I woke up in the morning and wanted to asked Han and Mia a hundred and one quetions. I couldn't remember anything after my fit,I couldn't even remember who snapped me out of it. Han must of known I was awake as he moved and put his hand on my leg.
" Hey babe you okay today?" He asked me.
" Yeah just confused. you okay?" I replied easly.
" Why are you confused?" He asked softly.
" I can't remeber what happened after my fit."
" The nurse said you had to go back in two weeks you've to take three diferent types of tablets 5 times a day. The tablets might make you sick and thats about it." He said climbing out of bed." Then we went outside to wait for Brian and Mia to go home. Then you fell asleep on me." He was holding something back I knew it. He got dressed and walked towards the door I went to climb out of bed. " Oh and you not aloud to get out of bed unless it's for the toilet." He said shutting the door behind him.
" What?!" I shouted through the door which he was on the other side ofbholding, so I couldn't open it." Han Lue you open this door right now or when I get out I'm gonna hit you." I screamed at him in a mixture of spanish and hebrew.
" What I only understood the spanish bits wich makes up Han Lue door now get hit."
" I said Han you open this door right now or when I get out I'm going to hit you." He laughed and said I'm of to the shop when I get back I expect to find you back in bed and to see you've taken your tablets there on the side in the kitchen. I gave up I knew he wouldn't let me out for two weeks I might as well suck it up and deal with it. I went into the kitchen and tuck my tablets like he asked me to do. I wasn't in the mood for an argument, I just didn't fell up to it. I know a normal girl would love being able to stay in bed and not have to move but not me oh no I wouldn't have someone running around after me that was stupid. When Han came back into the bedroom he had shock on his face at the fact I was just laid in bed and probably the fact I tuck my tables without ringing him up and trying to convince him not to make me taken them or to moan at him. I smiled at him yeah I'd play it his way... for awhile...until I got board or started to feel better. He came and sat down next to me .
"I didn't think you'd do as I asked. I didn't think it was in your nature "
" It's not I just don't feel up to it today." I said honastly. A worried look crossed Han's face " What I say this time?" I asked him now conserned I'd done something wrong. Seeing I was worried about something Han's expretion changed into a careing one.
" You've done nothing wrong. It was last time you actually stayed in bed when I asked without moaning about it first you got really ill and I don't want to go threw that again it scared the hell out of me." Han said his voice full of consern and love.
" What scared you the most can I ask." I asked him.
" The fact it went on for almost a week,the way you looked like you was in pain, and the way you lost wait, the way the hope in your eyes never got duller scared me the most as for once in my life I wanted that hope to actually leave you and for you to stop being positive about everything and look at it for my point of view. If you get ill like that now I don't know what will happen your already almost anarexic with what happened in that place."
" I never thought you'd care that much about me, and you tuck me to the doctors and they said the chances are I will get it again and probably worse as well but if in the unlucky couse that I do that my will to get better and see you happy alone would get rid of the illness, Okay" I said.
" Of corse I care about you Gisele your the only one I've ever love and I can remember what the doc said but it dosen't make it anyless scarier." I smiled at him that day we just stayed and watched movies in bed I curled up to Han and didn't move once which aparently scared him I think he was just on edge.
- that night-
We had just finished our last movie and was laid next to each other talking quietly. I sudenly felt very sick and dizzy. I sat strait up and so did Han. Han automaticly put his hand on my forehead.
" Gisele are you feeling alright? your burning up." Han said worry laced in his voice.
" No I don't feel very good." I answered him. I could feel that stupid burning in the back of your throat when your going to throw up. Han quickly got out of bed and helped me up and walked to the bathroom with me. I sat on the floor in frount of the toilet and the burning in the back of my throat got worse and I knew I was going to throw up. Out of instinked I leaned over the toilet and threw up the contens on my stomach. Han was right beside me holding my hair back and rubbing my back telling me I was alright and it was going to be okay. I hadn't been ill in over a year and a half. I'd forgot how weak and awful you felt after you'd thrown up. I sat back and Han sat next to me. We sat there for 20 minuets just to make sure I wasn't going to throw up again. Han helped me stand up and let me wash the awful taste out of my mouth. He then slowly helped me walk to the bedroom. We laid in bed Han stroking my hair and rubbing my back holding me close to him,makeing me feel safe,loved and cared for.
" You know you shouldn't really be this close to me you could get sick." I said to him.
" Yeah I know but if I can't stay here with you who will. I love you too much to care if I get ill." He said
" I love you Han." I said Before drifting of to sleep.
