Hello readers x
I am so sorry that my updates are getting shorter but I've just been overwhelmed by Uni stuff and house bills and overall moving problems. I really hope I can get everything written up before the start of uni on Monday but I make no promises.
This story has a long way to go so expect at least 30 chapters overall – a few have asked how long this will be so there's my answer hehe
In regards to the introduction of Leila I am so glad most of you liked the twist , however some didn't and I am sorry for that , but trust me she is a big part of this story and the twist is needed.
Also there will be a lot more of Victoria in the next few chapters as I have kinda pushed the daughter element of this story back a little , and this is called 50 shades and a daughter so I really should bring her back.
Once again please keep reviewing and commenting as they really push me to keep writing , the support I have from you all is so amazing that all I want to do is make you all happy , however I do have an idea in my head now as to where this is all leading and in all honesty I can't please everyone.
Now back to the main drama hehe
Alexandra xxxxxx
Ana's POV
Her eyes are full of a smug arrogance as she stands in front of me, a small smirk of a smile on her lips as she looks me over with an amused disgust.
"Anastasia Grey. What a surprise to see you here, in my home of all places" her voice cuts through my earlier happiness like a jagged blade, her dark eyes locking on mine before looking me up and down with plain revulsion, as she takes in my attire of just Christian's shirt.
"Leila enough" Elena raises her hand and remarkably Leila listens, sighing angrily before spinning on her heel and running full pelt up the stairs. A deep silence fills the vast room, Christian's arms are around me in seconds, and he knows he has some explaining to do.
"You knew she was here, in Seattle?" I can't look at him to hear his answer; he told me he was through with her that we'd never have to deal with her again. Her lost, pale face still haunts my nightmares, the lost broken woman who looks like me and tired to kill me, and now she's returned to my city.
"No Ana I didn't. Elena is her step mom, I had no idea when I met her though I swear" I can hear him talking but nothing registers. It doesn't make sense, seems too impossible to understand. How can Leila be Elena's step daughter and Christian not have known! He must be lying; after all Elena met every single sub therefore she must have known about Leila!
"Ana I know you think I'm lying but believe me I had no idea. I found Leila without Elena's help and Elena only found out about her husband's affaire after they had split. Neither of us were to know about Leila" once again my husband has proved he can read my mind perfectly , however it still doesn't explain what Leila is doing back in Seattle when she was told to stay away , after all Christian is funding her art school.
"Are you still funding her schooling?" his eyes are wide and scared, scared of telling me the truth perhaps?
"No, she left the school and took up full time employment. I haven't spoken to her since John told me about her leaving his treatment"
"And you didn't think to tell me! Christian that woman is psychologically disturbed, she tried to kill me for God sake and you don't tell me that she's returned to Seattle! What the hell were you thinking?" his eyes are wide and scared once more, his face daunt and low.
"I got the email the same day I got Esmee's note. I didn't want to overwhelm you so much on one day" I'd almost forgotten about Esmee. That woman just made my skin crawl, she was up to something and I was determined to find out what.
"Esmeralda! Leila! Can we not have one month where none of your previous subs make an appearance!" he says nothing, letting me get my anger out. In all honesty I knew what I was getting into when I married him but sometimes it just gets too much , after all what woman wants a man who's ex's are practically obsessed with him. Tell me one woman who is able to deal with what I deal with!
Exactly there is none!
"Christian perhaps you should take Ana home now, I need to find Leila, she's a fragile heart and something like this could really mess her up. She's not well, please don't be angry at her" Elena's face is clouded with concern and maternal worry, two emotions I never expected a Bitchtroll like Elena to ever feel.
"Don't be angry at her? You are kidding right? Do you have any idea what that woman has put me through?" Christian steps in front of me, stopping me from slapping Elena hard across her perfect little face. Don't be angry at a woman who threatened to kill me, then came to my office just to see my husband! Once I felt sorry for her, pitied her for her uncontrollable love, but now I've seen her smug little face all I feel is pure hate.
