there was a lot of noise and images of my life swirled around.

my head was spinning, from all of the noise.

the next thing i knew i was in my room in forks.

the sun was peeping through the cracks in my curtains.


i was just looking at my head board, at the empty space where jakes dreamcatcher should have been when there was a knock at my bedroom door. which caused me to fully wake up.

"umm bells are you decent?" that was char lies voice.

"yea, dad"

he walked inn the room when i suddenly jumped and hugged him. he stumbled back a few steps and then hugged me back.

it was a bit of an awkward hug. especially considering that charlie wasn't exactly one to show because i he wasn't used to who affection. to me included.

"err bells, what was that for?"charlies' voice brought me out of my thoughts.

"oh! I'm just really happy to see all." i said i wasn't going to tell him all about how i was a freaky bloodsucker and that jakes a wolf and i had a mutated child who got married to jake. and then i went back in time with the help of a spirit whos' name is kaytuala. i think he might send me to a mental institute.

"ok. err breakfast is one the table."he said as he left the room. this was gonna be awesome.

i went to my wardrobe and put on my dressing gown. and made my way to the table. there was bags from the dinner on the table. i looked at them and then at charlie. raising an eyebrow.

"oh. umm i thought i wouldn't make you endure my attempts of breakfast and just brought you some pancakes from the dinner."

"cool."

we ate breakfast in an awkward charlie to be the silent type. i must say the pancakes were absolutely amazing.i quickly put my plate in the sink and went upstairs.

"err dad I'm gonna go get changed."

"sure bells." he said as he returned to his newspaper. wow his life is obviously very dull. who reads the news paper? i thought as o went to he bathroom.

i quickly ran a shower adjusting the temperature till it was right as i undressed sand hopped into the shower, ah! the hot water felt so nice. i quickly got my strawberry shampoo and massaged it into my hair. after a lll i didn't want m hair to smell.

i didn't want to take to long so i quickly washed my body and face and got my towel around myself and checking the coast to make sure its clear. i hurried to my room and closed the door.i observed my wardrobe and picked out a pair of black skinny jeans and a white jumper that sleeves came up to my elbows.

damn skinny jeans why do they have to be so skinny i thought when i accidentally slipped on the floor. ouch. that really my hair brush as the door bell went. i ran it through my hair a few times before going downstairs.

i went out side and saw billy. he looked better than i remembered.

"hey bella. its good to see you . you r old man wouldn't shut up talking about you."

billy said while smirking at charlie.

"jacob!" i said as i pulled him into a hug. he still smelled like pine and the outdoors.

"i missed you jake."i said while still holding him in the hug.

"i missed you too bells." he said

it felt good to see him again.

i had a feeling that we were gonna become very close.

he told me about the trucks but i wasn't listening. i was more focusing on how he looked before his change.

i loved his long hair and his winning smile.i missed his bear hugs.

"bells. bells,BELLA!" he shouted that brought me out of my trance.

"err yeah jake?"

"bells were you even listening?" he asked i could se the smile on his face. damn stupid blush i'd been caught ogling at him.

"umm yeah i was listening." i said trying to shake it off.

"mm yeah, really? what was i saying then?" he asked damn shit i wasn't listening.

"i err, you said...i-i"

"you weren't listening were you?"

"no. i was just looking at you"oh shit did i just say that out loud? i quickly covered my mouth afraid of what i might say.

"really? he said wiggling his eyebrows.i couldn't help but laugh.

"yea really"

"oh bells what am i gonna do with you? if you wanted to look all you had to do is ask."

"yea yea, no need to get full of yourself."i was just looking at him smiling when an idea popped into my head.

"hey jake, do have a mobile?"

"umm yea one sec." he said i could see him fishing it out of his pockets.

"here. you add your and ill add mine."i said as we exchanged phones.

"there done!" he said

"one sec..done!" i said as i handed his phone back.

"oi what are you two doing back there?" billy shouted.

"err nothing dad"jake sounded so cute.

"come on help your dad into the house boy"

"of course" jake said rolling his eyes.

he was going to billy hone i slipped.i closed my eyes waiting to meet the hard ground. but when i didn't i opened my eyes. to be met with jakes beautiful onyx eyes. his eyes were bore into mine. we just looked at each other. when we were brought out of our trance by charlie clearing his throat.

they both exchanged glances.

and went into the house.

i took jakes hand and led him in.