A/N: This has a bit more Alex... Mentally, I'm getting a bit tired of her, but it's all good! I think this is when the team finally meets her! Thanks for the views, reviews, and follows! I don't own CM or their characters! I only own Alex... Cameron... Dr. Pete! And the background people... (if there are any) This chapter opens up the rest of the story officially!
Alex arrived at the Hospital fifteen minutes early. She couldn't believe the feelings Spencer gave her every time she thought of him. He made her feel complete. Alex wasn't sure when to tell her dad. She wanted to make sure Spencer was serious about their relationship before she alerted her family. Today was her weekly evaluation. Every Friday, her mentor would have a conference about all the cases, and what she could do to become better. These days she didn't work too long. Just long enough for the evaluation. She stepped into the conference room and smiled at her mentor. "Hey there, Rome," Dr. Peters welcomed. "Morning Pete," Alex greeted. "I'll do my best to make this short so you can go home, alright?" Pete suggested. "Okey-dokey!" Alex said sitting down in front on her Mentor. "Okay Starting with your former patient Dr. Spencer Reid," looked up at her. While Dr. Romanov nodded. "Explain why you were ever-present with this patient, but one of his visitors got upset with you," Dr. Peters stated. "Dr. Reid was sick with the flu. His immune system was shot, and he was in the early stages for prehypertension. Apparently, when I asked the visitors to leave, so he could talk about the nightmare that spiked his fever, one visitor must have felt threatened. Perhaps she had feelings for Doctor Reid, but was not in a direct relationship with him. Dr. Reid's health came first. He was stressed when they were there," Alex said professionally. "I understand, next patient was the Physical with Mr. Webstener. Why did he feel rushed throughout the physical?" Dr. Peters asked patiently. "He was trying to seduce me into being his France lover," Alex stated. "Dr. Romanov, our job is to make all patients feel cared for. As long as he isn't physically harming you, then you need to be forbearing. Now how did you feel about the pediatrics care?" Dr. Peters moved on. "Um, It was okay, but I kind of felt emotional, because I felt that I was hurting the baby with the shots. And the little boy's nose problem was fine with me," Alex stated honestly. "Alright, we are done here. Next week, you may have a few more patients. I'll see you tomorrow at 6 a.m. Don't be late. See you later Rome," Dr. Peters farewelled. "Alright, Pete," Dr. Romanov said as she left the room. It was only 11:20. 'I've only been at work for forty minutes.' Alex thought. 'To bad Spencie couldn't have today off.'
Alex drove home, and went to her apartment. She took a quick shower, to wash any bacteria or viruses that may have clung onto her from the hospital, and changed into the FBI sweat shirt she wore to bed last night. "This is comfortable," Alex thought. She grabbed her favorite fluffy socks and put them on. And she locked up her apartment and climbed the stairs to Spencer's. She unlocked his apartment and thought of what she should cook him for dinner.
Meanwhile, at the BAU, Hotch gathered all the members of the team at the round table. "After today, Strauss has ordered that we each take a two week vacation. We are the only team that hasn't taken a vacation and our yearly term ends in a few weeks. All cases are going to the other units in this state unless it is a dire emergency. The reason I gathered you all here today is because you will probably be contacted during your vacation about other job offers. Reid, I will be honest, you are being considered to lead a unit in California. I'm doing my best to keep you here with us, because I feel that you could learn more," Hotch stated sternly. "What? They can't think of taking Reid away," Morgan said angrily. "Morgan, you are still being considered in New York," Hotch said bluntly. "Emily, you are being considered for Interpol. You all have your choices, but I will do my best to keep you here. Any questions?" Hotch asked. When every member shook their head, Hotch smiled a rare smile. "After today, you guys are duty free. Go on your lunch breaks. Reid, I need to have a word with you," Hotch ordered. The team members filed out giving Reid sympathetic glances. "Yes sir?" Reid asked nervously shifting in his chair. "You truly are being considered, but I do think you are too young. You shouldn't have to bear the stress from the chain of command and lead a team's major decisions. I just don't want you to believe that I think you're inexperienced, but I know that you could gain more knowledge before you head your own unit. You're an easy target, and California is rough. Sometimes I think Strauss is trying to kill one of you, are we clear?" Hotch said softly. "Hotch, I don't want to go anywhere else. I don't want to lead a team, I like being a part of the team," Spencer sighed.
"I understand. I will do my best, okay? Now go on your lunch break, no coffee!" Hotch said like a stern father. Spencer smiled and walked out of the conference room. That's when Spencer got a call from Alex. "Hey Alex, what do I owe the honor?" Spencer smiled as he heard her giggle. "Let's do lunch, just you and I! I got pants on," Alex giggled. "Um, why wouldn't you?" Spencer asked. "Because I get comfortable,"Alex answered. Spencer could hear the smile in her voice. "Well, um okay. Where should we meet?" Spencer asked with a slight chuckle. "The coffee shop by your workplace. I'm already there," Alex said slyly. "What? You could've told me earlier," Spencer said walking outside heading towards the coffee shop. "Sorry, I wanted to be sure. I'll explain when you get here. Bye!" Alex hung up. Spencer smirked. 'This woman is out of this world.'
Spencer reached the coffee shop and his eyes landed right on Alex's. They both smiled as Spencer walked his way over towards her.
What Spencer and Alex didn't notice was the team members-minus Hotch and Rossi-dining a few tables away.
