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Chapter 5: What is this feeling?

What is this Feeling?—Wicked the Musical

GALINDA:
(spoken) Dearest darlingest Momsie and Popsicle:
ELPHABA:
(spoken) My dear Father:
BOTH:
There's been some confusion
Over rooming here at Shiz:
ELPHABA:
But of course, I'll care for Nessa:
GALINDA:
But of course, I'll rise above it:
BOTH:
For I know that's how you'd want me to respond
(Spoken:) Yes
There's been some confusion
For you see, my roommate is:
GALINDA:
Unusually and exceedingly peculiar
And altogether quite impossible to describe:
ELPHABA:
Blonde.
GALINDA:
What is this feeling,
So sudden and new?
ELPHABA:
I felt the moment
I laid eyes on you;
GALINDA:
My pulse is rushing;
ELPHABA:

My head is reeling;
GALINDA:
My face is flushing;
BOTH:
What is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame,
Does it have a name?
Yes! Loathing
Unadulterated loathing
GALINDA:
For your face;
ELPHABA:
Your voice;
GALINDA:
Your clothing;
BOTH:
Let's just say - I loathe it all
Ev'ry little trait, however small
Makes my very flesh begin to crawl
With simple utter loathing
There's a strange exhilaration
In such total detestation
It's so pure, so strong!
Though I do admit it came on fast
Still I do believe that it can last
And I will be loathing
Loathing you
My whole life long!
STUDENTS:
Dear Galinda, you are just too good
How do you stand it? I don't think I could!
She's a terror! She's a Tartar!
We don't mean to show a bias,
But Galinda, you're a martyr!
GALINDA:
Well; these things are sent to try us!

STUDENTS:
Poor Galinda, forced to reside
With someone so disgusticified
We just want to tell you:
We're all on your side!
We share your;
BOTH:
What is this feeling
So sudden and new?
I felt the moment I laid eyes on you
My pulse is rushing
My head is reeling
Oh, what is this feeling?
Does it have a name?
Yes
Ahhh
STUDENTS (BACKGROUND):
Loathing Unadulterated loathing
For her face, her voice, her clothing
let's just say - we loathe it all
ev'ry little trait however small
makes our very flesh being to crawl
AHHH!
ALL:
Loathing!
STUDENTS:
loathing
BOTH:
There's a strange exhilaration
STUDENTS:
loathing
BOTH:
In such total detestation
STUDENTS:
loathing
BOTH:
It's so pure, so strong
STUDENTS:
So strong!
BOTH:
Though I do admit it came on fast
Still I do believe that it can last
And I will be...
STUDENS (BACKGROUND):
loathing...
BOTH:
loathing
For forever...
STUDENTS (BACKGROUND):
loathing...
BOTH:
loathing,
Truly deeply loathing you
loathing you
My whole Life long!
STUDENTS:
Loathing
Unadulterated loathing
ELPHABA:
Boo!
GALINDA:
AH!

Bella's POV:

The next morning I am rudely awaken by a loud banging on the door.. I look around and don't see Angela anywhere. I glance at the clock and notice that it is 9:45 am. I guess Angela went to her class.

*Bang Bang Bang*

"ALICE! ALICE!" I heard from the other side of the door. Alice? She lives next door not here.

I roll out of bed and go to answer the door. Edward is standing there in a rather attractive outfit. He has on a pair of sweats with a little drawstring that hangs down. He is wearing a black t-shirt but you can still see a little bit of the sweat that soaked through from his hot….

"Where is Alice?" He demanded effectively breaking me out of my trance.

"Why don't you try her door.. you know the one right next door. The one with Alice's name on it." I offered sarcastically.

"Listen B**** I don't need your attitude. You know you will never get a boyfriend if you talk to guys like that. Not to mention how you dress like an old lady most of the time and don't have a remarkable feature about you.. No offense." He smirked at me.

"Look Alice isn't here. She is probably off with Jasper somewhere. I am sure you meant no offense what-so-ever but I mean complete offense when I say.. get the freak away from me you freakin' donkey!" I yell at him.

"Haha.. you couldn't even say the real words." He mocks me.

"Shut up!" I slam the door in his face. I can feel angry and embarrassed tears well up in my eyes and fight them off.

I tried calling Angela..no answer.. Alice..no answer..Jessica…no answer..Rosalie..no answer…Mike.. he is coming over now.

