A/N: Another chapter. I may not post more than one chapter every time though. Sometimes it's easy to write and sometimes it's not. This time it was fairly easy. Thank you for reading. Please review;)
I do not own Twilight, and I sadly never will. I just play with Stephenie Meyer's characters;)
Behind Locked Doors
Chapter fourteen Fourteenth Entrance
Dear nobody,
I know that today is a Saturday because I saw Edward today.
"Hello Bella," he said sitting down on the chair on the other side of the table.
"Hi," I said quietly.
He seemed more reserved than usual and I kept my hands under the table this time nervously fiddling with them. I was waiting for me to tell me that he could not visit me anymore.
"I wasn't going to come here today," Edward confessed his green eyes looking at me.
"Oh," I said. "Then how come you did then?"
"I wanted to see you, Bella," he said simply. "I know that Rosalie were here."
"Yes she was and she was not happy – Edward she found that letter I wrote, the first one I think. I never checked which one but she tossed it at me before storming out of here…"
"I know," he said quietly. "Bella, I am so, so sorry for this. What did she say to you?"
I wanted to tell him, I wanted for him to know that she had threatened me but I just could not get the words to come out. Maybe it was for the best that he didn't know.
"She just told me to stay away from you," I lied. I was lying to someone that I had told myself that I never was going to lie to, however this time it was necessary.
"I see," Edward said thoughtfully, "Well if I want to see you or write to you that is my choice, I am my own man."
"Edward," I said sadly, "I do not think you should come here anymore."
His eyes were sad as he was looking at me shaking his head.
"You don't mean that Bella," he said.
"Yes I do," I said quietly fighting back the tears that was about to fall down my cheeks at any second. "You should not come here anymore."
"Bella, I still love you," he said tears forming in his eyes, "I do not love her; I never have loved her. My father…"
"No Edward," I said shaking my head at him, "You have to understand that you are married now – Rosalie is your wife, I am not. Coming here is wrong."
I fear for my life. I needed for him to not visit me anymore.
"It hurts too much," I said to him, "You coming here to see me; it hurts Edward. I still love you but I will never be happy as long as you keep coming here," I lied.
The thought of not seeing him broke my heart into pieces.
"Bella," Edward said softly.
"You are never going to leave her," I stated quietly, "And if you ever do it is not going to matter – I am in here for life. They don't let people out unless they are dead, I know that now. Do you honestly want to waste your life loving someone who is marked as insane by society? You need to let me go, go live your life with Rosalie."
I turned my head looking at one of the caretakers.
"I would like for you to take me back to my room," I said to her.
"Please Bella," Edward was begging me as I stood up, he reached out to touch my arm but I instantly pulled it back.
"Goodbye Edward," I said and on my way back to my room I let the tears I had been keeping inside fall down my cheeks.
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