A/N: Sorry for the late update. I already explained why I'm updating late in a author's note and I'm not gonna say it again but I needed something to take my mind off it so I finally decided to write. I actually checked over it this time but I'm sure theres still mistakes. Anyway heres the latest installment to If Love Is Enough. Enjoy.
Emily POV
Mmm I love waking up to my beautiful girlfriend. I'm so glad me and Hanna finally made it offical. It was killing me not to be able to call her my girlfriend. To kiss those lips in public. I wonder what is up with that text from A about Hanna and Maya. Probably just A being A. Besides I don't wanna worry about that right now. I should probably wake Han now before we're late to school. Maybe I'll just let her sleep a little longer while I make breakfast so she won't complain as much. Wait but this is Hanna Marin she takes forever to get ready.
"Han, wake up its time to get ready for school."
"Ugh its too early. Go back to bed. Sleep time."
"Han, were gonna be late for school. We aleady slept late. Come on Sparia is probably waiting for us. Spencer said she has good news."
"Fine, but only cuz I gotta make sure Ari's ok."
"What about Spencer. She's our friend too and Aria isn't the only one hurting."
"Yeah well it goes Hannily I mean of course we're first, Haria, Spanna, Halison if she was still here but my point is its always Ar over Spence. I mean don't get me wrong I love Spencer but who do I have the better releationship with."
"Just get dressed before I have to do it for you."
"If thats your idea of a threat then its just turning me on. You know maybe you should do for me Em."
"As fun as that sound Sparia needs us."
"Ugh fine. But its for you not them."
Sparia's ''study date'' went well last night. That is until Aria got a text from her good friend A. Is Sparia gonna make it?
Lunch at Rosewood High
"Spencer? I thought you said you had good news. Where's Aria?" asked Emily concerned about the sad look on her friend's face
"Probably crying in the bathroom." mumbled Hanna
"Whats your problem Han! Why do you hate me so much all of a sudden! What did I ever do to you, huh? And fyi Aria is not crying in the bathroom. She's with Mr. Fitz." Spencer shot back
"Calm down Spence, and babe seriously whats your problem? I get it your team Aria. I'm team Spencer. That doesn't explain why your treating Spence like this all of a sudden."
"Your right and I'm sorry Spence, I just have alot going on right now."
"Its ok Hanna. We fight all the time I'm used to it. Besides I love you too much to fight with you right now and I don't care that I'm not your favorite as long as I'm above Alison.
"Trust me, theres no way in hell I'd ever choose Ali over you."
"Ok so what happened with you and Aria? By the way you were talking last night I thought you two were back together?" questioned Emily
"We were until she got a text from A."
Emily has a uneasy look on her face .
"Whats wrong Em?"
"Nothing I'm just a little tired thats all. Tired of A"
"Ok Em whatever you say. answered Spencer deciding to ignore the look on her friend's face. So anyway she got a text from A saying she should watch out for me and can she really trust me."
"Well can she?"
"Em. What the hell thats our friend your talking to!"
"Of course she can trust me A just led her on to believe I'm keeping something from her."
"Well are you?" questions the blonde
"Well kinda but-"
"Spence you know A loves secrets and you shouldn't try to be hiding anything especially from your girlfriend. You should know better." Emily says more to Hanna then Spencer
"Its not my secret its someone elses."
"Well did you tell her that.''
"Yes but-"
"But nothing Spence if its not your secret then you should have just told her if you wanted to save your already fragile releationship."
"Its not my secret to tell Em and besides she probably would have told the person that doesn't need to know and it would come back to bite me in the ass for telling her because I know she would tell!"
"Well what is it?"
"I can't tell you either Emily dammit! If I could tell you then I could tell her now just back the hell off!"
"Han aren't you gonna say something?!'' questions Emily
"Look I'm Ben and thats between y'all"
"Its my names Bennit and I'm not in it or my names Paul and thats between y'all" corrected Spencer
"Look Spencer to you want me to have your back or what?"
