Chapter 14 –

I took a deep breath. "I came here. I shouldn't have – it hurts like a bitch being here."

"why did you came here?" he asked.

"my house's full with memories." That sure was right.

"since when are you alone?" he asked.

"I told you – two years ago. I stayed with a friend for some time, and then I came here."

It looked like he was at a loss for words.

Another point for me.

I think.

Edward took another big piece from the pancakes and swallowed it as I looked at the sink for a second.

"your stomach will hurt that way," I warned him with half a smile.

"nothin' we can do 'bout it." He just swallowed another piece.

I said nothing as I took my laptop and went into google. I searched for FORKS and got a little more than 300 results.

"aren't you tired?" Edward asked as he got up and put his plate and silver in the sink.

"at eight PM? What am I, a baby or an old lady?" technically, I was almost fifty. Not that he knew that, but… oh well.

He shrugged. "when are you going to sleep?" I asked. Gotcha.

"um…" his answer sounded like a question. "12?"

"what are you doing till then?" I asked.

"nothing, pretty much. And you?"

"same thing. Um…" I looked around the kitchen. I wanted to get out of there ASAP. "do you need me to be with you 'case you're scared of monsters, or do you want to go to the room?"

"sure." He sounded surprised. We both went up the stairs. I only understood why he was surprised as he stop in front of my room.

"no-no, you're not going in there." I said to him. "what I meant was if you want to go to your room."

"oh." He looked disappointed.

"I don't have extra tooth brushes, so use your finger and an oime – " oh no.

"what's wrong?" he asked.

"nothing." Not good. Laurent's shirt (one he let me borrow a few years back) was in one of the drawers in the shower. "comeon – it's nighty-night for you, ol' lady." I indicated to the bathroom. "and don't snoop around. I have tampons and stuff." No I didn't.

He nodded, all serious suddenly, and got into the bathroom.

I heard him opening the first drawer. "don't open the God-damn drawers!" he closed it shut. "it's rude, you perv!"

I heard him laughing quietly. "sorry!" he said.

"apology accepted." I murmured as I got downstairs and got my leptop. I walk to my room slowly, and encountered with Edward as I was just about to enter it. He opened the door for me.

"night." I said.

"um…" I stopped and waited. I was inside the room as he was out of it. "I knoe it's rude, but… may I come in?"

"where to?" I asked venomously. "to my house? To my kitchen? My bathroom? My cabinets? What's next – my bed? Or my pants?" I was fuming. How the fuck dare he…?

"s –sory," if he could've blush, he would. It was obious.

"yeah, yeah. Whatever. Night Cullen." I walked over to my desk and put the laptop on it. Edward hadn't move an inch. "you're gonna watch me sleep? 'cause if you do, you'll have to wait some pretty damn long time." Till I'll die… again. " and I'm not sure you can handle it, pretty boy." He smiled.

Fuck.

Why in the world did I…?

Stupid! Stupid Lizzy!

"so I'm pretty?" he asked, sounding smug.

"a girl is pretty. A boy is handsome." That got his shit-eating grin off of his face. I laughed. "come in, you damn stalker. At least sit down like a normal human would." We both laughed at the same time. I stopped immediately.

"looks like you don't like me very much." He said.

"I don't like lies, Cullen." It was easier that way, somehow. To call him Cullen. I could pretend, even for a mere second, that he's Emmett or Jasper…

"lie?" as if. His voice was fucking perfect.

"yep. Lie." I looked him in the eye.. and the contact started to melt.

"give me a sec," I ran in human speed to the bathroom and closed the door. I got out of the cabinet a new pair of contacts and replaced the old ones as I heared a crack.

"what is it?" I called out.

"nothing!" it came from someplace low… the floor? I threw the old contacts out of the window and got out of the bathroom. I heard a woosh sound as I opened the door. Edward was still in my room, and it looked like he never moved from his place, but his scent told me he was at the window.

I went to the window and looked down –

"what. The. Fuck?" I turned around and he was standing right in front of me. "explain. Now." I growled at him.

"you're not human." Edward accused me.

"and neither are you." And my plan went out of the window toghether with this fucking photo-album.

"are you a vampire?" he asked.

"are you?" I asked with false shock and wide eyes. He looked surprised.

"yes." He whispered.

"whataya want from me?" I asked.

"I knew your mother." He said.

"figures."

"I beg your – "

"you're diggin' into my life, and I'm pretty sure it's not for my sake. Plus, you look just like that man from her dreams. One plus one equals two, or am I wrong and you're just a teenage vamp boy which likes to have some fun with his meals befor he finishes them? Oh, and before I forget – good job with the pancakes – it must be a bitch to get it off your system." I huffed. He was dumbstruck.

Hell – I was dumbstruack.

I didn't think before exploding like that.

Geuss I'll have to deal with the consequences of my deeds now…

Oh boy.

I'm screwed.