A/N: I'm still suffering from writer's block but today I finished chapter 19 - I suddenly felt like writing a little and so I did. Last chapter not many of you reviewed so I felt a bit down about that but I will regardless not abandon my story. I do hope you'll enjoy this chapter even though it is a little short.

By the way I saw Breaking Dawn Part Two this Tuesday, I went to the Twilight Marathon and it was fun. I did like the last movie but I am not going to write anything about it since I am not someone to give out spoilers. Just go see it.

To those who reviews I thank you - I smile everytime I get a new one.

I still do not own Twilight.

Behind Locked Doors

Chapter Nineteen Nineteenth Entrance

Dear nobody,

I had a visitor today. Apparently he does not care about the fact that I told him that I do not want to have any contact with me. Does he want to hurt me? I knew it was him even before I saw him walk into that room and sit down on the other side of the table. Why did he come?

He tried to take my hands just like he had done all the other times he had visited me but I quickly put them under the table.

"Do not touch me," I hissed.

"Bella," he said softly.

"Why did you come? I asked you to not contact me! Why won't you let me be?" I said almost choking at the words. I would start crying at any minute now; surely he could see that?

"I came because I cannot bear not seeing you or talking to you. Yes I am selfish as I am not respecting your wishes to leave you alone."

"Yes you are," I said crossing my arms over my chest as I lean back on my chair. I won't let him touch me.

"I love you," Edward said quietly and my eyes widened at his words.

"How dare you say such thing," I tried to remain calm even though I am fuming on the inside. "If you loved me you would leave me alone. You're hurting me. It hurts too much Edward," I whispered a tear falling down my cheek.

"Bella," he said softly. "Please."

"Go home to your wife, Edward," I said looking down at the table blinking away my tears.

He silently rose from the chair giving me one last look before leaving the room. I held my tears back until the door closed behind me and I was in the safety of my own room.

"Bella," Alice said as she saw me but I violently shook my head before falling down in a pile on the floor shaking violently as my tears fell down my cheeks.

I got a letter today but I have no idea who it is from and I have no address that I can reply to. This letter confuses me deeply.

Dear Miss Swan,

I realize that you do not know me but I certainly know you. Although I never had the pleasure of meeting you I have heard others talk about you and that makes me feel like I know you.

You probably wonder who I am, and I am sorry but that I cannot tell you. Just call me a friend.

I only have one thing to tell you for now.

Do not lose hope. It is not his baby.

Sincerely,

Your secret friend

I have a 'secret friend'? Who? And what did the person mean when he or she wrote 'it is not his baby'? If it was true and Edward isn't the father of Rosalie's baby then how could that person possibly know that and why would he or she tell me?

I stared at the letter I held in my hands. I knew that I shouldn't but I suddenly felt hope and when I closed my eyes I was smiling for the first time in a very long time.

A/N: Thank you for reading. I do hope you still like my story. Any guesses who Bella's 'secret friend' is?

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