"Sorry its my OCD"
*Bell rings ending lunch
Later that day
Hanna POV
*on the phone with Maya
Don't worry about it. Emily has know idea about this. Trust me just let me handle it, let her down easy. It will be better for her coming from me. Ok bye love you My My.
"I knew it you have been screwing Maya haven't you!"
"Emily, babe what are you talking about?"
"Don't 'babe' me Hanna and you know exactly what I'm talking. I heard you on the phone with Maya and I got a text from A!"
"Since when do we ever believe anything frickin A says. And that conversation was not what you think. Besides you shouldn't be listening in on my conversations. Gosh Em, why the hell do you think I picked you. Your not supposed to be that type of girlfriend!"
"Picked me over who Hanna? Maya? Aria? Spencer maybe? Hell maybe even Caleb? Was one of those right or are you more of a whore then I thought you were?!"
"What did you just say to me?!"
"You're a WHORE Hanna W- H- O- R- E!"
"Screw you Emily! We're done. Spencer thought her and Aria were a mistake. If anything was a mistake it was me and you!"
" Go to-"
"No you go to hell Emily! And by the way Spencer was keeping mine and Maya's secret if you really must know."
"What secret?"
"I don't have to tell you that because your not my girlfreind anymore. Or my friend."
"Dammit Hanna just tell me! I can't possibly get anymore hurt then I already am."
"Fine. Me and Maya dated 3 months ago. And you weren't gonna be my first time. With a girl that is cuz you know about me and Caleb but anyway yeah I screwed Maya. Happy now!"
"All asked for was the truth and you gave it to me so yeah I guess you could say I'm happy in a way but of course I'm still hurt."
"I know and I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you Em. Spencer knew the truth about me and Maya from the begininng and I begged her not to tell because I love you and I didn't want to mess this up but it looks like I did anyway. And before you ask what that conversation with Maya was about well it was about you and her. She felt bad for the way she was using you like that but then she fell for you and yeah she was just using you in the beginning. She didn't want to hurt you so she decided it would be easier if you weren't friends anymore and I told her I would handle it. When I said 'love you' it was just like what I would say to Spencer or Aria and calling her 'My My' was just like calling Spencer 'Spence' or Aria 'Ar or Ari' or you 'Em' or hell even Alison 'Ali'. Its always been you Em. Even when I was with her. Thats why we broke up. I was always too afraid to make the first move with you."
"I love you too Hanna but I don't think you and I will work. I hope we can always stay friends though."
"Of course we can stay friends. Thats the only thing about dating friends, when you break up its hard to go back to normal."
"I gotta go. I'm late to swim practice. See ya later Hanna."
"Yeah see ya later Em."
Meanwhile at Spencer's house
"So you were really just keeping Hanna's secret to help Hanna and keep Emily from getting hurt?" questioned the tiny brunette
"Yup." replied Spencer emotionless
"Well you still could have told me and I woundn't have told."
"Yeah but you don't know the secret and I should have told Emily because if she found out from A or something and knew that I knew she would be so hurt. I just couldn't let you know to because then she'd be hurt by all of us."
"Thats a good point. So are we really over or what?"
"I thinks thats whats best for now. I mean who knows maybe we''ll end up together again one day but todays just not the day."
"Yeah, ok. I guess thats best." Aria replies with hurt in her voice
"Hey, Ari. You know I love you right. I just think this is best so i don't lose you as a friend one day too."
"I get it. It just hurts knowing that I may never be with the love of my life again if I don't wanna risk losing you forever oneday. And I love you too Spencey."
"Ok, um I gotta go to feild hocky practice. Big game tomorrow. Will you be there?"
"I wouldn't miss it for the world bye Spence."
"Bye Ar. You can just let yourself out when your ready."
Ok so what did you think? I'm in a writing mood so 3-5 reviews and I update. Next chap has some Spemily and Haria (friendship) but will they turn into new releationships and what happens with Ali back in the picture. With Hanna out of the way will Paige make a move? If she does will she get rejected? Just how despreate (and crazy) will Paige get. Guess you"ll just have to keep coming back to find out.