"I wonder what's their special for today?" JJ said. "I don't know, but I found my special," Garcia chirped pointing feverishly at the tall skinny kid and short curvaceous woman with a slight athletic build. "Whoa, that's Reid and his girl?" Emily asked. "She looks so different at the hospital!" JJ said in shock. "Dang, I'd smash that," Derek said as Penelope smacked him on the chest. "Let's get a table closer to theirs so we can listen," Prentiss said. The team got up, unnoticed and sat at the booth that had perfect viewing and hearing of the couple.
"How long were you waiting here?" Spencer asked. "Um about fifteen minutes," Alex answered. "And why aren't you at the hospital?" Spencer also decided to ask. "Because every Friday I am evaluated by my supervisor, and when he's done, I get to go home. I was at work for about forty minutes. I got there fifteen minutes early," Alex rambled slightly, causing Reid to smile. "That's when I took a quick shower to wash off any infectious diseases, for you, got in that FBI sweat shirt, that I totally planned to keep, and then went to your apartment. I then thought about your lunch break so I ran back to my apartment, got redressed and waited for your lunch break to start. Does that answer future questions Dr. Reid?" Alex said sarcastically.
"Dang she got him good," Garcia said, as Emily nodded.
"Almost," Reid said with a small smirk, catching Alex off guard. "What? I answered every question I could think of!" Alex exclaimed. "You forgot, how was your day. So, Alè, How was your day?" Spencer chuckled as Alex stared at him in disbelief. "It got better, once you came here," Alex admitted.
"Awe!" Emily said. "Ladies, keep it down please!" Morgan whispered trying to profile Alex's every move.
Alex looked out the window, but her eyes held a slight panic. "Is there something you need to tell me, Alex?" Spencer asked noticing the small flicker of panic in her eyes. "Well, I was thinking about telling my father about us, and he is going to want to meet you. My mother is very accepting, but if my father doesn't like you, then he will openly display such hate. I don't want him to scare you away," Alex said looking back at Spencer with a half-smile. "I'll leave whenever you tell me too, Alex," Spencer said softly. "I don't really have anyone else to actually leave you for." Spencer shrugged. "How could anyone not want to date you?" Alex asked. "I mean look at you! You could be a freaking model if you wanted too!" Alex extended her arms gesturing towards Reid's body.
"She has a point there," JJ said. "Hey now, if he did, then we would've never met him!" Garcia said happily.
"Um, thanks, but I'm kind of weird, and not many people like weird guys who can tell you facts about anything. I'm socially awkward," Spencer murmured. "You're not when you're around me!" Alex pointed out. "Well that's because I feel like I've met you before," Spencer smiled. "Yeah, maybe in spirit before we chose our families," Alex retorted with a smile. "It could be possible," Spencer said remembering the warmth when he died. "How does it feel?" Alex asked knowing where his thoughts were. Spencer looked at her with a small smile," Sometimes I think you could read my mind, but to answer your question, at first it feels like your drifting off, you know like when you're falling asleep. Then, you are in perfect serenity. I enjoyed being dead. It was the first time I felt truly at peace. I was surrounded by a warm bright light. Sometimes I wondered why I was so afraid to die in the first place. After feeling such warmth, I sometimes wonder if I'll get punished for purposely killing myself just so I could feel the peace again," Spencer said with a small smile.
"Reid's suicidal?" Emily asked. "No, not my pretty boy," Morgan said slightly worried. "Why didn't he tell us?" JJ said. "He will not kill himself just to feel warmth. I will make him a hot cookie and a warm blanket," Garcia said determinedly.
"Wow, then I'm right, aren't I? You really were on a downwards spiral from the moment I met you or possibly before," Alex said calmly although she could feel the fear rising from the pit of her stomach. "Yeah, you were right. I mean I'm still a recovering heroine addict, PTSD's a bitch, and then those creepy baby killing psychotic break dreams are taking their toll. The only time I had a decent sleep was at the park with you," Reid said softly.
"He cursed," JJ said in shock. "He never mentioned that he was having flashbacks," Garcia whispered. "Damn, and we knew he needed help with the dilaudid," Morgan shook his head. "Creepy baby killing psychotic break dream?" Emily asked out loud in confusion.
"Well, we will sort these emotions out. I really don't want to lose you over perfect comfort," Alex said softly. "I'm here as long as you want me too," Spencer said.
"No, Pretty Boy, you are here until you die of terminal illness or old age," Morgan muttered. "Is he going to eat?" JJ asked noticing that Reid wasn't eating. "I'll bring him some food." Morgan decided.
"But what if I die. I want you to move on and be happy," Alex said grabbing Spencer's hand. "Alex, I can't promise you that. Right now, you're the only thing keeping my thoughts away from that comfort," Spencer whispered. "Looks like we feel the same way then," Alex said with a sad smile. "What do you mean?" Spencer asked. "When you told me about your dreams, and the one where you killed yourself. I was glad that I was dead because I wouldn't want to live with out you either," Alex admitted shyly. "Call me a hypocrite, but I'd prefer it if you moved on and be happy," Spencer sighed. "What? Nope! Only if you promise," Alex smiled. "Fine, I promise!" Spencer smiled, although he secretly knew it was a lie. "Alrighty then, I promise," Alex also lied. "I think our lunch break is over, Dr. Reid," Alex giggled looking at the clock. "It is, sadly, but I will see you tonight, and hopefully under better circumstances," Spencer said guiltily. "Any circumstance makes me happy, as long as you're there, Mister Mister! When is your vacation! I could've sworn as a doctor I told your boss to give you vacation time!" Alex said frowning. "Relax, we all have the next two weeks off," Spencer said with a sly smile. "Oh, you know what that means, right?" Alex said seductively.
"Oh, Pretty Boy is getting some!" Morgan smiled. "Shut up, Morgan" JJ scolded.
