A/N: So sorry guys for this huge delay. I'm back in school and everything's just a mess. I try to keep up the work. Thanks for the reviews so far :) I'm trying my best, I promise.
Sorry about the length, I just don't like to write my chapters that long because I want not more than 2 major events to take place in 1 chapter. So I always try to focus on 1 main event per chapter. Trying to build up some suspense, y'know. :D
Well this chapter is pretty confusing – even for me! I hope you'll all be curious to know what really happened at the party! xx

As I wake up I is all just a blur.
I slowly open up my eyes to discover nothing. Panic. I panic!
Did something happen last night? Did I get into a fight… again? Maybe I protected my friends again? That must have been it! I'd never get violent in any other case. But why can't I see anything? And where am I anyways?
- Well ok hard to find out without vision. Probably in a hospital because if I fought someone for my girls they surely saw I'm hurt and brought me to a hospital. I can't hear a thing either though. Is it silent or am I deaf?
I'm gonna freak out, totally gonna freak ouuuutttt!
I want to touch something, maybe that'll give me a hint about the place I am right now.
I carefully move my right hand and suddenly everything is way too bright.
I need t blink like a thousand times and suddenly I can see!
Oh my… lord… I had my hand in front of my damn face… duh.
Beca you've got to be kidding me, right?! You didn't notice its black cause there was something in front of your face and this something was your own hand… This is so ridiculous.

Never mind at least I'm not blind, right?

Ok let's see – Where am I? Uh, it's not a hospital! It's a room and I am on the floor. IT's definitely not my room though. Why would I lay on the floor in my own room when there's a bed anyways? Smart! I should just sit up and look around. Yet another brilliant idea. I slowly get up – urg, my head feels heavy. Damn, it seems like someone drank way too much last night. What happened last night? I just can't find the memory. I'm surely in trouble. I can sense this.

Ok there's a bed! A bed is probably good. I just stand up and see if somebody is lying in there – Good idea? I'll never know if I don't try out now. Oh crap! It's Aubrey…
Oh… oh, no. IT'S AUBREY! I'm dead. Practically dead. Maybe I should just run and not look back?!
Maybe she doesn't even know I'm here. So let's just sneak out like nothing happened and I never was in here.
Amazing plan! If I only knew what happened last night…
Well I shouldn't waste my time asking questions I can't answer anyways. I should get going.
Slowly walking towards the door on my tiptoes I try not to make any kind of sound. Not even breathing.
I reach the doorknob; uff…
my next challenge is to open the door as quietly as possible. This will be a hard one though. I'm not skilled in being silent. Music is never silent and music is my only real passion so…
I start turning the knob when suddenly the door shuts open in front of me. And there she stands looking at me with the most confused and terrified look in her eyes that I've ever seen.

'What the fuck are YOU doing in here?'
'Uhm… hey, Chloe… I honestly have…' I hesitate
'don't even speak! Get the fuck out! You're disgusting!' Chloe was so furious I didn't even know what to do.
'What? Why? What did I do?'
Chloe rushes past me into Aubrey's room, leaving me speechless and clueless.
The only thing I hear is Chloe telling Aubrey to get up because she's got classes to attend to.
I feel so numb. So I run away, out of the room, out of the building. Straight to my dorm. My head is full of questions that I can't answer – it makes me so crazy.
But what surprises me most is what I actually feel. I feel empty… and hurt. I enter my room to find no one in it. I'm so relieved for a moment and then it hit me again. Chloe is so mad at me… there must be some reason for it? I seriously hope I didn't hurt her or even worse her feelings in any way. But how could I hurt her feelings? It's not like there's something between us, she's just a damn good friend. A one I don't wanna lose. Not like all the others. I just have to sort those things out. Where is my phone anyways?!
I start searching through my pockets to finally find it in a pocket of my jacket. Luckily… I was scared I left it at Chloe's. Didn't know how I could go back there now to get it.
I took a look at my display – 2 missed calls and 3 messages – Wow I didn't expect that.

The 2 missed calls where from Jesse. Oh I totally forgot we kissed last night… maybe I should call him back soon. But I was way more interested in the messages: 1 was from Fat Amy. It said 'hey gurl, we really need to talk about what happened last night! Call me xx' – Ok, I'm getting more and more scared … I really need to talk to her; maybe she can help me and my screwed brain.
The last 2 were from Chloe! Uh… why would she write me after that?!
'Prettyx laaddy…- I wanttt yiiuuu!' Oh correct me when I'm wrong but is this a slightly drunken Chloe telling me she wants me? From when is this? 23.48 pm – Well ok, that's from last night. I was not with her? We celebrated with all the Bella's she must've been there… Never mind, I'll just read the second message:
'Im sittinn rigt next to yuo… butt I cahnt terl y tha I realy wantto kissssss yuuu' 1.13 pm
Chloe wants to kiss me? This must be some bad joke. I'm sure she didn't write that. I know she usually is an outgoing person and all of that stuff but she's never been flirting with me… like that.

I'm so going to find out what happened last night! I'll just call Fat Amy right now.
'Hey Amy this is me, Beca'
'Oh heeeey gurl! You finally called. Are you back alive?' she laughed
'Uh, yea, I at least hope so… dude can you tell me what happened last night? I don't remember a damn thing'
I explained. 'Dude are you serious? It was like the epic night! So much was going on, I can't even tell ya!'
'Yeah, but I really need you to tell me some stuff… I woke up in AUBREY'S room and when I was trying to sneak out I walked into Chloe and she just screamed at me and just wanted me to leave because I am disgusting? Care to explain?' It all doesn't make sense and it's getting worse when I say it out loud.

'Meet me in an hour at the coffee shop we'll have a talk, k?' Amy replied.
'Well… yeah sure.' I am kind of annoyed because I really want to know now… I need to know now. It's driving me crazy, I'm not even kidding.

After getting ready to meet Amy I rush out of the building, I can't wait to get all my answers so that I can apologize to Chloe for whatever I did because I already feel bad even though I don't even know what I did.

'Hey bitch, whatsupp?'
'Cut the crap! Tell me what was going on last night. I'm sorry I really wanna know… I feel like the biggest sucker, dude…'
'Well Shorty I actually can't tell you much because I was pretty slammed myself…'
'Are you kidding me? Why should I waste my time then? I could've just asked someone else! That's fucked up' I was so angry I was ready to storm off.
'hey yo, slow down. I know a few essential things ok? They'll probably help you sort things out,' Amy says with a calm voice.
'Go ahead tell me.'
'So… ma lil Shorty might have hit that Tom-guy who was hitting on Chloe…'
'What? Why would I do that? Did he treat her wrong? I'm gonna slap the shit out of him again, no problem!' I was so shocked. What was going on?!
'Nah dude. Honestly I'm not quite sure why you did it… To us, me and the girls, it seemed like you wanted to impress Chloe and show her some love?!'
I started laughing almost hysterically 'What? Me? Yeah sure.'
'Well Becs… you told everybody while playing truth or dare… you don't have to hide it anymore.'
'Sorry I'm really confused right now. What thing doesn't need to hidden anymore?' What the fuck is she talking about? If she's trying to troll me or something I'm gonna be totally pissed.
'You're in love with Chloe.'