All through Sunday I had told my mother to leave me be and to make sure she doesn't let anyone inside the house who was here for me. By the end of Sunday she had told me that Ian was the only one who came to the door repeatedly asking her if we could talk, but she would tell him repeatedly that I didn't want to be bothered. It was also around that time when I started getting nerves about the next day. My first day of school.
My whole Sunday had gone by fast and it wasn't until I was standing outside of the school that I realized what was kids were themseIves as I walked towards the school with a few kids looking my way here and there, but other than that they treated it like a normal school day. That school day went by pretty fast. Of course I was introduced to the students in all of my classes and I was asked repeatedly where I was from. I answered all of the questions I was asked and some people would give me weird looks asking why I would move here out of all the places in the United States. Of course I didn't know that answer so I would tell that it was my mum's decision. I hadn't made any frineds at the school that day and to be honest I really didn't mind. The final bell rung and I was out side the school in hurry.
I walked away from the school admiring the new prison in which I would be in for the next two years. As I was walking I heard my phone going off to Serperate Ways by Journey I answered it without looking seeming to have a habit of doing so.
"Hello?" I spoke as I continued walking away from the school. I had gathered some attention along the way.
"Sage, listen I need to apologize," Ian's voice spoke up.
I stopped walking and sighed, "Listen Ian, I don't want to tlak about this right now."
"Why not?" he asked sounding hurt which made me furious.
"Because I am on my bloody way to the parking lot at school!" I exclaimed.
"That wouldn't happen to be the same high school where we film would it?" he asked me. I swallowed. I swear to god if it is I am leaving this place ASAP!
"I hope not," I said, turning around doing a 360 keeping my eyes peeled open for him.
"Oh come on, Sage don't be like that. Please, let me make it up to you," he said, but it wasn't on the phone it was like he was right behind me. I closed my eyes. Bloody Hell!
I turned around slowly pulling the phone away from my ear. I heard some girls screaming and yelling and I knew he was there. I looked at him being surrounded by girls that he easily pushed his way through and walked over to me.
"Sage, I didn't mean to be a jerk last night. I shouldn't have told Elena about all of those things either," he told me touching my arm lightly. I pulled away from him completely.
"But you see that's not it," I growled in frustration throwing my hands up in the air. He looked confused.
"I was hurt Saturday night and then after we kissed, and Nina saw-you still went after her! Yous aid it meant nothing!" I yelled at him and looked taken aback by my outburst.
"I know what I said and I didn't mean it," he told me in a soft voice.
I shook my head and said, "If you didn't mean it then why, why did you even bother saying it at all?"
HE looked away for a few seconds before saying, "Because I was confused. I was so confused. I didn't know what I want. I thought Nina was the one I always wanted."
I shook my head in disbelief turning around and started walking again.
"Sage!" he called after me grabbing my arm.
"Don't you get it!" I exclaimed after he turned me to face him.
"Shame on you once, HSame on you twice, Shame on me thrice," I told him.
"What?" he asked confused.
"I would be stupid to fogive you a third time," I said pointedly. He rolled his eyes and said, "So be stupid. Forgive me. Sage I won't hurt you this time."
"I've hear that before," I snorted.
"Let me take you out to dinner," he said randomly.
I narrowed my eyes at him and said, "Why should I?"
"So I can show you why I should be able to get that third chance," he told me with a charming smile.
I bit my lower lip and looked away. I felt him take my hands and I looked back at him, "I swear I won't let you down this time."
I sighed realeaseing my lip form my teeth and said, "Fine, but this is your last and final chance."
He grinned immedialty and I had a feeling that I was going to regret this. I knew I was just setting myself up for disappointment.
"I'll call you," he said, and I turned on my heal and walked away from him and towards my car. I didn't know what was going through my mind, but I knew I was setting myself up for heartbreak.
When I arrived at home my mother wasn't there which didn't surprise me. I just closed the door behind me and wlaked upstairs to my room. I tossedmy bag by the doorway and walked over to my bed doing a 180 and falling back on it. I stared up at the ceiling for what seemed like hours, but could have been minutes.
It wasn't until my phone started ringing that I broke out of my trance. I groaned as the song Separate Ways by Journey played and I knew it was Ian. I pulled it out of my pocket and said, "What?"
"What crawled up your ass?" Ian's voice said over the phone.
"You," I retorted. I heard him laugh-wait was he laughing at me?!
"Come on! I'm not that bad! Besides I was wondering if you were busy tonight?" he asked me.
"It's a school night," I told him smiling with my victory.
"That's why I was thinking I would come over your house and cook dinner for you," Ian told me and I could hear the hope in his voice.
I sighed saying, "I don't know Damon, my mum isn't home."
"That's even better so it would be just you and I," he told me and I heard the grin in his voice.