"Yes, I do actually know what this means," Spencer said just as seductively.
"Dang Reid sounds sexy when he talks like that," Emily chuckled in disbelief. "Hey, keep that too yourself," Morgan laughed.
"Then what is it?" Alex laughed. "Library time!" Reid nodded happily.
Morgan and Emily choked on their coffee's as Reid said library. "No, Pretty Boy! Big mistake!" Morgan said in disbelief. "You've got to be kidding! All that over a library!" Emily scolded. "Hey, Reid likes to read," Garcia laughed at their shock. "Poor girl," JJ smiled.
"You crack me up!" Alex smiled. "Get out of here, before you get reprimanded and then I have to go over there and rip that stick out of your boss's ass!" Alex smiled, getting up with Reid and shoving him playfully out of the coffee shop. She looked past his shoulder and gasped, "Oh my gosh, look!" Alex said.
Every team member that heard her turned to look including Reid. As Reid turned to face her again in question she kissed him softly, yet quickly.
"Go, you thick-headed genius," Alex laughed at the shock on Reid's face. "Um, uh, okay," Reid nodded still in shock but smiled.
"What did we miss?" JJ asked looking at a flustered Reid and a happy Alex. "Damn, you think she knew we were here?" Derek asked leaning back in his seat. "No, she didn't seem to be observant. In fact, she seems oblivious to others actions around her," Emily pointed out. "That's all we need. An oblivious danger magnet, with an oblivious woman," JJ said shaking her head with a small smile. "But guys the bigger picture is that he seemed so happy!" Garcia gushed. "I can't wait to get my hands on her," Garcia muttered. "Well, guys let's get back since our lunch break is over. Remember don't say anything or else he probably won't let us meet her," Morgan said. They paid for their lunch and headed back to the office.
(At the BAU office)
"Hey Pretty Boy, how was lunch?" Morgan asked ruffling Reid's hair. "Um, great I guess," Spencer shrugged taking a small sip of his peppermint tea. Spencer was planning on getting himself a coffee for lunch, but Alex diverted his intentions. "Well, I have an extra bagel, if you get hungry, okay?" Morgan said making sure Reid knew he had extra food and was willing to share. "Wish it was coffee," Reid mumbled causing Morgan to laugh. "Man Reid, I swear. You are addicted to coffee!" Emily laughed. "It's not the coffee, he's addicted to. It's all that sugar he drinks," Morgan laughed. "Ha ha, guys very funny," Reid said with a lack of enthusiasm. "Oh come on Reid loosen up," Emily smiled. "How can I loosen up when I want coffee, but Hotch has to be all 'do what the doctor says or your off the field' ?" Reid complained. The caffeine withdrawals were starting to give him a headache. Morgan chuckled as Reid threw him a death glare. "How about we finish these files so we can get ready to meet Reid's girl," Emily compromised. "Right, I almost forgot," Morgan said with a sly smile. "I'm going to start growing coffee plants," Reid mumbled absent-mindedly. Morgan and Emily threw quizzical glances in Reid's direction before chuckling at the young agent's comment.
The team finished their files slightly early. Reid finished first, but offered to help his other team mates. Garcia came out and decided that it was time to give the information for where they can all meet up. "Okay, my lovely children, JJ and I decided for us to meet at a jazz don't only play jazz, but it's their specialty. They have great food too. Blues Alley. It's down by I-95. Here are the directions you guys. Don't bother to dress to impress. It's a place to just relax, okay?" Garcia informed, "It's five now, so how about we meet around seven tonight. It's about a fifty minute drive from here." "Okay, Baby Girl, We'll be there, right guys?" Morgan said as Emily and Spencer nodded. "Okey-dokey-artichokey, I'll see you all there. Don't forget to bring your ladylove, White Sugar!" Garcia twirled as she walked out of the bullpen. The team gathered their belongings and headed out.
When Reid exited the building a car pulled up in front of him. Reid stopped dead in his tracks slightly in fear, but he didn't dare show it. "Spencer, Relax it's just me," a voice said from inside the car. The window rolled down and Spencer smiled when Alex revealed herself. "Get in! The weatherman said it was supposed to rain today, and I didn't want you to get any sicker," Alex smiled as Spencer entered the vehicle. "You surprise me so much. I think you might actually be the death of me," Spencer chuckled slightly. Alex smiled widely and sped off in the distance. "Why are your windows tinted so dark?" Spencer inquired. "So nobody can see me, love," Alex said softly. "What are you hiding from?" Spencer asked hoping she'll tell him. "Nothing, it's just a safety precaution," Alex lied easily. She knew exactly what she was hiding from. She could only hope that Spencer won't be caught in the cross fires. "Would you like to go somewhere tonight?" Spencer asked shyly. "Where?" Alex asked curiously. "My team wants to meet you, officially. They wanted to arrange the meeting for tonight at a Jazz club called Blues Alley, you don't have to dress up and-" "Spencer," Alex said cutting him off. "I would love to meet your team. You can be a nervous as a chihuahua sometimes." Alex giggled and Spencer smiled. He likes the fact that she figures out what he's trying to say before his mouth can catch up. She may not be a genius, but her mind works just as fast as his. "Wonderful. It's about a forty minute drive from the apartment. I calculated the interstate speed with the actual traffic speed with the time of day, we can actually get there around thirty-five minutes, but that also depends on the storm. Air resistance could play a major factor," Reid rambled. Alex smiled, she always loved when Reid rambled. Reid looked over at Alex. She was indeed in his FBI sweat shirt, but this time he could see more of her thigh. That's when he realized that she wasn't wearing shorts. "I know, I'm only wearing my underwear. Your sweat shirt is like a dress that I'd go clubbing in," Alex laughed when she noticed Reid's contemplative stare. "Oh, uh, wow," Spencer said trying to subside that all too familiar burn. In twelve minutes time, Alex pulled into her usual parking space. Spencer jumped out of the car and opened the door for her, much to her surprise. "Oh, I see you are the perfect gentleman," Alex complemented with a small blush. They walked in comfortable silence until they reached Alex's apartment. "You want to come in?" Alex asked. "You are welcome here like how you welcomed me into your room," Alex laughed. "I just want to get dressed real quick." Alex said walking towards her bedroom. Spencer just smiled as he sat on her couch. He looked around examining her apartment. Almost the same layout, but she only had one window. "No one can see me," Spencer murmured in thought. He walked up towards the window and pulled some of the blinds back. "Fire escape. Second way out of the apartment," Spencer imagined someone breaking in and the only option was down the fire escape. "Lights are dim," No one would know when you're home or not," Spencer whispered. "What are you hiding from?"
