a/n: umm I do not own any of the twilight characters..

EPOV:

These past few months have been really difficult. As much as it pained me to do it, I signed the annulment papers and let Bella go. I knew that I loved her so I had to do it to make her happy. Regardless of how much it killed me.

I tried dating other people but they never compared to Bella. None of them had her wit or intelligence. None of them had her adorable clumsiness or pride. None of them had her beauty.

So here I sit in my dorm room while my new roommate is making out with his girlfriend right in front of me. Dude! I see him reaching up her shirt and decide that is my cue to run out the door. I get up and grab my keys. I have no real destination or desire to see anyone so I just drive around for a while.

After an hour and a half of driving I pull my car over and decide to do a little walking to stretch my legs and work out my thoughts. When I get out of my car I realize I am right in front of Bella's apartment. How did I get here?

Leaning against my car I contemplate leaving but for some reason I can't get my feet to move. When I do eventually start moving, I am going forward toward the door and not back to my car.

My feet have carried me right to her door and I find myself knocking on the door. When she answers the door I feel a resolve come over me. I have to tell her everything. I have to let her know. If she turns me down then I would like to believe that I could let her go. If she decides to give us a try, I will be ecstatic.

After our greetings I notice her beautiful outfit and realize she is going somewhere. When I ask her she says she has a date. Of course, I am too late! She is already moving on.

However, when she invites me inside I agree and as much as I will feel like a jerk for doing it, I still want to tell her how I feel.

I head into the living room and start creating an argument in my head to throw at her when she comes back in after her phone call.

-we are friends with the same people –we obviously have a connection-similar interests-passion- spark- beautiful

After I have a solid argument I wonder what is taking her so long. I get up and quietly step toward the kitchen. I don't hear any talking so I start to make my presence known only to find Bella passed out on the floor of her kitchen.

I run to grab the phone (knocking over papers in the process) and call 911.

"911 What's your emergency?"

"My friend has passed out in her kitchen I don't know what happened or if it is safe to move her. Please I don't know what to do!" I shout in a panic.

"Alright sir, calm down… is she still breathing?"

"Yes."

"Does she appear to have any head bleeding or other injuries?"

"Umm no I don't think so."

"Alright sir, why don't you take her down to emergency? It would probably get her helped faster than if you wait."

"Umm. Ok.. I can do that…"

I hang up the phone and put it back on the table. I reach for Bella, careful of any possible injuries she may have. As I am picking her up I glance over at the dropped papers and notice a familiar one. Our annulment papers. What?

I carry her out to my car and drive like mad to the hospital. She is taken in immediately and the doctors tell me to stay in the waiting room while they try to bring her back.

In the meantime, I call Alice and Rosalie and they tell me they are on their way. All I can do is sit and wait now. Actually there is something else I can do! I can freak out that she still has those papers. Why does she still have them?

The doctors finally come out and tell me that she is back and asking for me. I ask them what was wrong but they tell me to ask her. I walk briskly to her room to find her in tears.

"Bella, ,why are you crying? Are you ok?"

"Yeah, um, fine.. just embarrassed that I did that in front of you I guess.." She admits as she wipes the remaining tears.

"Bella I…I know this isn't the best time to bring this up but I am dying to know.. When you passed out, I…grabbed the phone to call 911 and the phone was on the table.. and it…well it knocked over some papers. Well, I saw that you still…."

"Edward you saw them didn't you. You saw the annulment papers."

"yeah.."

"Edward, I'm sorry I didn't tell you…But I do have something else to tell you…"

What did you think of this one? Just started another story-Always watching-it's the Twilight people on Big Brother—it will probably be only a few chapters… Thank you all so much for reading…any guesses on her news? Read and review please.. I apologize for the choppy chapters lately.. I got called on it for my last chapter..hopefully this was at least a little better.