I rolled my eyes before taking the phone away from my ear and pressing it against my forehead, before pressing it back agasint my ear.
"Okay, but I still have homework to do," I told him.
"That's fine. I should be there in about-now," he said before I heard the door bell ring. I groaned and said, "Really?"
"Yup," he replied. I ended the call and tossed my phone on my bed and walked down the stairs towards the front door. I opened it and saw Ian in a white button up shirt in black jeans and that charming smile that he always wore on his face. HE was holding a paper bag in his hand.
"What if I said no?" I asked him letting him inside closing and locking the door behind me.
"Then I would have just kept calling and asking you until you got annoyed and said yes," he told me with a warm smile.
I nodded awkwardly and said, "Yeah well kitchen is that way," I pointed to the archway that led to a very modernized kitchen, "and I am going to go do my homework."
He raised an eyebrow and said, "The whole point on having this date is spending time together."
"And we will do that when we eat," I told him.
"Nuh, uh, either you bring the school stuff down here or I will toss you over my shoulder and bring you down here myself."
My eyes widened and I said, "You wouldn't."
"Oh, but I would, and I will," he told me with a grin.
"I don't believe you," I told him with a smile.
"What?" he said giving me a playful look, "Was that a challenge?"
"Depends. It really isn't a challenge when you know your going to fail!" I teased running up the stairs. I heard him running after me.
"Oh, you are so on!" he yelled after me. He chased me into my room where I jumped on my bed and Twirled to look at him. He was standing a the edge of my bed taunting me.
"What's wrong Smolderholder. Chicken?" I asked, before flapping my arms like wings and making a chicken noise. He glared at me playfully.
He went to hop on the bed and I hopped off and saw that he faked it and I went to run out of the room when he caught me around the waist. I was laughing so hard I thought I was going to lose a lung.
He spun me around I heard him laughing to. He had a beautiful laugh that I barley hear. It was when I noticed how close we were that my laughter died down. His face was inches from mine. My laughter was the first to go and then his was next when he realized why I had stopped.
I felt him pull me closer slowly and his face slowly moved towards mine. It took me a minute to realize that my face was moving closer to his too. It wasn't until our lips touched that I felt the spark. It sounds corny, but when he kissed me or I him, it felt magical. I didn't know why I didn't pull away or even push him away, but I felt the same thing that had awakened inside of me Saturday night return.
He pulled away slightly and searched my eyes as I did his and I-it felt right. I tugged him in again, but this kiss was more hungry, more passionate. His lips moved against mine and felt my hand slide up his clothed chest, over his shoulder, up his neck and my fingers laced through his hair. His hands went and cupped my arse (ass), but I didn't mind it…in fact I wanted him…sexually.
"SAGE! I'M HOME!" I heard my mother's voice yell from down stairs. Ian and I immediately pulled back, both of us flustered and our lips were swollen.
"Shit," I muttered and raced out my bedroom door into and down the stairs stopping half way.
"What is a bag of food doing here?" she asked me holding up the bag off food Ian dropped before he started chasing me.
"Well-you see-about that," I started, but I was cut off my Ian coming down and pressed his chest agasint my back. My mum wouldn't be able to see it from where sh stood so she would be left in the dark of what just went on upstairs.
"Sorry about that, Mrs. Myckenzie I planned on cooking dinner for your daughter, but she had to show me something with her school work," Ian said politely. I stared at him and smiled I wanted to kiss him again, but I wouldn't do such anything-no never in front of my mum.
My mother placed a hand over her heart and said, "Well I actually came home to let you know I was going to be out with the girls. It might be an all nighter too."
I nodded and smiled saying, "I hope you have fun Mum! Be Safe!"
She playfully glared at me as I used the words she called after me before I left for the club on Saturday. She gave me a wink and before she left she said, "If you guys plan to have sex-"
I blushed scarlet which had never happened before. It must have been the fact that Ian was there. My mum laughed at me and said, "Night."
She winked at me again before switching her briefcase of make for her purse. My mother dressed up like she was going to a club everyday so really she was ready to go no matter what. She looked professional and sexy at the same time. She needed and wanted a man!
Once the door closed behind her I was lifted in the air by Ian and thrown of his shoulder causing me to squeal and groan. He took me down the stairs.
"Really?!" I whined wiggling.
"You called me a chicken!" he exclaimed causing me to laugh.
He smacked my ass causing me to squeal. I smacked his in return and yelled, "Ass!"
He chuckled and I was lifted off his shoulders and sat on top of the counter which made me level to him since it was a higher counter. He stood in between my legs and moved his face closer to mine all the while looking me in the eyes. His eyes were so beautiful.
"You keep kissing Mr. Somerhalder, but I know so little about you," I stated pouting.
