A/N: I am not entirely happy with this chapter but I have decided to post it anyway. Sorry if my grammar and spelling isn't that good. I do try to do my best.

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Behind Locked Doors

Chapter Seventeen Seventeenth Entrance

Dear nobody,

I got to shower today. It is so nice to be clean again. I asked the caretakers what date is was and they told me it is soon to be Christmas. I used to love Christmas when I was little. Even though my parents never had much money the holidays always felt sort of magical to me. Later at the orphanage Christmas never did feel special and neither did any of the other holidays.

I remember my last Christmas with my parents. They gave me a diary and a bunch of pencils – that diary is what I am writing in now. I really treasure it. I miss my parents so much. I used to go and visit their grave every year on the date that they died but I no longer can and it saddens me deeply.

This Christmas is already starting to feel like the worst one of my life – all because of one single letter. As I read that letter my world truly did fall apart.

"What's wrong? Who is that letter from?" Alice asked me.

I was not able to get one single word out so I just handed her the letter, my hands were trembling and after I gave it to her I fell down in a pile on the hard floor. I didn't cry; I was unable to.

"Oh my god," Alice said as she read that dreadful letter, "She truly is a vile woman."

Dear Bella,

I have some very happy news to share with you. I am writing to you because I want to tell you myself, not that someone would tell you – you do nott get any visitors after all. Oh well, I feel I should tell you anyway.

My dreams are finally coming true! This is truly the best Christmas gift I have ever gotten. I am just so happy. I hope my news is going to make you happy as well. You see, my dear Bella, I am expecting a child. Yes that is right; Edward and I are going to have a family. We are both so excited over this.

Anyways, I just wanted for you to know.

I wish you a happy Christmas.

Sincerely,

Rosalie Hale Cullen

So Rosalie is going to be a mother. Life is so unfair; she has Edward and now she is going to have a family with him. Edward is going to be a father. I wonder if he truly is happy about this. After all a child should be a blessing.

Oh my pencil broke – I pressed it down to hard.

I do not see why Rosalie would think I would be happy for her sake – she knows very well that I love her husband still. She only sent that letter because she is as Alice said, a vile woman. If I ever get out of here Rosalie will regret what she has done to me; okay that might sound like a threat but I will never murder her or something. She is not worth the complications of me doing such thing and I am after all not evil. I could never take someone's life. However if I ever get out she will get a taste of her own medicine – somehow I will get to her. After all I know that woman pretty well. Maybe there is a way for me to ruin her social status? That would truly hurt her but then for me to be able to do something I have to be free from this hell hole. Oh how I wish that day would come.