Hello everyone J

I've been working on chapter 6 and 7 recently and am now just about to start chapter 8 so everything is running smoothly; I hate waiting for updates on stories and really don't want to make you all wait too long.

I just want to say thank you again for every single follow, favourite and review. It really does mean a lot to me and I swear I have not stopped yelping with joy, much to my family's annoyance hehe

I'd really appreciate responses on how everyone feels about Esmee and Victoria as I'm unsure about what route to take with them and it'd be great to get some ideas from all of you J

Also Ana's constant blackouts and pain will all reveal its self soon, just be patient hehe

Well that's enough from me hehe back to the lovely Ana and not always so lovely Mr Christian Grey

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I watch Christian pacing the length of our glass wall , his hands constantly running through his thick hair , a clear sign that he's agitated , his lack of control over the situation is obviously really getting to him. Suddenly he stops pacing and shouts out "Where the fuck is she!" he hits the glass wall with his hand and the bash makes me jump , thankfully I'm sitting down on our plush white leather sofa.

"They might have got stuck in traffic" my voice sounds frail , I'm tired of watching Christian become more and more agitated as the hours click on , I'm also annoyed that Esmee has the audacity to keep us waiting for nearly an hour. She said five , that's the time we agreed to have this meeting , its almost 6 and not one word as to where she is. That's just rude , who the hell does she think she is wasting mine and my husband's time like this. My subconscious smirks at me from her armchair don't pretend to be annoyed Ana , you know full well your happy she's pissed Christian off ,you want him to be angry at her I swat her away and instead study my husband , god he's gorgeous , he's wearing a new pair of expensive jeans and a crisp white shirt topped off with a simple but classic black blazer , he looks like a Abercrombie model.

"What if something's happened to them? A car crash or maybe Victoria's fallen ill and had to be taken to hospital? What if they've been hurt?" Christian stares out the glass wall , which backs onto the large open driveway. I on the other hand can't take my eyes off him , this man who I think I know so well still has the ability to completely confuse me. When I announced my pregnancy he was furious , completely and utterly livid , to the extent he stormed off to his fucking Mrs Robinson instead of being there to support me. And now he has the audacity to say he's worried about a child he's never even met! How can he have changed his mind on children so quickly?

"Christian you don't know that , stop thinking everything is the worst case scenario" I sound like a sulky teenager , I know , but hearing him be so worried about someone else's daughter , a child I have no connection to what so ever , both hurts and worries me. But I can't let Christian know this , he already has enough on his plate then having to deal with my paranoia.

"My life is the worst case scenario Ana" He doesn't even look at me as he says this and the pain it causes makes my anger strike up fast.

"Excuse me! Are you trying to tell me that living in this house , being married to me and expecting our first child together is the worst fucking scenario!" My subconscious frowns at me , probably because she thinks I'm being unreasonable towards him ,and yes I probably am but hey I'm pregnant it's normal for me to be overemotional. And right now I'm overall angry!

"Ana you know full well that's not what I meant" finally he turns to face me but his eyes are full of exasperation , well he's not the only one who's getting exasperated.

"Oh so what did you mean then Christian? That only know that you have a daughter your life suddenly has meaning and if something were to happen to her , before you've even met her I might add , then it would be the end of life as you know it!" My throat kills from all my screaming but my anger washes over my pain. Everything that's happen these past two days has just been building and building and now I have the opportunity to let it out. Who cares if I'm being dramatic or jumping to conclusions , Christian does the same all the time and for once I want to be the one to point out his mistakes.

"Ana stop this , your being ridiculous because of the baby , this is your hormones speaking" Christian points at my bump before turning back to look out at the driveway. I spring to my feet and march over to him , standing in front of him so he has to look at me and not the bloody drive way.

"Me being ridiculous , have you seen how you're acting Mr Grey!" I place my hands on my hips and challenge him.

"Yes Ana your being ridiculous. Now go and sit down before all this stress your causing yourself effects blip" placing his hands on my shoulders he spins us around and gently pushes me towards the sofa before turning back to look out at the driveway. My anger has spiked again and I feel a cramp ripple through my stomach , maybe I should stop this now I have been warned about stress causing blip distress , but I need to stand my ground with him , otherwise we'll never have an equal marriage.

"I think I'll stand actually" He turns to face me with an annoyed expression.

"Anastasia I will not ask you again , sit down and be quiet" I can see his dominating side emerging and it flues my drive to rebel , I'm his wife not his sub and he will not control me.

"No Christian , I'm going to stand , but your more than welcome to sit down if its playing on your mind that much" I flutter my eyelids cutely , knowing my smart mouth will just wind him up even more. He starts to walk over to me , a light amused smirk on his lips , my heart beat quickens and my anger vanishes and all that's left is lust for this gorgeous man . Unfortunately he stops as Taylor enters the room.

"Mr Grey" Taylor nods a greeting to Christian "Mrs Grey" he nods to me and I smile back , poor Taylor I know he can probably feel the sexual tension he just walked into.

"What is it Taylor?" Christian says , back to his calm and controlled employer voice.

"Miss Gold has arrived , I've sent her and her daughter through to the formal living room" I take a deep breath as Taylor's words hit me like a ton of bricks , Miss Gold has arrived , she's here and so is Victoria.

