a/n: umm I do not own any of the twilight characters..

BPOV:

"Isabella…Isabella can you hear me? Isabella this is . Can you wake up for me sweetheart?" I comforting voice called to me from behind my closed eyelids. God? No I am too uncomfortable to be dead.

I lift the weight from my eyes and open them only to be accosted by a very bright light in my face.

"Ah!" I groan.

"Oh, sorry. I was just checking something. There that should be better." Dr. Gerandy said after clicking off the light.

"Wh-Where am I?" I asked after noticing my surroundings I realized that was a rather dumb question.

"You are in the emergency room—you passed out and your friend Edward brought you in."

"I passed out? Oh that is so humiliating." I put my head in my hands to hide the blush that is creeping up. Passing out after being ditched by a loser—I am seriously pathetic. Then I process the end of the explanation.

"Wait—Edward brought me in? Why would he do that? Where is he? Can I see him? Did he leave?" I am panicking now and I don't know why. At the thought that he is here somewhere? At the thought that he left?

" Yeah, he is still here in the waiting room. Before I bring him back I would like to ask you a few questions and run a few tests as a precaution. Is that ok with you?"

"Um, yeah that is fine."

"Alright, well first can you tell me what you remember happening before you passed out?"

I explain to her about Edward dropping by, the phone call, the following panic attack, everything.

"Well that is a lot to take on in such a short amount of time. I think your body just needed time to process all of the emotional stress. Can you tell me if you have been having any unusual behaviors or symptoms of any kind recently? Nausea? Light-headedness? Cramps? Headaches? Anything?"

"I was throwing up a lot last week and I have been more tired than usual. I thought I was coming down with the flu." I admit nervously. Do I have some horrible disease?

"Relax Isabella, you are going to pass out again!" chuckles. "I want to take some blood but first can you pee in this cup for me?"

I am handed a cup and I start thinking about why should could be making me pee in a cup.

"Oh my gosh! I am not on drugs! I promise! I have never even experimented! Just say no! It's my motto.." I try to assure her of my 'clean' status before she rights druggie in my medical file.

"Isabella it is not to test for drugs, though I am glad to hear you aren't on any." The Dr. pauses and then looks at me. " Isabella, I am going to perform a pregnancy test."

Black…I passed out again…oh no I guess I just blinked. Pregnant? I can't be! Whose could it be? Oh great, I sound like I am on an episode of Maury or Jerry Springer. You are not the father! Focus Bella.

Well I have only ever… Edward-Vegas-Edward-wedding-Edward

I take the cup and head to a close bathroom where I half-heartedly pray to fertility gods that this is one test that I don't pass. Maybe I should pray to the test gods. Oh I am totally out of my mind. However much I don't think I am ready for this responsibility and I wanted to be married first, I would love a little Edward to tie me to him forever. Ok, now I sound like a stalker.

What if I am?

I take the peed-in cup and return it to the Doctor who hands it to the nurse. In a few minutes I will know.

3… If I am pregnant I am definitely keeping it. Wow. I never thought I would but I can't do that to Edward. What if he doesn't want it? Can I raise it on my own?

2….My dad. He will be shocked but I hope eventually he will be willing to help. Would I have to leave school? I could get a job. I have to find a daycare.

1… If Edward does want it, where does that leave us? A couple? A girl and her baby-daddy? Do they have baby-daddy father's day cards? How do I tell him?

0…I want to throw up!

" Miss, umm miss? I have your test results back. Congratulations! You are pregnant!" The nurse informs me cheerfully.

Suddenly all of the bad thoughts and worry leaves my body. I am pregnant. Wow! There is a person living in my belly. Ok, that sounds creepy but I don't care.

In the background I hear someone say something about bringing Edward back here. Now my worry is back. I start panicking when I think of having to tell him. What can I say? "Hi Edward, guess what? I'm preggers with your baby. Hey, at least it wasn't out of wedlock!" Oh no! He doesn't even know we are still married. I start to cry out of happiness, tiredness, and worry.

"Bella, ,why are you crying? Are you ok?"

"Yeah, um, fine.. just embarrassed that I did that in front of you I guess.." She admits as she wipes the remaining tears.

"Bella I…I know this isn't the best time to bring this up but I am dying to know.. When you passed out, I…grabbed the phone to call 911 and the phone was on the table.. and it…well it knocked over some papers. Well, I saw that you still…."

"Edward you saw them didn't you. You saw the annulment papers."

"yeah.."

"Edward, I'm sorry I didn't tell you…But I do have something else to tell you…"

"What is it Bella?"

"Edward, I am pregnant. I am pregnant and we are still married." I can't look at him.

"Wh-Whose is it? Just file the papers Bella and then you can get married." He informs me. He looks so sad. I can't believe he thinks that it is someone else's baby.

"Edward! It is your baby!" I confess to him. He just stares at me shocked.

"My baby? Our baby? Our…our baby!" His face gives a half smile that makes my heart soar. He is happy. He is excited. However the smile vanishes quickly and he looks at me seriously.

"Why? Bella, why didn't you tell me we were still married? The better question is why did you push for it in the beginning when you didn't file it? Why have you ignored me? Why Bella? I need to know?" He practically begs me for answers. Answers I need to give him.

"Edward, I didn't tell you because I kept thinking I would eventually file them and so the when wouldn't matter. I know that is no excuse but maybe this is. I was scared. I was scared you were going to ask for one first and that would have destroyed me. That is why I asked you for one at the airport. However, once we both signed I realized that I couldn't do it. I tried. I just couldn't sign away our marriage and pretend it didn't happen. I realized I loved you a long time ago Edward. I never told you because you were with someone else. I am not enough to keep you happy Edward. I should have filed and I am sorry but I just couldn't let go. At least not yet. I mean—"

Edward interrupted my rant with a searing kiss.

"Bella I think that is the dumbest thing I have ever heard. Everything except for the realization that you love me or loved me. I love you Bella, I have for a while."

"Well aren't we just a messed up pair." I laughed and brought his face closer to mine. Before our lips touch he whispered, "we have a lot to talk about and clear up Bella. Especially about this little guy." He placed his hand on my belly.

I was so lost in emotion that I only nodded in agreement. We have so much to talk about.

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