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"Mara, what's wrong?" Patricia asked.

"Oh it's nothing don't worry" Mara told her friend before she went over to her bed and cried into her pillow.

"Come on Mara, you can tell us" Eddie said.

"Mick was talking about his new girlfriend and it made me sad to think that he's definitely over me." She sobbed.

"But you broke up with him" Patricia stated.

"But it was your idea"

"I never said anything"

"Yes you did" Mara told her.

"No I didn't. You know what, I not even going to bother arguing with you" Patricia said as turned away from Mara and snuggled into Eddies chest. Eddie kissed the top of her head before he closed his eyes and tried to go to sleep. The keyword being tried. He couldn't help but think about things he didn't want to. Like what if he was going to be a bad dad? What if he does something stupid and loses Patricia? These thoughts swam around in his mind until he finally drifted off to sleep.

The next morning, Patricia woke up in Eddie's arms feeling refreshed, until she remembered the small fight she had with Mara. She got up and saw that both Joy and Mara were still asleep, along with Eddie, so she went and grabbed her school clothes and got ready. Her top was getting too small for her, so she would have to go and buy some more after school. Her skirt would fit her for a bit longer. When she came back from the bathroom, with her hair straightened and her makeup applied, Eddie was still asleep so she decided to wake him up. She walked over to him, and instead of waking him up nicely, she decided to be Yacker.

"SLIMEBALL. IF YOUR NOT UP IN THE NEXT 45 SECONDS, IM GOING TO POUR A BUCKET OF COLD WATER OVER YOUR HEAD!" She screamed right in his ear. Eddie jumped and sat up straight.

"What the hell was that for?" He asked, clearly annoyed.

"Well, you needed to get up, so I woke you up" she stated matter-of-factly. Eddie rolled his eyes and got out of bed. He kissed Patricia and went downstairs to grab his clothes.

"What happened between you and Mara last night?" Joy asked.

"She was blaming me for her and Mick breaking up" Patricia said. Joy felt sorry for her best friend. She knew that Patricia felt guilty because she did think that it was her fault. Not that she'd tell anyone though. Joy didn't want her friend to be too stressed out. Joy went downstairs and saw Eddie and Patricia arguing about something stupid probably. Her suspicions were confirmed when she got closer.

"Bubblegum is so much better" Patricia said.

"No cherry is the best flavour of jellybeans." Eddie replied.

"Nope"

"Yeah it is" Eddie argued.

"No" Patricia said jokingly.

"Fine it is" Eddie finally agreed. Patricia smiled and got up.

"I knew you'd agree" she walked into the kitchen and came back out a few minutes later with a bag of raisins.

"Why raisins?"

"I dunno just wanted them" She answered with a smile. Patricia ate all of the raisins and then went and sat next to Eddie.

"Hey Mara, can you pass me the cereal please" Patricia asked. Mara didn't even look up from the book she was reading.

"Mara?...earth to Mara. Hello, anyone there?" Patricia said a couple of seconds later. Mara just continued to read and ignored Patricia. Then Mara got up and went to collect her bag for school before leaving.

"Well, some people are so rude" Patricia mumbled, causing Eddie to laugh.

"What's so funny?" She snapped.

"Nothing, nothing" he replied. Patricia let it go and decided to talk to the one person who would understand right now. KT.

"I'm just going to talk to KT for a minute, I'll be right back" she whispered into Eddie's ear. He nodded and continued to shovel cereal into his mouth. Patricia got up and tapped KT on the shoulder.

"Can we talk?" She asked.

"Sure. We'll talk in my room" KT replied as she stood up. Patricia walked upstairs and into KT's room. She sat on Willows bed and turned to face KT.

"So what's up?" KT asked.

"I'm scared"

"Of what?"

"I just feel so stressed lately, first my fight with Joy, the argument with Ariana and then my fight with Mara. I don't know what to do anymore" Patricia sobbed. KT hugged her and rubbed her friends back.

"It'll be okay. For starters, you and joy are friends again, second Ariana isn't worth it and Mara is just being over sensitive. Give her some space and she will be fine. You'll be friends again soon. The twins will be absolutely fine."

"Thanks your the best"

"I do try" KT said with a laugh. "Oh and have you thought of any baby names yet?" KT asked curiously.

"No not yet. What were you going to call your baby?" Patricia replied.

"If it was a girl, we agreed on Mae and if it was a boy we were going to call him Edward." KT explained.

"They're such beautiful names" Patricia said truthfully.

"We better get going, we don't want to be late for class" KT said. They both walked downstairs quietly. Eddie was standing at the bottom of the stairs with both of their bags. He passed them to them and the three of them walked to school together.

At the end of the day, Eddie had arranged a date with Patricia. He took her to the old Sibuna meeting place, where there was a beautiful picnic set up. Patricia got tears in her eyes as she sat down.

"What's wrong? Don't you like it?" Eddie asked worriedly.

"Happy tears, Eddie, happy tears" Patricia told him. He leant in and kissed her gently on the lips before he pulled away and passed her a sandwich.

"I've been thinking about baby names. What about Mark and Emma?" Eddie asked.

"Beautiful" Patricia agreed. "And for the middle names could we have Edward and Mae?"

"Of course I love them both" Eddie agreed.

"The perfect names to complete our prefect family" Patricia whispered as she leant in to kiss Eddie once more.

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