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Why does my heart fall for the same mistakes twice?

Zero held the gun up to Maria's head. I know I was supposed to be doing something. What was it? Oh right Zero's going to kill Maria. I wonder why though. I mean I know Zero hates vampires, like how I hate vegetables but usual he walks away. Should I stop him or should I let him kill her. Hmm... it would leave me less work to watch her... All of sudden a nagging conscience of Yuki appeared on my right shoulder. HEY, shouldn't there be demon on the other side, oh wait she's inside of me. The angelic Yuki continue yelling for me to stop him.

"ALL RIGHT!" I shouted at the nonexistent Yuki. Zero and Maria looked at me oddly. It's not like I'm new to it. I've been given so many stares by students, that it comes natural. I snatched Zero's gun before he could yell at me to ask why.

"Sorry, Maria, blah blah blah it won't happen again blah blah, go back to you class and stop acting a douche and maybe more of the kids would like you" I said getting annoyed with little Yuki on my shoulder that whispered to me to be more nicer.

"I thought you would be kinder…Rin" She said faking a hurt look that I have to say was pretty impressive for a small vampire.

"I'm only nice to people who don't order me around" I rolled my eyes. It's true that I hate when people feel like there superior to me and that they can control me.

"I was just playing" She insisted like she was the victim.

"Yeah, and Kaname's a Saint" I said sarcastically. She looked down on the ground ashamed, still putting the act as if the show was still going on. I might as well go with act since I was hypothetically be "under cover"

"Maria, if you promise not act up again in class, I'll be kinder to you-OOOF" She didn't even let me finish my sentence before she attacked me with a hug! I've notice that I really don't like people hugging me unless I'm giving them…weird huh.

"THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU RIN, I'M HAPPY THAT YOU FORGIVE ME!" She cried. When I thought she was done with hugging, she gripped me tighter and whispered "Girls like you, taste the best, I hope we can become friends" She left with a smirk.

"I swear she seriously going on the top of my list of vampires I hate the most..." I muttered. I turned around to see Zero glaring as Maria left. I'm still hoping that he forgotten our whole conversation.

"So, I'm going to go and patrol and leave this awkward scene" I said as I tip-toed away but I was dragged back by the collar of my uniform. I turned my head to find Zero glaring at me now? WHAT DID I DO?

"I know what you're trying to do?" He said.

"You caught me, I was trying to escape before you found out I took your wallet" I sighed.

"No, wait what?! You took my wallet!"

"Uh…no" I smiled at which in return I received his glares. He put out his hand meaning that he wants it back. So much for my headset for my Xbox I thought to myself.

"Here" I responded sadly.

He looked through his wallet counting each fives, tens, twenty's. "Rin, cough it up" He said looking up from his wallet.

"What do you mean?!"

"I'm missing a hundred" He stated.

"You could have lost it-WOOWOW, HEY STOP THAT!" I shouted. He went through all my pockets and couldn't find the money still.

"You see I don't have it AHHHHHHHHH!" I yelped. He grabbed my shoe causing me to fall flat on the ground. He somehow found his money…how he knew!

"You keep my money, in your shoe?" He said staring dumbly at me.

"Hey, I was gonna put it in my bra" I huffed. He shook his head and knelt down and placed my shoe back on. Unfortunately he forgot to tie them.

"Hey aren't you going to tie them for me!" I said still sitting on the ground.

"No." He said simply.

"Fine! ….now how did I do this" I said trying to put my thinking cap on.

"Rin, you don't know how to tie your shoes!" Zero growled becoming irritated.

"SHHHH, IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I TIED, THEM!. I usually just leave them tied, and slip them on" I snapped. Now Rin, think, I know there's was a song to this….

"I REMEMBER, OKAY, you gotta take each lace in each hand you go over and under again, you make a loop de loop and pull. And your shoes are looking good" I sung happily, as tied both my shoes.
"Is everything you learn from Sponge Bob" Zero smirked.

"Not everything, I learn my Spanish from Dora, my Chinese from Ni hao Kau lan, my animals from Lion king, team work from wonder pets and a dinosaur's are purple from Barney" I grinned.

"I worry about you" He sighed.

"I told you not to" I reminded him.

"That doesn't keep me from stopping" He said leaning down on me with his eyes that are usual glaring but some damn reason is becoming kind.