He gave me a grin and said, "What do you want to know?"
"Where you born?" I asked giving him a smile.
He chuckled and said, "I was born in Louisiana."
"Mm, a Louisiana boy," I said with a grin.
"You know where it is?" he asked me.
"While my history teacher was talking about some war that US soldiers fought I saw a map on the wall and thought it was way more interesting," I told him grinning poking his side.
"Okay, now it's my turn," he told me as he turned away and picked up the brown bag that had the food he was going to be making for us. I nodded before hopping off of the counter and grabbed pots and pans of all shapes and sizes and laid them out for him to choose from.
"Did you have friends back in the UK?" he asked as he pulled out ingredients for the dinner he was making us.
"No, actually. Everyone thought I was weird so-" I told him walking around the island and took a seat on one of the chairs. He stopped and looked at me.
"So I just stayed quiet, kept to myself," I continued as I looked up at him, his gaze searching mine.
"That sucks," he said causing me chuckle.
"So do vampires, Mr. Salvatore," I said with a grin. He smiled back and said, "Mmm I'm hungry right now-"
He started walking around the counter and towards me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and moved my hair to the side, "Mind if I have a bite."
His head swooped down and he playful nipped my neck causing me to squeal. I wrapped my arms around his neck and laughed as his nips began to tickle my skin. He pulled back a little with a grin on his face.
"I have never met a woman like you," he whispered.
"I have never met a man like you," I retorted leaning in closer to him so our lips were ghosting each other's.
"I would hope not," he said causing his lips to move on mine. I grinned and pulled him in for a kiss. The kiss began to get heated, much like it had before in my room, when I felt his hand snake its way up my thigh, until his hand was on the back of it, and he pulled it up so my leg was wrapped around his waist. I had zero experience in sex, but I defiantly knew I wanted to have sex with him. I mean I had the whole explanation about how to have sex and the birds and bees talk, but I mean from personal experience, zip, nada, none.
As if my body had a mind of its own my other leg wrapped around his waist and he lifted me up. My back slammed against a wall my hands pinned above my head. His lips kissed down my neck all the way to my collar bone back up my neck and then to my lips. His lips were heavenly. I literally could not get enough.
I was pulled away from the wall where his hands went o my back as we continued to kiss on our way up the stairs and up to my room.
It wasn't until my back hit the bed that my mind caught up to what was going on. I mean my body loved it so much, but my mind was screaming wait! I'm not ready. I felt ready though. I wanted my first to be with Ian. I felt him tug my shirt playfully at the hem before his hand slid underneath it running over my abdomen and then further up. My breath hitched as he cupped my breast.
"I want you so bad," he moaned as he grinded his hips against mine to prove it. I let out a breathy moan as I ran my hands down his clothed chest feeling the toned muscles that lying beneath it. I kissed his lips again as I began to unbutton his shirt. I pushed over his shoulders and off his arms and tossed it to the side. HE pulled me up and kissed me again before tugging my shirt off me. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his lips more heatedly. His arms wound around me and his hands drifted up and he unhooked my bra with ease. I unbuckled his belt and pulled it off before unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. He pulled them down and stepped out of them leaving him in Joe boxer that were shape fitted.
He undid my zipper and button and he pulled off my pants leaving me in my underwear. I tugged him back in and kissed him lustfully. I had no idea what I was doing but it felt so right. His arms wrapped around me and he pulled us towards the bed again. Somewhere in between the heated make out session our underwear disappeared and my legs were around his waist again before he plunged into me. My insides felt on fire. I covered up the pain filled look on my face when it happened by kissing his neck and faking a moan. It egged him on to go faster and I kissed his lips passionately. The pain eventually did end. I was happy when it did. That's when I actually started moaning, I didn't have to hide the pain because it was gone and left in its place was a wave of pleasure.
"You're so tight," he groaned as he continued. I only moaned. He was so good. It felt amazing. He went even faster and when he did he started moaning. It was beautiful. He was beautiful. I felt something stir inside me. It felt weird like coils ready to spring and then not even seconds later they did. I cried out, "Oh Ian!"
I was in bliss. A world I couldn't even describe. I loved it. I heard him moan before I felt him come inside me. Wait did he wear a condom? Did he think I am on the pill? I can't get pregnant my mum would bloody kill me.
"That was amazing," he said as he pulled out of me. I looked down. No condom.
"You were amazing," I told him kissing his lips. We got under my covers and laid there. He had his arms wrapped around me. I ended up forgetting about the whole condom thing and I fell asleep.
I woke up and found Ian not there. I looked for my phone to see if he called me or texted me. He didn't and he didn't even leave a note. I shrugged maybe he had to go to work in a rush. I went to get up, but I felt super sore. I groaned as I got up slowly and headed toward the shower walking like a penguin. Once I finished taking a hot shower I got dressed and started that I was distracted from last night. By the time I finished it I wanted to fall asleep again, but I needed to go to school. I looked a the clock and saw that I was about to be late for school. I grabbed my back pack and raced out my front door that I had locked before closing it.