"Thank you Taylor. Me and Mrs Grey will see them now , can you tell Sawyer to take Miss Gold's Car through to the garage please" Taylor nods and exits , leaving me and my husband in a strained silence. Thousands of feelings are rushing through me but the main emotion I feel is fear , a fear that Christian will see Esmee and realise he's married the wrong woman , a woman who is incapable of satisfying him , a woman who can't endure the pain he so longs to give in order to feel control. All I can think about is that now he has a daughter with Esmee he'll want to be with her , and therefore leave me.

"Ana , stop thinking you're not enough for me. Just because Esmee is here does not mean I will leave you . I will never leave you . It's you I love , only you" Once again Christian has proved he can read my mind , but I don't question him and instead wrap my arms around his waist and bury my head in his chest , breathing in his familiar scent , smiling as I feel him hold me tight and kiss my hair. Of course he'd never leave me , I know how much me and little blip mean to him , he tells me every single day for god sake. I'm his and he's mine.

"Remind me to thank you properly for being so wonderful Mrs Grey" he whispers in my ear and I giggle, his hand tightens around my waist "that's my favourite sound" he kisses my cheek just as we enter the formal front room and my heart drops.

Esmeralda Gold is stunning, long thin legs and a killer figure with snow white skin contrasting beautifully against her sky blue strapless summer dress, her chocolate brown hair washing over her shoulders like the chocolate waterfall in Willy Wonka's factory. Overall she looks like a cross between Megan Fox and Miranda Kerr only with the palest of skin. She smiles instantly as Christian and I walk in and her dark green eyes sparkle at him, curse his beauty! I wrap my arm around him and hold him close, marking my territory. Christian indulges my closeness but I know he's smirking at my obvious jealousy. I ignore him and focus on the smouldering brunette in front of me, it doesn't help that as well as being stunning she's also at least a foot taller than me meaning I have to crane my neck to meet her eyes, unlike Christian who is a hell of a lot taller than both of us and is able to look down with ease. Esmee's sea green eyes meet mine for the first time since we entered and she smiles, although it's nowhere near as bright as the smile she sent Christian, she holds her hand out and I take it hesitantly.

"Mrs Grey I just want to say how thankful I am for allowing Tori and I into your beautiful home, I can't imagine how confused your feeling right now but I just want to reassure you that I have no ulterior motives with this meeting, all I want is for my daughter to know her father" her small hand holds mine and something hits my stomach full on and I have to hide my wince, although my ever paranoid fifty notices and whispers in my ear softly.

"Ana baby you ok?" I nod his concern away and look back to Esmee, who seems to be highly concerned for me as well; my she's a good actress. My subconscious narrows her eyes at me from her armchair where she's been reading numerous mummy to be prep guides Calm the inner bitch Ana , no need to judge the girl before you know her full story I roll my eyes at her and shake off my worry , putting my best smile on and meeting Esmee's eyes once again.

"You're more than welcome Miss Gold, and please call me Ana. I have to admit I was shocked when we received your letter but I am sure we can work out a successful plan for how to tackle this situation which works for all of us, especially little Tori"

"I'm not little, and I think I deserve a say in all of this, or am I expected just to sit in the background being ignored" A small brown haired girl steps out behind Esmee and looks up at her with crossed arms. I have to physically stop myself giggling as Esmee stands embarrassed by her daughter's lack of respect. I can feel Christians glare, after all I am laughing at his daughter. That same pain kicks me hard and I wince, making Christian's glare vanish as he holds me tight against him, I smile reassuringly at him. Although inside I'm panicking at what could be causing this weird pain, I place my hands on my bump and send a small prayer that it's nothing to do with baby blip.

"Tori what did I say about the way you talk to mommy" Esmee turns to her daughter and narrows her eyes , amazingly Tori gives back the same smirk that Christian gives me , she really is so much like him , although she hasn't inherited his eyes and instead has her mother's mystifying sea green ones. I hope blip inherits Christians eyes and his hair and his mind, oh who am I kidding I want blip to be my personal mini Christian Grey.

"Be respectful and polite" the young girl says with a stroppy roll of the eyes, I quickly glance up at Christian who I notice shakes his head, obviously unimpressed at his daughters respect issues "and I don't call you mommy anymore , that's what babies call their mom's , your plain mom now remember" Tori shakes her head and snorts at Esmee , I would never let my child talk to me like that , Ray never did for me and I would raise my child exactly the same way. Esmee glances over at us and shrugs apologetically, her eyes trained on Christians and I realise what she's hinting at, she's showing him how much help she needs. Sneaky Cow!

"Christian can we talk in private?" my heart sinks, no she can't be alone with my husband, she'll seduce him with her pain tolerance and I'll be left pregnant and alone! I feel another hit to my stomach racket through me and Christian's arms are the only thing that stops me collapsing to the floor.

"Ana! What's wrong? Tell me what you need?" his voice is full of panic as he cradles me close to him

"I need to sit down, I'm exhausted" I feel his lips against my head as he gently picks me up and I snuggle into his chest, it feels so good to be held like this.

"Esmee I'm really sorry but I have to look after Ana, Taylor will be in shortly to arrange another meeting. It was nice meeting you Victoria and I hope we can have a proper conversation next time" I feel his right arm tighten around me as he uses his left hand to shake Tori's.

"My name's Tori, no one calls me Victoria" I can hear the little girls annoyance at having to shake someone's hand; obviously she's not use to people being so formal around her.

"My apologies Tori, again I'm sorry for ending our meeting but Ana's health is of high importance. Excuse me" and with no more than a nod he's spun us around and heading back towards our bedroom. I have to admit I can't keep the smile off my face.