"What do you think," Alex said as she walked back into the living room. Spencer broke out of his thoughts at the sound of her voice and smiled. It was a simple deep purple shirt, with black skinny jeans, and black flats with a small matching purple bow. "You look ravishing," Spencer complemented. "You and your wide range vocabulary,"Alex laughed as she walked over towards him. She got on her tippy toes as Spencer bent over to give her a kiss. Alex giggled at the awkwardness their different heights create. "Are you going to change?" Alex asked hoping he would. She wanted him to be comfortable. "Uh yeah. We do have time," Spencer said looking at his watch as they made their way to the door. She locked up her apartment and they walked up the three flights of stairs to get to his room. Once inside Alex made her way to the couch as Spencer walked into his bedroom. Keeping it simple, Reid decided upon a dark purple shirt, only because he likes purple, and black slacks. He put on his converse and walked out. "Wow that was fast," Alex said turning to look at him. Her eyes widened as her mouth fell agape, to the way Spencer looked without the sweater vest. "Uh, yeah. I like purple and These pants were already ironed, and black goes with everything," Spencer shrugged. "You look sexy," Alex said softly. Spencer blushed deeply as his eyes fell to the floor. She was the first person to ever say that too him in person. "Uh, thanks," Spencer said shyly. "Well, I think we should get going Spencer, the weather might not be so good, and it's almost six thirty," Alex smiled brightly. Spencer grabbed her hand and helped her up, but to her surprise he lifted her up and pressed her against his body, her legs wrapped around his waist, and kissed her deeply. She opened her mouth allowing him access to explore, as he did the same. Her lips tasted like a sweet coffee and his lips tasted like peppermint tea. She ran her fingers through his hair as Spencer carried her weight. Lost in a daze, Spencer slowly drifted backwards, only slightly loosing balance and ending up in his reading chair. Alex nor Reid noticed as they got lost into each other. Alex gently ran her hands down the front of his chest as Spencer shuddered. Spencer held onto her as if his life depended on her presence. Without breaking their kiss, Alex slowly untucked his shirt from his pants. Spencer ran his hands up her shirt savoring the soft tan skin. Alex felt tingles run up her spine from the intimate touch. She slowly began to undo Spencer's belt. Reid moaned quietly at the intimate feeling. Then the phone rang. They both froze, knowing that it was probably a case. "I thought you had the next two weeks off," Alex whispered breathing heavily. "I thought so too," Reid said slowly as he reached for the phone. "Hello?" Spencer said in a soft husky like voice.
"Reid?" JJ's voice tingled through the line.
"Yes?" Reid said trying to catch his breath.
"What's going on? I just called to remind you about tonight," JJ said, although she has a distinct feeling she knew why Reid sounded like that.
"Right, I almost forgot thanks, JJ," Reid said as he ended the call, leaving JJ shocked and confused.
Alex sat up, and crawled off of Reid's lap. "What was that about?" Alex asked hoping he didn't get a last minute emergency case. "JJ called to remind me about letting you meet them," Reid said blushing as he noticed how disheveled her shirt was. Spencer looked down at himself and saw how his shirt was untucked and his belt was undid. "Um, I say, we fix ourselves and head out," Alex giggled. "Dr. Reid, once again you are a tease!" Spencer smiled happily, glad that he didn't upset her with his not to honorable actions. "If it makes you feel better, I couldn't help myself either," Alex smiled reassuringly. "Um, right. Sorry, I don't know what came over me," Spencer blushed as he stood to tuck his shirt back into his pants. "I know what came over you!" Alex exclaimed. "What?" Spencer questioned curiously. He could tell her all about the chemicals in his body that could make him act in such a way, but a part of him wants to hear her theories as well. "You felt confident in yourself, and acted upon impulse," Alex smiled. She understands Reid as if he was her life-long friend. "You know, Dopamine, which makes you feel happy, serotonin and norepinephidrine, which makes you feel excited. PEA is the addictive element, and later in a relationship, helps the transition from romance and lust to the so-called 'bonding' phase. I think you're right though, you gave me confidence in which elicited my brain to release such chemicals throughout my body to make me react in such a genuine way," Spencer said his hands moving amiably as he spoke. "What's norepine-di-dine?" Alex asked trying to pronounce the word correctly. Spencer grabbed a sweater, although it would be to big for her, he didn't want to take a chance of her getting cold. "Norepinephidrine is similar to adrenaline. It constricts the blood vessels and increase blood pressure and sugar levels, hence you get that excited feeling, or if you have extremely low blood pressure, norepinephidrine acts as a medication given by medical doctors, like you," Spencer said as they stepped out of the apartment complex. "So, I diagnosed you as prehypertensive, and norepine- whatever that word is- increases blood pressure. Do you think that this chemical can actually cause you more damage than good?" Alex asked wanting to hear his theories. "Well, in my opinion there's quite a counterbalance between the two. Medication wise, norepinephidrine can be lethal. In a sense, it can cause slow heart rate, severe headaches, diabetes, and so much more, but the hypothalamus's key job is to maintain equilibrium throughout the body. So, let's say it doesn't," Reid said as he opened the door for Alex to get into the car. Reid closed the door softly and walked over to the drivers seat and put the key into the ignition. "Too much norepinephidrine is detrimental, but norepinephidrine gives extreme joy and lack of appetite. It's like the feeling you get when you have a crush on a guy, or girl." Reid said glancing in her direction. "In, my case, prehypertension is caused by stress, and joy is the medication. Because happiness and laughter reduces stress, in my case, it wouldn't be a problem, unless I get back on my dilaudid kick," Spencer finished quietly. Alex looked at him in surprise. "You still crave it," Alex concluded. "It's been less than two years, Alex," Spencer said. Alex could practically see him building up an emotional wall at that moment, so she let the matter drop. They drove in a tense silence until they reached Blues Alley. Reid got out first and walked over to her side and opened the door for her. "Thanks," Alex mumbled hoping that his attitude might change for the better. She didn't mean to make him feel vulnerable.