"She's done nothing to you Anastasia , stop this childish drama queen act of yours and act your age" now it's Christians turn to be angry at Elena , his growl rumbling the room as he moves towards her , his tall frame towering over her petite one.
"Stop Elena, you have no idea what you're talking about so I advise you to stop while you're ahead"
"I've been told by Leila about her past issues; she's fought them now and come back stronger because of it. So you're wrong I do know what I'm talking about Christian and I still think its wrong for you both to be so angry. After all its both your faults she is the way she is" Leila's tears can be heard from the bedroom upstairs and instantly Elena is rushing to the stairs , stopping just before to speak to Christian , ignoring me completely, much different to the caring woman who looked after me earlier this evening.
"She's heartbroken" against my will I feel myself fill with sympathy for Leila , after all you can't pick who you fall in love with , no one knows that better than me.
"Elena I swear if I'd have known about Leila before I would have stayed away" she just nods and places a hand on his bicep , an action which makes me sick , I am the only person who should be allowed to touch him.
"Anastasia dear are you ok? You look a little startled" I reign in my sarcastic attitude and wander over to Christian and smile as he wraps his arm around my waist, nodding a response to Elena's concern.
"I guess the shock of seeing Leila again has mixed a little with last night's shock , I suddenly feel rather light headed again" Christian's arm tightens around me and his lips gently kiss my cheek , causing me to squirm happily.
"Let's get you some water and something to eat, you need to keep your metabolism working" I nod and follow Elena though to the kitchen with Christian's arm still holding me close.
Leila's POV
That stupid woman has everything I want and still she acts the fucking victim! How can she talk to him like he's the bad guy when he's done nothing but try to protect her, care for her. I'd give anything to be cared for by Mr Grey, anything and everything!
She doesn't deserve him, she's never deserved him. I deserve him, he should be mine!
My doctors never could understand why I thought this but I know it's the truth, Christian Grey was meant to marry me not her. I would be a wonderful wife to him; I'd never ever disobey him like she does. I'd be a submissive wife, a submissive through and through, and he'd be my master, my lord and master of my entire universe.
I need to show him how perfect we are for each other, nothing else matters, not my job or my family, they will understand that love comes before everything to me. Even Aunt Elena will understand she has too; otherwise she'll never help me take down Anastasia Grey and take her place as Christian's rightful wife.
Wiping my eyes of my tears and slipping out of my bed I try and conduct a plan, a plan to somehow show Anastasia how bad she is for Christian. The way I see it is that if I can get her to leave him then he will be left vulnerable and in need of someone, someone who can show him love and tenderness, someone who can show him what he's been denying himself for so long. Someone like me, for example.
But how to split them up in the first place will be hard, especially with the hold Ana seems to have on my man. It's like he's somehow under her spell, I've always wondered if she's some sort of witch in disguise, it would make sense the way she controls the uncontrollable Mr Grey.
There must be something I can use to split them up! And then it hits me, his phone, he's always on his phone, always! There must be something on there that I can use, some secret he's been hiding from her maybe?
God knows he was always hiding things from me, constantly sending me away from him when he had a phone call. I wonder if Ana is allowed to hear his phone calls or if she too is sent away? How I wish I could know more about why he choose her, what the hell does that mousy little girl have that I don't?
Well now it's time for me to take back what is rightfully mine and that means getting my hands on his precious phone , a task which would not be easy.
Might as well call Tom Cruise because you're looking at Mission Impossible snapped my subconscious , who since I'd been introduced to my new Aunt had morphed into a mini version of her and now bossed me around all day long , although she also comforted me and helped me though my dark moments , just like my real aunt does.
Slowly and silently I stepped out my bedroom and made my way towards the staircase, checking if the coast is clear, it's not and I have to jump back and hide as I spot Aunt Elena standing at the bottom of the stairs with Christian and Ana, seeing his arm wrapped around her makes me gag and I have to turn my face away from the horrid sight.
