A/N: Hey, this is my first time posting on fanfiction, so I'm not sure how this fanfic will go and it may seems rushed at some point, but please bear with me.

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I do know own D-Gray Man.

Unfulfilled Desire

The rain poured like there's no tomorrow, leaving behind a gloom to match the darkened sky that looms overhead. Amid the town, people were running towards their home or find shelter to shield themselves from the pelting rain. In a matter of minutes, the once jovial town was deserted; swings abandoned, ball courts vacant, and streets free of pedestrian presence.

Oblivious to the world beyond the bedroom walls, a grunt could be heard followed by shuffling of movements. A tangle of limbs, a sudden gasp, and sensual moans of pleasure and pain resounded in the room.

"L… Lavi…" said the male underneath the red head, who just grunt and continue in his actions. Fisting a hand full of white hair, Lavi brought the younger male to his lips and a battle of tongues ensues. The pleasure sends a jolt of intense sensations towards the red head's lower region.

This is wrong, thought Lavi. So wrong in so many ways, but I can't stop… at least not yet…

With his eyes closed, the image of the white haired boy beneath him burned into this mind. The silky white hair that can rival the beauty of snow, the red lips sweeter than sugar, and the moans that was music to Lavi's ears soon morphed into that of longer dark hair; so black it rivals the night. The gray eyes of his companion turned a dark blue tint. The red lips slightly a lighter shade of pink. In his mind, the image of Allen Walker was soon evoked and morphed into a different man, one who he can't obtain. The image of his beloved Kanada Yuu writhing beneath him excites the red haired male; so much that his thrusts got more erratic.

Sensing his friend's near completion, Allen's hands grab on his own arousal and stroke it in time to Lavi's thrust. His moans escaping him in ways he never imagined it would. The hot arousal inside him met his sweet spot and the younger male can't help but arching his back and let out a strangled moan. He was close and he can feel it.

Lavi's hands were on Allen's hips, pulling himself into his younger counterpart while at the same time thinking of the Asian male. It was the pink lips that he fantasizes himself to be kissing at the moment; the tight Asian hole that is twitching around his manhood and the silky black hair his fingers were woven in. The warm muscles tighten around him and he could sense his approaching climax as he thrust faster and deeper into the whimpering boy.

"L... Lavi, I'm going to… going to…!" Allen's statement couldn't be finished before he climaxed.

The muscles clamp down on Lavi and with one final thrust; he released his load into the enticing male. But through the midst of ecstasy, he lost himself and called out, "Yuu!" before falling on top of Allen, who stiffen at the name of the boy he thought Lavi loved. Now, it came to him; Lavi's reluctance to have a relationship with anyone yet, he has many sex partners to satiate his sex drive. Allen knew that Lavi was like an unobtainable fantasy, so he never bothered chasing after him. Yet, Allen still jumped into the red head's invitation every time; he should have seen this coming. It was like the puzzles clicked into place; like the mosaic that was there suddenly disappeared and displayed a full colored picture.

The throb in his chest hurts. The burning in his eyes stings and he tried to hold it in, but the pressure was too much and before he knows it, the tears were rolling down his cheeks. His lungs hurt from lack of oxygen as he tried to hold in his breath to stifle his cry. Now, after he caught his breath and Lavi was sleeping beside him, Allen heard the loud pelting of the rain outside. In his hazed mind, he chuckled humorlessly and thought, it's like the heaven is crying along with me.

At the end of the ordeal, one thing rings true in Allen's mind. Lavi still loves Kanda.

A/N: So how's that for my first attempt? Please give me your thoughts so I can improve my writing. Don't forget to rate and review :)