over and over and over again…

And he did nothing.

I clenched my jaw and murmured – so he could hear. "I'm so not going to tell him about my fucking medical problems." He looked even more worried. Good.

I fought an evil smirk.

That's what you get, sucker!

The air came from my nose as a strange 'whoosh'. It brought me back some human memories I'd rather forget, but I replayed them so many times I could never forget them. Ever.

I closed my eyes, checking that my eye contacts were in place. I opened my eyes to stare at a very hot but worried Edward. I fought a smile as I said. "You know, you remind me of someone." I made a concentrate face, but Edward seemed curios. "Oh, I know." I stated at the same second our teacher came and barked.

"OK, students," he spited the word. "Who forgot to do his homework today?" another part of the plan. I opened my notebook to find an empty sheet.

I gasped in a fake surprise ad cursed under my breath, knowing Edward would hear me.

I heard Edward pencil working on his notebook like a maniac – we had to do tem conclusions about Uranium. Gotcha, sucker.

You're too good, another voice in my head said.

Oh, shut up! I yelled at myself mentally.

I looked at my notebook and Edward got the sheet under my book. I almost smiled as I saw him looking at me, the well-known-by-me frustrated look on his face. I took my book in my hands – with the sheet underneath it - and flip it, just to whisper. "How could you do it so fast?" he didn't answer – 'cause he couldn't.

I could almost sense his thoughts. Would it be the same, again? No, he can't let it be. But he has to see me. 'cause if he sees me… he sees – in some way - Bella.

"Miss Lesly, did you do all of your homework?" the teacher barked at me. Man, he wasn't very nice.

"Just a sec, Sir." I smiled at him and searched in my bag, and on my desk. I turned it around so he could see – as well as shocked-Edward – that I've done everything. The teacher nodded at me, and went to his next victim, Anna, that her last name I did not know.

"Why did you do that?" Edward whispered at me – but I wasn't stupid. A human could not hear him. A minute or two past, and then he burst out. "Who do I remind you?" he asked.

I licked my lips, and then bit my lower lip. He hadn't missed that. "You're name…" I bit my lip hard this time – it was hard. I was going to tell him something I hadn't spoken with anyone about. Not even with Laurent.

"What about it?" Edward asked, encouraging me. I took a deep breath. In and out. In and out.

"I shouldn't talk about it – I can't." my voice came out shaky – and it wasn't false, it wasn't a charade.

Edward raised his hand so he could put it above mine, but stopped in time – thank god! If he'd touch me, he'll know I'm not human – that's if he doesn't know already.

"You can tell me," he promised, his voice alluring more then anything. His smell, this sun-shine smell, hit me as hard as it could. I looked at his eyes and it was so much easier – and so much harder.

"My mom…" I took another breath, and I saw how Edward's body gets all tense. Why does he even care? I was just a human, just a pet – as Laurent once put it. I was nothing to him. He left me. "Every night she has those nightmares…" I looked at him, and he nodded his head, telling me to go on. And so I did. "She screams till she wakes herself up – every single night since I remember myself." I stopped, doing my part perfectly. It wasn't a lie – it did happen to me. When I was a human, that would be, because now…. Well, I can't sleep. Not really.

"How come?" Edward's voice came out as a husky whisper, but it was strong enough for a human to hear.

"I asked her about it a few times – every time, she said another thing, but those things were what brought me here." I closed my eyes, knowing that in half a minute class would be over.

"And what was that, if I may ask?" Edward did everything but whisper those words. I looked at his eyes, and so did he. I missed him so much…

Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.

Class was over.

I got out of the class before you could've said 'chop bananas'.

An; the last thing was 4 my BFF's sake XP

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