"I told him not to be late!" Garcia whined. "Baby girl, remember, Reid is driving," Morgan laughed. "Guys they're here!" JJ exclaimed. "But they look so tense," Emily pointed out. "You think they had a fight?" Garcia asked. "I don't know baby girl, but I know that look in Reid's eyes. He's blocking her out," Morgan noted. "Why would he do that?" Emily asked curiously. JJ and Garcia looking at Morgan expecting an answer. "It's something Pretty Boy does when he feels under attack. He detaches his mind from his emotions. That was the major problem we he first joined the team. He'd build up walls, and he wouldn't let anybody in. Except for Gideon," Morgan commented as he put on a smile. "Wonder what she did to get him like that," JJ said sarcastically. JJ was ready to beat that woman's ass for hurting Spencer when he was supposed to have a good time. "Hey Pretty Boy! Morgan exclaimed catching Reid's detached attention. Reid's head snapped towards the sound as his eyes found Morgan's face.
Alex couldn't take anymore of the silence. She heard someone yell 'Pretty Boy,' and Reid froze to locate the owner of the voice. Before he took a step, Alex grabbed his hand, which caused him to turn and look at her. "Spencer, I am so sorry. I can't take it if I hurt you and you won't tell me. I have things to learn too, but right now I would rather you talk to me. I don't care if I have to blow your friends off. Spencer, you come first," Alex said her eyes begging. Spencer looked down at the ground. He looked at her in the eyes, and Alex could truly see how much pain and sadness his eyes held. "Alex, it's not you. I hate myself. I hate some of the decisions I've made for myself. When you asked me, if I still craved, all the resentment I felt about myself came rushing back. I don't deserve a wonderful woman like you!" Reid said his voice wavering. "I'm pathetic, weak, possible schizophrenic, and to top it off, a druggie," Spencer finally said allowing his anger to come forward. Alex smiled sadly and gripped his hand once more. "I love wonderful, strong, madly insane, addicts, Spencer. You are everything I could possibly want and more. You may not think so, but I know so. I don't ever date anything less than the best. You may be socially awkward and kind of shy, but you have a heart of gold that is shielded with steal, and impenetrable with diamonds. You have been hurt, so you've locked you heart. I get that, but if I have to turn into a diamond cutter, and a metal melter, then I will if it means I get to keep the treasure within. Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you will learn how big and precious it is," Alex finished. Spencer smiled and gripped her hand. "I'm sorry for my actions. I was being a bit closed, but I'll make it up to you," Spencer said feeling happier that he actually talked to her about their former issue. "I'll hold you to that Doctor Reid," Alex smiled as they approached the small group of FBI agents.
"Guys, This is Alexandra Romanov, my girlfriend," Reid stated awkwardly as Alex waved shyly. "Hi Alex, I'm sure you remember us all," Garcia said as she recalled the millions of questions each member asked the poor girl when she was Reid's doctor. "Well, what can I say, you guys are one of a kind," Alex giggled slightly, stepping closer to Reid. Reid clasped her hand in his and squeezed it encouragingly. "Thanks sweetie, you're definitely one of a kind if you can truly capture our boy genius's heart," Garcia said controlling the conversation. Reid blushed slightly at the comment, he felt as if this was awkward. He wasn't used to having his personal life being out in the open, but he figured if she wants to meet them, and they want to meet her, then he wouldn't complain at all. "Well, it wasn't easy, but I think I figured it out," Alex winked. "Whoa whoa whoa, ladylove, what are you telling me here?" Derek said with a mischievous grin. "What I'm saying is whips, chains, and burning books are the way to go!" Alex said seriously. Reid blushed heavily as the team laughed. When they saw Reid and Alex's expressions, they stopped. "Wait, are you being serious?" Emily asked. Alex giggled slightly and the team shared confused glances. "You mean, actual whips, chains, and books on fire?" Derek asked shocked. "Yes, I like to call it our own personal hell," Alex said with a sly smile. Spencer then caught on and continued to look embarrassed. "Spencer, is she lying," JJ asked in horror. "No, not exactly, she's right. It is our own personal hell," Spencer agreed now that he thought about it. Spencer figured that her family was doing something very dangerous which could cause them both danger, and his health isn't exactly perfect, which would exactly put them in a bit of a hell hole. They both have their insecurities, Spencer just hopes that he can help her get through hers as amicably as she does for him. "Wow, Spencer, I would have never thought," Garcia said with a slight giggle, "But this is totally going down into my nickname book!" Garcia laughed happily as she imagined Spencer and Alex enjoying their 'Personal hell.' JJ wasn't sure how to react to that, but she made a mental note to ask Spencer about that later. "Yes, so now that all the awkward weird questions are out of the way, how about we start having some real fun!" Alex exclaimed. Emily and Garcia smiled brightly, Derek was still in shock. "Oh! I know let's go dancing," Emily said grabbing both Garcia and Alex, dragging them to the dance floor. Where the other couples were dancing to the random pop song the Blues Alley always mixed in there, so as to not bore the crowd. "Spence," JJ said while shaking her head.
