Sebastian waited for Ciel to leave for a lecture, before grabbing his laptop off his desk hastily. He opened it and continued reading the already open page. He wasn't really sure why he was being so secretive about his research, but the thought of Ciel knowing what he was doing was a little unnerving. Gay sex really wasn't quite as complicated as Sebastian had imagined, but it still made him a little nervous thinking about it. This was with Ciel after all. They'd only been dating not more than a week, so he really shouldn't have been researching yet. Sebastian had thought of maybe brining the subject up again, but Ciel was so awkward about it, always blushing. They'd hardly done more than sort of make out.

"What are you looking at?" Ciel said from behind him. Sebastian yelped and fell off his chair.

"What the fuck!" he yelled. When the fuck did Ciel get there? Sebastian cringed as he watched Ciel read the title of the page he'd been looking at (thank god it was one of the more "scientific" sites). Ciel blushed furiously

"Oh," he said, turning away.

"It's not… like that," Sebastian lied. Ciel gave him a disbelieving look, smirking slightly.

"Sure it isn't," he said sarcastically.

"Whatever!" Sebastian said, "Why are you even here?"

"My lecture got cancelled," Ciel said simply, before dropping his bag unceremoniously on the ground, and fucking crawled over to Sebastian.

"So," Ceil drawled, walking his fingers up his chest, "do you think about having sex with me a lot?"

"Shut up," Sebastian murmured, leaning closer to the boy. Ciel smirked at him, before slowly moving his face closer to Sebastian's, brushing his lips lightly against his. Sebastian felt Ciel's warm breath over his lips, and shivered. This little shit. Made him feel guilty about researching gay sex, and not a minute later was all over him. Not like he was going to complain.

"Mmm, Sebastian," Ciel breathed against his lips, and kissed him quickly. He then sprang up lightly, opening a cupboard and pulled out a large block of chocolate. Sebastian stayed sitting on the ground, leaning on his desk, slightly stunned.

"What the fuck man?" Sebastian whined. Ciel, who had just taken a large bite out of the chocolate in his hand, smirked at him.

"What? I'm hungry, I haven't had breakfast," Ciel said simply, sauntering lazily to the couch, collapsing down on it. Ciel ate so much chocolate Sebastian was sometimes surprised he didn't just spontaneously turn into chocolate. He was pretty sure Ciel was at least 70% chocolate by now. It was like he just lived solely off chocolate and tea. He often tried to get him to eat less of it, but it became sort of redundant due to his own horrible health habits. Ciel nagged him to quit smoking practically every fucking day; he'd even started considering it. Only a little though.

"Did you see Alois?' Sebastian asked, getting back up and sitting in the desk chair again. He closed the embarrassing site. It was in his bookmarks anyway.

"Yeah, he's looking a little better, less depressed as fuck. I don't think him and Claude have made up though, he would have told me," Ciel replied. So Claude was still being a little sulking bitch. Sebastian hadn't talked to Claude since the night he yelled at him, and didn't plan to until he addressed his feelings for Alois. Sebastian knew that Claude hadn't simply gotten sick of Alois, otherwise he would have let it slide. He'd known Claude long enough to know when he actually liked someone. He liked Alois, but was just scared of feelings. It was stupid.

"Claude's just being a pussy, he's too scared to admit he likes Alois. He's never really liked anyone before," Sebastian said. Ciel hummed in agreement, paying more attention to the chocolate than Sebastian. This didn't suit him. He rolled his chair over to the couch and pounced on Ciel, snatching the piece of chocolate Ciel was holding out of his hand, with his teeth. He smiled smugly at the boy, chewing the chocolate happily.

"Thief," Ciel said, hitting Sebastian on the shoulder lightly, but snuggled into his side anyway.

xxx

"Sebastian?" Ciel croaked, "are you still awake?"

"Yeah," Sebastian murmured against the back of Ciel's head. Ciel turned around to look at him. It was late at night, maybe around midnight. The two of them were lying together on their mattresses, which they'd pushed together on the floor.

"You know that… site you were looking at today?" Ciel said softly. Ciel watched a pink tint creep onto Sebastian's cheeks.

"Yeah…" he mumbled. Ciel smirked lightly. He loved when Sebastian was embarrassed.

"I was sort of thinking about that today. I mean, I'm not sure I'm really ready for that yet, but it's not something that's like, off the table," Ciel said, shifting his gaze, losing his nerve. He'd spent almost two hours lying there think about how to talk about the whole sex thing.

"Awesome," Sebastian said with a smug grin. Ciel glared at him, but didn't manage to keep a serious face.

"I have no idea what I'm doing though, so don't be an ass," Ciel warned.

"Of course," Sebastian drawled, "anything for you."

Sebastian placed soft pecks on his cheeks, trailing to his mouth. Ciel hummed appreciatively, wrapping his arms around Sebastian. He felt Sebastian's hands run over him, over his back, his hips, his… ass. He bit down on Sebastian's lip in punishment, not that it bothered the other boy at all. Sebastian pressed closer to him. At times like this, Ciel often almost gave in. But there was still that stupid anxiety eating away at the back of his mind. What if he was bad? What if Sebastian laughed at him? He couldn't stand the thought. He knew it was stupid, but it was still there. Sebastian pulled away and smirked at him.

"So, do you have any, like, weird kinks I need to know about?" Sebastian jested, "Do you want to be tied up and have to call me master?"

Ciel snorted. "You wish. If anything, it would be you who'd call me master."

xxx

"Ciel!" Alois called from across the hall. The blonde was grinning, and fucking skipped over to him.

"Um, hey," Ciel said slowly, "What's with you?"

Alois's grin (somehow) got bigger. He looked fucking radiant, what was going on?

"Claude and I made up," he explained happily. Ah, that was why. Honestly, Ciel had kind of given up on Claude coming around. It'd been almost three weeks since he dropped Alois.

"What happened?" Ciel asked.

"It happened last night. He came around to my room and he was being so nice and he said sorry for everything and he said he loved me and that he was stupid for giving up too soon. He even had roses!"

"This is Claude you're talking about, right?" Ciel said, in a disbelieving tone. Claude never expressed emotion, let alone fucking declared it. Alois just giggled in reply. Ciel was happy for Alois, but something still felt off about it. What's Claude up to?

"So," Alois drawled, "you and Sebastian hey?"

Ciel jumped at Alois's words. "What?!" he cried.

"Oh come on. Even being depressed, I could sense the sexual tension between you when I was there. I could have cut it with a knife."

"Shut up," Ciel murmured.

"You guys done the it yet? It's been like three weeks. You've totally done it haven't you. Was he good? I bet he was."

"Shut up!"

AN - I was almost going to be super mean and not update for a while cause lazy, but I was bored last night and whoops look what happened. As always, thanks for reading, and thank's for the reviews. Hope you like chapter 6, peace out.

(update: I am very sorry for how long chapter 7 is taking I'm having trouble getting in the mood to write and keeping focus but I'll try to get it posted soon sorry sorry sorry)