I ran to my car, got in, started it, and raced off to school. I reached school and got to my class just before the late bell rang. I went through my classes and I was constantly glancing at my phone seeing if I got a text from Ian. I hadn't received any. Maybe I would stop after school and head over to the set. I mean I was friends with everyone there now.
I got through the day without interruption from anyone and I loved how fast it went by. I raced ot my car after school ignoring the weird or dirty looks I received from kids when I bumped into them on the way.
I arrived at the studio in record time and smiled when I saw Ian walking towards the set. I hopped out of my car locking it. I raced up to him and caught up to him easily.
"Hey," I said when I was close to him.
He turned to look at me and said, "What are you doing here?"
Taken aback by his attitude I said, "I came to see you."
He stopped walking and said, "Why?"
I felt my eyebrows bunch up.
"Because I thought-last night-" I tired but I couldn't think straight.
He shook his head and said, "Last night was a mistake."
My heart dropped to my stomach as whispered back what he said, "Last night was a mistake?"
Ian nodded, "Yes a mistake. Good for you, you understand English."
I saw Candice walking towards us with a smile on her face.
"Is that what I am? A mistake, Ian?!" I yelled at him. I hit him in the chest with my hand. He was surprised by my outburst, but stood his ground. I shoved him.
"Do you know what I did?!" I yelled at him slamming my fist on his chest.
"Stop it," he growled grabbing my wrists.
"I gave you my virginity! You son of a bitch! You bloody wanker!" I screamed at him, his eyes widened slightly. By this time Candice was running over to us followed by Paul and Joseph. I was sobbing and I felt my knees start to wobble. He let go of his hold on my wrist and I covered my face with my hands. I felt candce wrap her arms around me.
"What did you do to her, mate?!" Joseph demanded Ian.
"Nothing, I simply told her what we did last night was a mistake and she went off on me!" Ian exclaimed.
"Candice?" I whispered.
"Yes, babe," she said as she wiped away tears with a tissue.
"I want to go home," I sniffled.
"Okay I'll take you home," she told me.
"Not that home," I said looking at Ian, "I want to go back the London."
I pulled myself out of Candices hug and started to walk away only to be tackled to the ground. I was continually punched until they pulled the person off me.
"Let go of me! I am going to kill her!" I heard Nina's voice cry out.
"Nina cut it out! Leave her alone!" Candice yelled at her.
I couldn't even really see straight it was all fuzzy. I felt arms wrap around me and saw it was Ian. I pushed away from him and got up off the ground.
"Sage," Ian started but I cut him off by holding up my hand and yelled, "Just stay away from me!"
I didn't want to listen to anything he had to say. I walked over to Nina and punched her in the face.
"That was for the night at the club," I told her before I started heading towards my car. Ian called my name and he raced around me and stood in front of me stopping me.
"Haven't you done enough for one night," I hissed not looking at him.
"I know what I said before hurt you, but I didn't know it was your first time. Why didn't you say anything?" He asked me trying to move so he was staring into my eyes, but I continued to look away. I heard him sigh.
"Because I knew if I did you would have stopped. And I knew that I wanted you to be my first, because of the way you made me feel. You made me happy Ian. I hadn't been that happy in a long time, but the way you just did that, like you did the night at the club, I'm not sure if I want to be with someone who is constantly telling me that I am a mistake when I already feel rejection from my own father," I told him before walking around him and heading to my car door. I had it opened when it closed by his hand. He had me trapped between the car and his chest.
"Give me one more chance, Sage," he whispered as his blue eyes searched mine.
"I gave you two chances Ian. To show that you were sorry," I told him, he cupped my face in his hands.
"Third times the charm," he whispered, searching both my eyes.
"I-I know if I do give you a third chance I will end up hurt and heart broken. Besides it's not like you don't have someone else you can crawl back to. You have Nina. Things are obviously not over between you two." I told him taking his hands away from my face and pushed them away.
"I don't want Nina," he whined. I smirked a little and said as a few tears fell, "Goodbye Ian."
"I will make you change your mind, Sage," he said in a hoarse voice.
"I don't doubt you'll try," I said before opening the door back up and getting inside my car. I pulled out of the parking lot and left to go home. My mother was nowhere in sight. I went up to my room and cleaned the blood off my face. I then did my homework and it wasn't until one in the morning that I crawled into bed with the clothes I had on from the day before. I didn't even pull the covers over myself I just closed my eyes and passed out. I was so not going to school for a couple of days maybe even ever….it's time to call my dad…I need to leave.