"Your girl is almost as out there as Garcia! Personal Hell?" Derek asked with a small smile. "Yea, she's pretty fun to be with," Spencer agreed. "You should be with her on that dance floor, Spence," JJ giggled slightly. Spencer blushed as he looked at her dancing wildly with Garcia and Emily. "Uh, I think I'll actually pass. She's not that fun," Spencer said hoping that would keep his friends from forcing him. "Ha! Not that fun anymore, huh?" Derek smiled. "She's pretty and she's awesome, I think the girls like her already Reid. She may have passed this test," Derek summed up for Reid. "Really?" Spencer asked with a childlike sparkle in his eyes. "Yes, Spence, unless Papa Hotch catches something that we don't," JJ said rather happily. Morgan looked at her curiously, but she didn't notice.
The song was over and The three girls came back. "Did you ladies have fun," Derek asked with a cheeky smile. "Actually, yes!" Garcia laughed. "Hey, Reid?" Emily began. "Yes?" Spencer said slowly wondering what she had up her sleeve. "Garcia and I wanted to show you something about the history of this place, we thought you would enjoy it," Emily answered with a small smile. "Don't worry, Pretty Boy, your ladylove will be in good hands," Derek said as Emily led Spencer away with Garcia walking closely behind.
"So Alex," Derek smiled charmingly. "Yes?" Alex said with her own charming voice. "What made you ask Pretty Boy out?" Morgan said passive aggressively. JJ had a small smile formed upon her lips as she saw the color drain from Alex's face. "Um, I guess I just saw him and it was just an instant attraction. I wasn't about to let that go to waste," Alex answered finding her voice and using what her parents taught her to her advantage. "How sweet," JJ said bitter sweetly. "Why was Reid guarded when you first came in?" Morgan asked slightly serious. Alex swallowed nervously. She didn't know if Reid would even tell his team. "Don't worry, we won't tell him what you tell us," JJ reassured. "Fine, I made a comment about his drug addiction and I guess it hurt him more than I thought it would," Alex said quickly but her face was neutral. JJ's eyes went wide and Derek lost his voice.
"He told you?" JJ finally asked. He never told her much of anything about his addiction. "Yes, he tells me everything," Alex said as if it was the most normal thing. "Oh? Did he tell you about Lila?" JJ said with a hint of menace. Once again Morgan looked at JJ as if she lost her mind. Alex felt her heart speed up at the thought of some other woman trying to kiss Reid. "Yes, he did. He also told me about you. I guess he was right," Alex said sarcastically as she got up and decided to go find Spencer.
"JJ, what the hell?" Derek demanded. "What?" JJ said innocently. "How is Spencer going to let us in if you are going to offend the one person who cares about him intimately. Spencer comes with baggage, do you think she needs us to add more to that?" Derek said reasonably. "I guess you're right," JJ said. "I just want her to be perfect for him, you know? Spencer is sensitive, if she leaves him after they get so attached, then what is really going to happen to him?" JJ said defending her point. Morgan thought for a second. "I guess you're right, but we need to be adults about this, okay?" Morgan said looking JJ straight in the eye. "Alright," JJ said with a smile. JJ couldn't keep her mind off of Alex's words though. 'What did he say about me?' JJ pondered.
Alex walked down the dimly lit corridor. She saw Garcia's bright yellow and pink striped dress and walked over towards her. "Garcia?" Alex called quietly. Garcia jumped and quickly turned around to face the minuscule girl. "Hey sweetie," Garcia smiled once she realized that it was just Alex. "Where's Spencer?" Alex asked quite solemnly. "Uh, follow me," Garcia said as she furrowed her brows at the new tone of Alex's voice. "Spencer!" Garcia halfway yelled catching Spencer off guard. He spun around quickly almost lost his step. "What's going on?" Spencer asked when Garcia approached him. "Oh, nothing, Alex was looking for you, so I brought her,"Garcia said gesturing to Alex. Spencer noticed that sad look in Alex's eyes and automatically snapped his attention to her. "Thanks Garcia. Can we be alone?" Spencer asked. "Uh, Yea," Garcia said as she patted Alex's shoulder and walked out of the small room.
"Alex, what's wrong?" Spencer asked pulling her towards him. "It's nothing I was just thinking, and I wanted to spend some time with you. I feel like your friends wanted to keep us separated for questioning. I wanted to spend time with you too," Alex half lied. "Uh, okay. Are you sure that's it? Alex I'm a profiler, I can see when you're hurt," Spencer said quietly. "It's okay, I just missed you, that's all," Alex lied even more. Although lying to Spencer nearly broke her heart, she didn't want him to turn against his friends. "Let's head back," Alex said quietly. Spencer nodded as they walked back towards the blues dance hall.