"Anastasia dear are you ok? You look a little startled" my aunts voice is soft and concerned , it's the same voice she uses when I'm upset , the thought of my aunt being kind to that woman sickens me and I have to stop myself from throwing something at Ana's little head.
"I guess the shock of seeing Leila again has mixed a little with last night's shock , I suddenly feel rather light headed again" uh once again she plays the helpless victim! She wasn't so helpless at her office, in fact she'd been far more controlled and intimidating, something's unsettled her, perhaps something I can use to destroy her. The thought makes me smile wickedly.
"Let's get you some water and something to eat, you need to keep your metabolism working" I watch as Aunt Elena leads Ana and Christian away , my heart in my stomach as I see Christians arm tighten around Ana's small waist , he never held me like that. Why couldn't he have looked after me forever?
I shake my sadness and instead concentrate on getting down the stairs without being heard, keeping one eye locked on the kitchen door as I scurry over to couch where Christian's jacket hangs over the arm. It smells of him and I can't help but inhale deeply, remember his arms as they use to hold me, remembering the way he helped me wash when I was sick.
How I long to be held like that again, to be able to use his body wash as I use to when he wasn't watching me, to sneak into his room when I stayed the night and just watch him sleeping, holding his hand and pretending I was sleeping next to him. I tried so hard to show him how much I loved him but he never took the hint, now things will be different. If I can't have him no one can.
I locate his phone in the breast pocket and quickly unlock it. Shit! He has a password! Think Leila what could it be?
Submission maybe? I type it in and get rejected access.
Control perhaps? Once again I'm denied access to the phone.
Perhaps he used her name, the thought makes me sick but I have to try. I type in Anastasia and my throat catches when the phone comes to life, she's his password! That bitch!
Sighing angrily I shoot upstairs with the phone and quickly go to my room, closing and locking the door behind me. Scanning his numerous emails and business contacts fills me with glee, this is Christian, unlimited Christian. This small little device holds his entire life, his schedule which tells me exactly where he will be and what he'll be doing, his bank details all filed individually in his document folder, everything he holds secret is on this phone. And I have it all to myself, oh the possibilities.
Scanning through his calendar I note down his various meetings and occasions, let's just say little miss Anastasia is going to be seeing a lot more of me , I'll be popping up to all these little charity events and family do's. What's this? An email from Miss Gold? Who the hell's Miss Gold?
From: Esmeralda Gold
Subject: Victoria's parent evening
Date: March 21st 2011 23.35
To: Christian Grey
Mr Grey,
I've been trying to get hold of Taylor all day but I think I may have taken his number down incorrectly as I've had no answer.
Tori's parent evening at her school is on Monday the 23rd and I think it would be good for her to have both her parents in attendance , most of her bullies don't believe that she even has a father so having you there would mean the world to both her and myself.
I have attached the email that was sent to all parents explaining the location and schedule for the evening and hope to see you there , Tori doesn't know that I've asked you but I assure you she wants you there.
Please let me know as soon as possible so I can inform the school.
Also I'm sorry to email so late but as I said I have tried to contact Taylor but have had no success.
Esmeralda x
A daughter? He has a daughter? With an ex sub no doubt! Oh how perfect , how absolutely perfect! This I can use , this will definitely break them up , and not like a petty little break which lasts a week but a real full blown divorce , leaving little Miss Anastasia as a single parent , oh how glorious that would be.
But I heard her mention an Esmeralda , does that mean she knows about this daughter? That could be a problem , but what if Christian is made to choose between this Victoria girl and Ana? Surely a father would choose their daughter , and my how horrid that would make Ana feel to see her beloved husband turn his back on her in order to save another woman's daughter. She'd be a broken woman , she'd become me.
It's the perfect plan for the perfect revenge. Goodbye Mrs Grey , it's time to become Miss Steele once more. First things first I need to make a visit to this parents evening and speak with Miss Gold.
We subs have to stick together after all.
And I give you the main Villian of 50 Shades and a daughter , Miss Leila Williams x
What's your thoughts on little Leila being a big problem?