I am not exceptionally offended with what Edward said to me. It is nothing I haven't heard before from others and myself. The thing that upset me the most was that I was thinking about how cute he was one minute and then the next he is verbally attacking me. I am such a fool for letting him get to me like this.

*knock knock*

I hold my breath in fear of round two.

"Bella it's me.." Mike calls. I quickly unlock the door and let him in.

He wraps his arms around me and for some reason my first instinct is to push him off. I try to suppress it and wrap my arms around him as well. He takes it as an invitation and starts walking toward my bed and attacks my lips. I don't even get two words in before he tries to undress me. What?

"Mike..Mike…MIKE! STOP!" I yell while pushing him off of me..This was way too soon.

"Come on Bella!" He pleads.

"Stop!" I continue and eventually he pulls back and looks at me. I can see the anger and frustration in his eyes and feel instantly remorseful.

"I have to go." He insists and rushes out of the door. Great.

Within the next few minutes both Angela and Alice comeback to the room and Alice says we are all going to a party tonight. I hate parties. However, I think this will give me a good opportunity to make things up with Mike so I agree. Angela is reluctant to go but I ask Mike to bring a date for her and she brightens up.

-2 hours later—

We all packed into Angela's VW bug and were headed to the party at Rose and Emmett's apartment. The boys were meeting us there. I was wearing a knee length blue dress and Angela was wearing a knee length black dress.. Alice on the other hand was wearing a mid-thigh length hot pink dress that clung to every curve of her body.

Once we arrived the boys were already standing outside waiting so each of them came and opened our doors. Jasper gave Alice a quick kiss and Mike kissed my cheek. (Better than nothing I guess) Angela shook hands with her date, Ben. Once we were all ready, we walked into the apartment arm and arm.

It was a pretty good party. There were a ton of people there and really good music playing. Mike always wanted to dance but I just wanted to stand off to the side and sway to the music. I avoid injury to myself and others that way. Mike still managed to pull me into the group of people dancing and I ended up knocking a few people over and stepping on Mike's foot a few hundred times.. I apologized but I could tell he was just getting annoyed.

We decided to take a break from dancing and Mike starts to escort me over to the punch bowl on the counter. When I look up I notice Edward standing next to it with a leggy blonde. I don't want to deal with him right now so I excuse myself and go to the bathroom.

Edward's POV:

Emmett and Jasper convinced me to go to this party at Emmett's place. I don't know why I agreed.. I hate parties. I didn't have enough time to find a date so I just called that girl that I went out with the other night (I got her number while on the date) to go with me to the dance. It is very rare that a girl gets a second date with me but I am desperate.

When we arrive at the party, all Tanya wants to do is dance. I don't mind dancing but she is such a pushy dancer. She won't let me lead. She kind of intimidates me. After a few songs I manage to pull her over to the punch bowl and am about to poor us drinks when I see Bella coming toward us. She looks beautiful.. wait..what.. I don't like her..why would I say that? I just shake my head and continue pouring drinks.

Mike comes up behind me and apparently has spotted his friend Tyler close by. They start up a conversation while waiting for me to pour my punch.

"God. I can't stand her. I was just dating her to get some action but when I tried today she pushed me off. I thought it was perfect too. She was crying over something somebody said to her and she was all vulnerable. I just don't know if it is worth it.." Mike complained. Who was he talking about?

"Yeah, but you have to admit that Bella is a hottie." Tyler answered back. What? They were talking about Bella. For some reason anger started to rise inside of me. As I gripped the plastic cup in my hand I began to think about what Mike had said. Bella was crying? She was fine when I saw her.. could she.. no.. maybe… was she crying over me..over what I said? Guilt washed over me before I could shake it off. She was the one who started it.

Still, Mike was going to take advantage of such an innocent girl. He had to be punished. I turned around and splashed the cup of punch all over him.

"Dude! What was that for?"

Hmmm. What was that for? I can't tell him why I did it can I?

"I was trying to knock some sense into you Newton.. I can't believe you are dating old lady Swan." I lied.

"Well you didn't have to spill punch over me.. I don't think we are going to last very much longer if she doesn't put out." He laughed and I punched him before running off to hide in Rose and Emmett's room to try and sort out what the heck was going on with me.

I hope this chapter made sense.. kind of fast paced tonight.. hope you all enjoyed it.. Please keep reading and keep reviewing! Thank you for all your support!