- Han
Me and Gisele was up three time in the night with her being sick( this is not how many times she actually threw up that was more like 16) . I couldn't blame her( as much as I wanted to.) it wasn't her fault she got ill. It was seven in the morning and we was just laid in bed we had given up trying to go back to sleep at three in the morning. If it was posiable I would hvae mine and Gisele place switched I hated seeing her like this it was horiable. I just wanted her to get better.
" Han can you please pass me my phone. I need to tell Mia I won't be around today." Gisele asked quietly. I handed her phone to her and she quickly text Mia who decided to ring.
" Hey Mia." Gisele said lazily. I stood up and walked to the door. When I noticed Gisele had paled significantly. I grabbed the phone from Gisele.
" Hey Mia I'll ring you back" I said quickly and I hung up. " Come on Gisele stand." She moaned. " Come on baby cause I can tell your gonna be sick again." Gisele had stopped being able to tell me when she was going to be sick ages ago so I had to watch her verry carefully to make sure I got her to the bathroom. She shackly got out of bed and I helped her walk to the bathroom and sat her down when they was a knock at the door. I walked out of the bathroom and went to the door I just wanted to go back to Gisele and ,ake sure she was alright I had left her thhrowing up but I had to answer the door. I opened the door to see Dom, Brian, Letty, Mia and Elena there. I was about to blow a fuse with Mia.
" Mia you do know when someone tells you their sick your not suposed to come round right?" I asked her not impressd.
" Actually it was Brian's idea." Dom replyed. Okay then thats who I was about to shout at. I opened my mouth to shout at him when Gisele shouted me.
" Come in." I said anoyedly before going to see what Gisele wanted. I walked into the bathroom knowing she would still be in there.
" Hey babes what you want?" I asked her quietly.
" Do you remeber how I coughed up blood last time?" She asked me.
" Yeah I do why?"
" Just asking just in case and dont shout at Brian. I asked them to come over." Oh that made sence." Mia was worried so I said she could come over."
" It's okay baby girl come on lets get you to back to bed." I went to go pick her up when she paled again I knew exatly what was coming and it wasn't going to be pretty. She threw up again and Mia shouted up the staris to make sure she was all right.
" Hey Mia come sit with Gisele a min please." I shouted down the stairs. Mia came up.
" Why do I need to sit with her?" She asked.
" I'm of to see if I can find a bowl or something for her to throw up in instead of me having to move her all the time it's not comfy for her and I sure as hell down want her sat in the bathroom anymore." I said.
" Okay what do I do if she throws up."
" Make sure she throws up in the toilet or your cleaning that up cause I only clean that when it's one in the morning and I can't be assed making her sit at the toilet so I just move her to the bathroom and she throws up where ever she please. Hold her hair our of her face rub her back and talk softly to her." I started listing all other other things like if she want to wash her mouth out she's to help her up and help keep her balenced if she wanted to brush her teeth cause the taste was that bad and if she wants to go back to bed she's to help her there.
" Wow. You do all that everytime."
" Yeah even at one in the morning I stand there and help her brush her teeth."
"She's really lucky to have you."
" Thanks Mia now let me go find that bucket and you know if she's gonna throw up she goes pale." I walked down stairs and checked in the cubboards for a big bowl cause I was refusing to move her again it was unfair on her I found the bowl and went back up stairs to see Mia rubbing Gisele's back and doing everything I told her to do as she threw up again. I walked into the bathroom and asked Mia to take the bowl to the bedroom well I got Gisele." Oh baby I'm so sorry for not being here and for not seeing you was getting ill." I said sadly. After she finished thowing up I helped her stand up, wash her mouth out, brush her teeth then carried her to the bedroom. I placed her on her side of the bed and crawled around on to my side. She curled up into me and I told her to try and go to sleep and told Mia to go bring the rest of them in to the bedroom. once everyone was in the bedroom we all talked quietly trying not to wake Gisele up.
"Is it the tablets. " Dom asked. I knew his reaon for asking it was because the doc said they could make them throw up but no Gisele was actually this sick and I didn't want her to be. I hated this, I hated seeing her so weak and yet again she was looking on the positive side of it but the negative was she was going to be anorexic after this it was going to worse then last time and that was bad enough. In away I was greatful I wasn't in Gisele's place I didn't want to go threw what she was. I felt sorry for her but at least she was asleep for now.
" It's not the tablets is it she actually this sick." Brian stated for me.
" Lets go guys before we wake her up." Elena said. They left leaving me to worry and care for a very sick Gisele. I could only hope it wouldn't have to much of an effect on her.