A/N: Instead of sleeping I have been writing on my story, it is now 4 am... Well I finished chapter 16;)

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Behind Locked Doors

Chapter Sixteen Sixteenth Entrance

Bella,

I am happy that you have not contacted my husband. It is for your best interest to stay away, after all. You may not believe me but I do not wish for you to be harmed. However I cherish those things that belong to me.

I see no future visit from myself necessary unless you contact Edward; then I will pay you a visit you will remember, I can assure you that.

This note is simply meant for you to be reminded who is in charge of your future.

Rosalie Hale Cullen

Dear nobody,

I was not particularly surprised when I received a little "note" from Mrs. Cullen. However her words do not frighten me – the fact that she is close to Dr. Cullen does. After all he is the one who is controlling my future; he decides whether I live or not. That man scares me.

Alice has told me more about herself now. To my surprise she told me that she is sixteen years old and I confessed that I thought of her to be younger than that. She said she is used to hearing that. Then she told me that before she came here she had a boyfriend. His name is Jasper and he was the one who visited her that time. After telling me a little about her boyfriend, Jasper Whitlock, she said that she wished to not talk about that time when he visited her and I respected that. I do respect that. There are after all things that I wish to not talk about.

I miss Edward, but then again I always do. For a couple of days now I have been thinking about how it was before; when we met and such things. It hurts to think about the times when I was happy – it seems so long ago.

I remember the first time I saw him; he was standing on the other side of the street and I was standing next to Rosalie. Yes she knew him before I did; their families are pretty close after all. I remember how she did not want me to meet him but he still walked over to us. I was blushing furiously when I grabbed my tiny hand in his bigger one shaking it. I was barely able to speak to him. It was love at first sight but that I did not know until later. I remember these strange feelings inside of me; I had never been in love before so I was not sure what those feelings were. I wanted to see him again but no matter how much I tried to get Rosalie to get me to meet him again she refused to help me. He told me later that he too was trying to get her to help him meet me again and she refused him too. I think she was jealous.

Then he showed up at the orphanage and I remember sitting in the little garden with him. He took my hand in his and I blushed and then I asked "why are you here?" and he said that he wanted to see me. I was so happy to hear that. The fact that it took quite a long time before he kissed me didn't bother me; I was perfectly content with just holding hands.

Our first kiss was sweet and tender – I think it happened about a month after we started to see each other. Just before he had asked me if I would be his girlfriend and I accepted; I felt so happy. He made me so happy. He was the first to say I love you; I had wanted to say it for such a long time but I was afraid that he did not feel the same.

"I love you Isabella," he said smiling at me.

My face broke into a huge smile.

"I love you too," I said and then I surprised him by giving him a deep kiss. I was normally not the one to take initiatives.

I remember when he asked me to marry him… No this is too painful – I cannot think about this. I will fall apart.

I am now going to stop writing. Writing this makes me cry. Thank God that I have Alice when I fall down in the dark and I can't stop crying – she really is a true friend. I would say she is my best friend. I also know that she would never deceive me. I trust her. I would trust her with my life.

A/N: Thank you again for reading!

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