"Hey Pretty Boy!" Derek exclaimed happy that they didn't leave because of JJ's outburst. Spencer looked at Derek quizzically wondering why he was so excited that he's back. "I see your ladylove has finally found you," Derek smiled cheekily. "Um, yeah she did," Spencer said slowly. Although he could trust Alex, he knew that she was truly upset, and it must have taken place while she was in Derek and JJ's care. Alex looked over at JJ, and JJ averted her eyes. Alex was quite pleased with herself. "Hey, Spencer, you want to come and get drinks for everyone? I saw that tonight drinks were free!" Alex said while giving Spencer a 100 watt smile. Spencer smiled back and looked at the team, "What would you all like?" Spencer asked kindly. "Ooh! Fliritiny," Garcia smiled happily. "Red Devil would be nice," said Emily. "Um, I'll just take some water," JJ admitted knowing she now has a son to take care of. "Hmm Black Sunday, my man," Derek laughed. Spencer nodded with a small smile and walked towards the bar with Alex.
The team was secretly watching the couple's actions towards each other. "I noticed that every time Spencer moves, she move in that same direction," Emily said knowingly. "Like a magnet," Garcia chirped. "They obviously like each other a lot," Derek added. "He wasn't mad when Alex and he came back," JJ said confused. "That's because she didn't tell him, Jay," Derek said. "Tell him what?" Garcia asked. "Yeah," Emily agreed. "Well, JJ and Alex had a bit of an argument regarding Pretty Boy. JJ wanted to make sure that Alex was a good girl, but she attacked Alex pretty harshly," Derek filled in while JJ decided to just look at the couple interact. "It's okay JJ we all want the best for Spencer," Garcia said to cheer up JJ. "Thanks," JJ smiled. The team continued to watch the couple's opposite yet equal attraction. It was quite moving in a way. "Alex has a high social IQ, and a pretty high intelligence. She can keep up with Spencer at times," Derek said softly. "Yeah, but Spencer has a low social IQ, but a beyond high intelligence," Emily stated. "Alex tends to find the strength in Spencer's weaknesses," Derek added to their mini profile. "And Spencer tends to give Alex the courage to take a risk," Emily pointed. "They communicate," JJ stated. "That's a good start to any relationship," Garcia laughed halfheartedly. "Yes, but Alex can read Spencer like a book," Derek said broodingly. "What's wrong with that?" Garcia asked confused. "Spencer can't read her that well. It means that Alex isn't telling Spencer everything. She is not opening up as much as he is. This probably won't end well," Derek sighed. "Wait, you think she might leave him?" JJ asked in shock. "I don't know JJ. Spencer has been open with Alex for the most part. I mean, he told her about his drug addiction. He never told me," Derek admitted sadly. Garcia gasped at Derek's accusation. "Maybe she's ashamed of something!" Garcia defended slightly.
"Morgan's right, Garcia," Emily added. "Listen to Spencer and Alex talk. If we are quiet enough then maybe we can hear them," Emily said quickly. With a nod from the group they all listened.
"You know, my dad will like you, Spencer. Don't worry!" Alex laughed slightly. "What if he hates me and decides to off it with my head?!" Spencer yelped. "Then I will easily rebel and avenge your death," Alex stated calmly. "Oh no!" Spencer groaned. "What?" Alex asked confused. "You didn't admit that he won't kill me!" Spencer said shakily. "Oh Spencer, just relax! He will like you because you are smart, sensitive, quirky, and because I have you!" Alex said while hitting his arm. "Now relax! I won't let him touch you!" Alex assured him. "Okay," Spencer sighed. "Good! You know your team thinks we are into S&M," Alex stated with a giggle. Spencer smiled brightly. 'Well, we never said that we had sex, they just assumed that our personal hell was in the bedroom, even though it was in a way," Spencer said quickly. "You're right! Here let's put it like this our brains had sex, but not our bodies," Alex giggled. "That's impossible," Spencer admitted. "I'm speaking figuratively Spencer," Alex laughed. "Ooh!" Spencer quipped. "You are officially the best thing that's ever happened to me," Alex admitted with a shy smile. Spencer blushed slightly and said, "I would hope so because I feel as if… Did you know that the natural population of grasshoppers dynamic are an important part of the North American rangeland ecosystem and an important factor in the economies that derive from the rangeland?" Spencer covered up easily.
"Why did he do that?" Garcia asked. "He uses his knowledge to hide his true emotions. He uses his brain as a shield," Derek answered easily.
"No, Spencer I didn't, but what do you feel? You were about to say it," Alex raised an eyebrow playfully. "I, uh, feel that grasshoppers shouldn't be hopping in the dance?" Spencer said randomly. Alex looked at Spencer confused for a second. "Um, Spencer, we both know that you don't usually say things that don't make sense," Alex admitted. "You can tell me, I won't get all mad." Spencer looked at the floor shyly. He looked into Alex's twinkling light brown eyes and said, "I think I may be falling in love with you, but I'm scared because we have only been together for two days now."
The group stared at the couple in shock. JJ felt her heart crack at his admission, but hers wasn't the only one. Derek felt his heart sink too. "Watch her tell him that she's falling for him," Garcia smiled brightly. She was happy for Spencer.
"Oh, Spencer that's normal," Alex said softly while reaching to stroke his hands. Spencer could see all the love in her eyes, but she didn't vocalize it. Spencer was happy that, although she didn't say it, she felt it too. "I think the drinks are ready," Spencer admitted shyly. Alex nodded and grabbed a couple of drinks.