"Why should you even care what happens to me? It's not like the worlds gonna care if I just died, everyone will just move on" I blurted out. And how I just wished to keep my stupid mouth shut, I should have just walked away and left it how it was but nooooo…..He clenched my wrist pulling me tightly toward him. I wanted to look away but I couldn't shift my body to turn around.

"Do you honestly believe that" He snarled.

"Yes, it's called the circle of life" I rolled my eyes.

"Rin, it's been years, since my younger brother died, and I'm still not over it" He growled.

"Well, that's your brother, we're not that closely related, you even said it remember, that you don't even consider us family!" I shot back.

"…..."

"Exactly, so don't be telling bull-shi- HEY, LEMMME GO" I demanded. Zero out of character pulled me to a tight hug. I squirmed to get out for the fear of the cooties.

"COOTIES, LEMMME GO" I shouted.

"Not till you tell me everything that's going" He ordered. He walked backwards while dragging me with him. He used the tree to slide down so that we both are sitting, except that I'm tightly grasped under his arms.

"I hate talking about it"

"Sometimes we have to do what we hate" He said.

"But why do we have to talk about me though! Why can't we talk about you or,Yuki, even Kuran for that matter!"

"Because, one we already know what happen to my family, 2 Yuki has no memory of her past, and 3….I don't give crap what happens to Kuran" He said.

"Why can't I just take to my grave?" I

"Because it's too much work to dig up the answers" He smirked.

"What if I don't want you get involve" I said softly lowering my eyes.

He took a while to respond until finally "I won't get myself involved unless, I see that you truly need it" He answered.

"Okay….but what if it's too way complicated to explain" I said next.

"Then start from what you known in the beginning" He suggested.

"Fine I'll just give you the basic of what happened."

"That's all I'm asking" He then.

I inhaled and exhaled before beginning. I just wanted to run and hide, but I guess that's the whole point of why Zero's holding me. I wanted to tell him but some reason my tongue gets tied or my fear of the mark will just burst of mentioning him.

"Rin…" He started to get impatient.

"Hold on, I'm trying to find the words" I growled. I took another breathe. I closed my eyes and I began my awful tale….

"I was at home, doing my math homework…Okay not really I was actually playing my Game boy that my grandma bought me before she passed away. My mom, she was, well I don't know what she was doing but, I assume she was cooking dinner but nothing was made. At first I didn't think any of it, I thought…my….dad" I was stuck on that word again….

"Well, I thought He was going to cook but he was late. he didn't come back till midnight, and by that time I was asleep…until I heard my screaming down stairs" I stopped and took a few more minutes to calm myself. Zero didn't say anything for me to continue, instead he waited.

"I went down stairs, and I found …blood….lots and lots of it. It was like it was splattered everywhere, the carpet…the walls. And…and…I remember seeing…..m…o…m in his arms….I didn't understand…why….he did this….but the main thing was he, never loved me and my mom…he was tired of us…and then he…." I had to stop… I couldn't go so far into telling my dad was a demon….

"And I blanked out" I ended.

"I have a feeling you're not adding something" He thought.

"The other part, I'm not ready to talk about" I shook my head.

"What do you mean?!"

"PLEASE ZERO JUST LEAVE IT ALONE, I can't even talk about…I can't, I'm not even supposed to even think about what happen! " I cried. My whole body was shaking. I was scared again… all because of him. I wasn't scared of vampires, now that I think of it. I was terrified of my father. He scared me more than anything.

"Rin" Zero called for me to look at him.

"No" I responded childishly. I can already feel the tears trying to splash out. I didn't want him to see…especially Zero.

"Rin" He called again softer which made me felt even worse.

"No" I shook my head. He somehow found a way to move my whole body around to face him.

"Rin" He said again, this time I closed my eyes so I couldn't see him. He pulled me to his chest hugging, so close that I can actually hear his heart beating. Zero began to sooth me like he did when I first entered Cross Academy.

"Rin, I'm not going to let him hurt you again" He promised. But I can tell those promises were just words that were meant to be broken because, I know when I needed him he's not going to be there…but Why do I always believe him…why does my stupid heart always falls for the same shit twice! I'll never understand, so just for tonight, I'll just pretend, that he's right, but just for tonight though….

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