A/N thank you everyone who has faved, followed or reviewed this story it means a lot to me. Im so sorry this chapter is so short but I didn't know what to do with the story but I wanted to give all you wonderful people a new chapter so I'll just be wining it for a little while. Any suggestions and requests are welcomed even if their requests of a one shot of any one. The only thing I wont do it Han/oc and Gisele/oc as they deserve to be together no matter what and i hate Han/oc and Gisele/oc it does my head in sorry if I offended anyone and Just to clarify I don't like righting about people older then forty as they turn nasty I know that from experience again sorry if I offended anyone. and also Jack is two almost three in my story.

Han pov

I woke up in a cold sweat again it was the sixth time since Gisele almost died in Spain. I kept seeing the guy pull her out of the window. Then it would go black to were they was fighting on the cars. Then black again until the point were they both fell of the top of the car. That had been when I had reacted to go to her. That's when she almost fell out of my grip. I had only just grabbed her. When the cars had hit the floor and Gisele had cut all her leg open on the range rover. We had all be lucky especially Me, Dom, Gisele , Roman and Tej. I still couldn't believe we had let them to go together they are useless together. I moved out of the bed, I was trying not to wake Gisele, I don't know why I did as I knew she would of woken up before my body even had time to register I was waking up. Sometimes I wonder if the girl even slept.

" The same dream?" Gisele asked. I smiled. Her accent was very thick as she had just woken up and you could tell she wasn't fully awake by how her words sounded a bit off and she was speaking in the same way she usually did. If she had asked that question later in the day she would of said it more like ' Did you have that same dream again Han?' she wouldn't of had a very thick accent as that lessens as the day goes on.

" Yeah" I replied coolly. I knew what was coming next she would start ranting on about how we were all fine as a family and we was all alive and we didn't have to worry anymore. She sighed.

" You want to talk about it" She asked. Well that tuck me by surprise. I had never really spoken to her about it. She had only been given a quick explanation which was ' what happened in Spain' I had kept it simple and brief as I had been angry with her at the time. I didn't understand Gisele she wouldn't talk to me for a week after we had, had an argument but at the time she had forgiven me almost strait away and it was me who wouldn't talk to her.

"No, Not really" I told her. I just wanted to forget what had happened.

" Han" She started.

" No Gisele just shut up would you. I'm sick of you and everyone asking me if I'm okay. Just stay out of it would you I don't want any of you to know if I did I'd of told you. So just stay out of it and just leave it. Why don't you go bother someone else for once instead of bothering me but you wont will you. No you'll just continue to annoy me." I snapped. I was sick of everyone asking me if I was okay. I looked over at her. She didn't look shocked or sad or angry. She had no emotion on her face which was even more worrying as it meant she was now unpredictable. She closed her eyes and just sat there for a minuet. It was still dark but it was light enough for me to see a tear role down her cheek. Soon followed by another one and another one. I knew she was a quiet crier and wouldnt make any noise.I felt horrible now. I didn't mean to make her cry or make it seem like I didn't want her there. The truth to be said if it wasn't for Gisele I would probably of started smoking again.

" Gisele. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry I made you cry." I walked back over to the bed. I sat down next to her and pulled her into my lap holding her close to me. " Baby please don't cry. I didnt mean any of it. I'm sorry"

" It's okay we all have to blow some steam of at sometime or we'd go mad."She said weakly. One of the children started crying. Me and Gisele was quickly up, changed and down the hall in way under a minuet. The fact that Gisele would jump up to go to the kids at any minuet made me wonder if maybe she did want walked into the babies bedroom. It was Trudy that was crying. Gisele walked over to her and picked her up. Trudy instantly shut up. I didn't understand what it was but when we gave one of the children to Dom or Gisele their problems instantly disappeared. I decided to go get the bottles to feed Jack and Trudy because no doubt that once we started feeding Trudy Jack would wake up. Down in the kitchen I started thinking about me and Gisele with a kid. The pros and cons. Having the kids as in Jack and Trudy were effecting us both emotionally and physically. The pros with kids was they made me and Gisele happy, they made us laugh, they didn't care who we was, they give us both something to concentrate on, they gave Gisele a sense of responsibility something that she'd never had before. The cons were they required a lot of time and attention that me and Gisele wouldn't be able to give them if we didn't give up this life, sometimes they didn't half smell through me and Gisele left that to Mia and Letty to do, we probably couldn't even qualify as parents. I remember the convocation with Mia. Yeah we had come so close to death so many times that they was becoming uncountable so she was right the longer were in this life the less time we had to start a family. Then that convocation with Gisele that reminded me that Gisele was barely more than a child herself. She was only 23 but she was very mature for her age most girls that age was still doing stupid things like teenagers. I wasn't much older I was 25. Dom was the oldest and he was only 35. The rest of use was still quite young. Ok understandable that at the age of 33 and 30 Mia and Brian wanted children and that Dom and Letty wanted kids but the rest of us still wanted to live life free and full of fun, full of danger and almost death Though I didn't want half of that anymore Gisele did she thrived from the adrenalin rushes we got from it. I went back up to the bedroom and what I saw amazed me. In the short time that I had disappeared down stairs for Gisele had fallen a sleep sat on the sofa in there with Trudy asleep next to her. Smiling I woke Trudy back up feed her burped her and put her back to bed then I woke jack up let him feed himself and then burped him and he went strait back to sleep. I walked over to were Gisele was sleeping and picked her up. I carried her down the hall to our room. I got her out of her clothes and in to her pj's it was four am we would of usually stayed up. After I had her back in bed I looked at her. She looked Ill. On closer inspection I could she dark lines under eyes and she was paler and thinner. My guess was that all of the late night and early mornings were catching up to her. I quickly got changed and climber into the bed next to her I kissed the top of her head and pulled her in close to me on instinct I felt her tuck her head under my chin it was just how she slept curled up in a little ball head tucked under my chin. I just hoped that when she got Ill it wouldn't be to bad. I loved her too much to see her Ill.