"Damn, she doesn't feel the same way," Derek guessed. "Oh! My poor baby might get his heart broken. Maybe she's too shy to say it!" Garcia said trying to bring back some hope. "Uh, I don't know Penelope," Emily said sadly. "How would Spencer react to a broken heart?" JJ questioned. The team stopped talking as soon as the main couple was back with everyone's drink. "Thanks you guys," Emily smiled. "Yes, you both are so CUTE TOGETHER," Garcia said quite forcefully. "Baby Girl, what are you doing?" Derek chuckled. "Oh, nothing. It just seems like LOVE IS IN THE AIR," Garcia said pronouncing each word. "Penelope, relax there's a lot of time for things to happen in the world," JJ said while giving Garcia a look that said, 'Don't blow our cover.' "Right, too much violence," Garcia laughed awkwardly.
Spencer and Alex just watched the team in confusion. "What did we miss?" Alex whispered to Reid. "Um, I'm guessing a conversation about the evils of the world?" Spencer questioned.
"So, Alex, did you and Spencer already talk about having kids?" Garcia asked causing multiple members to choke on their drinks. "That's a little early, Baby Girl, don't you think?" Derek asked looking at the woman like she was crazy. "Yeah, Garcia, they just met," JJ added. Emily just giggled at Garcia's random question. "Relax guys, it's just a question," Garcia laughed joyfully, "So, did you?" Garcia asked with a sweet smile. Alex and Spencer shared a look. "Um," Alex started, "I guess, but it wasn't anything serious. We talked about us having a child that dies because Spencer kills it," Alex said unable to form the words correctly in her head. It was dream, yes, but technically it was the only time they did talk about it. Everyone stared at Spencer as if he grown an extra head. "Pretty Boy, why?" Derek asked while shaking his head. Spencer looked at Alex eyes wide. 'Sorry' Alex mouthed. "Um, wild imagination, I suppose," Spencer laughed nervously. "No, junior G-man! I want to spoil the baby, not bury it!" Garcia said while hitting Spencer in the arm. "It was not a major talk! I had a random thought and I explained it to her," Spencer said slowly. He didn't want to admit that these 'thoughts' were those dreams that's been plaguing him. Alex nodded innocently. "Spencer.. You are so weird!" Emily laughed half-heartedly. Spencer smiled nervously, hoping that the team doesn't think of him as a psychopath.
"Well, Alex has to go to work tomorrow, so we better get going. We don't want her to mess up someone's diagnosis now do we?" Spencer said with a fake smile. "Oh right, we have the next two weeks off, but Ladylove doesn't," Derek agreed. "Awe! We were having so much fun!" Garcia whined childishly. "Well, Alex, it was nice meeting you," Emily said while giving Alex a small hug. "It was nice meeting you too," Alex said happily. "I hope you had a great time, and thank you," JJ said hoping that Alex wouldn't tell Spencer about their little quarrel once they are alone. "You're welcome," Alex smiled charmingly. "Bye guys," Spencer waved awkwardly.
Garcia had a small frown at their accusations, but didn't refute them. "I think they're the cutest couple out there. He's tall, she's short. He very pale, she has a nice brown tint to her skin. He has french in his blood which means that he's pretty emotional, and she's russian so she all physical. They are perfect for each other. It's like they fill out each other's flaws," Garcia practically sang. "Well, I think they could make it, but Spencer needs to be careful. He did tell her he's falling in love with her, but she didn't say it back," Derek said slowly. "All in all I think this should be taken up to Hotch and Rossi, they are the better profilers and she did pass our test," Emily said looking at each of the members. "I won't lie, she had us with that S&M though," JJ laughed. The team agreed as they all gathered their belongings and headed out of the building.
Spencer and Alex were already driving towards their apartment in silence except for the rain that created a nice background noise. Spencer glanced over and saw that Alex was sleeping soundly in the passenger seat. After about another thirty minutes of driving in silence, Spencer pulled into the parking lot and parked the car. Not wanting to wake up Alex, Spencer quietly shut his car door, and walked quickly to her side. He opened the door and locked it so he wouldn't have to once he closed the door. Then he grabbed her purse, taking her keys out in the process, and he gently picked up Alex bridal style and closed the door with his foot. He gently walked his way to the building and a worker opened the door for him. Spencer nodded his thanks and walked straight towards the stairwells. He pushed open the door with his back, and began to trek the stairs until he reached the fifth floor. Spencer was quite surprised at how little Alex weighed. Spencer unlocked the door with her keys, turned the knob and walked straight towards her bedroom where he laid her down on the bed gently. Spencer walked back towards the front door and locked it. He sighed in content and moved back to Alex's bedroom where he gathered blankets and placed them over her. He grabbed a chair from her mirror and pulled it close to the bed. Spencer sat there and watched her sleep for what felt like hours. Spencer could feel his eyes drooping and tried to fight the tiredness that has fell over him. Spencer knew he was being irrational, but he didn't want to take a chance with the nightmares tonight. He focused on Alex's face. Her hair was lazily strewn across the pillows and she had a small smile. Spencer was happy that she was having a good dream. Spencer rested his his head on his arms and laid himself halfway on the bed from his sitting position in the chair. Slowly, he drifted off to sleep.
A/N: Now she is just a plot to this story! Her character just gave me a reason to toss and turn Reid in multiple ways without there always being a case that had gone wrong! I'm still trying to get to the main point of the story, but I want to take my dear sweet time with it! It may start out like a love story, but it really is about to change! This is just the beginning... Remember my mention of calm before the storm... Well.. It's pretty calm...