A/N: Ok so I've decided to keep this story based on my number of followers which even though its still a small number is more then I expected. All I have left to say is just bare with me on the realationship changes and the Ali thing because I don't know why she faked he rdeath yet she wasn't supposed to but I decided she did because of personal issuses and it just helps me in a weird way. Btw for any Paily fans there might be yes Paige is well actually I guess will be since I haven't got to that yet be crazy in love with Emily but they're not gonna happen. I have other plans for Paige but if your a Paily fan and want some Paily I'll try to write a one-shot or something for them because they're personally not my favortite but I want to know what you want to see. Tell me a couple and if they don't end up in this one I'll put them in another or in one-shot and if you want just give me a prompt and I'll start working on one just whatever you want to see or don't want to see tell me and I'll see what I can do. Ok so now for the story I hope you like it.
Hanna POV
This is just so much to take in. Emily and Spencer are in love and Aria is in love with me. Of course I love Aria but I'm not sure if its in that way and I don't I'm over Emily yet or ready to move on. Of course I want to but I just don't know if I am or can. Then there's Maya. I can't tell if I still have feelings for her or if I just miss her. She was the first girl I ever loved. I always thought that would be Emily but somehow I just fell in love with her. She helped me come out of the closet then I broke her heart by choosing Emily. She had been so patient with me and then one day I decided to want the girl the been in love with ever since she moved to Rosewood. I mean sure we were together and she loved me but it was Emily she really wanted and I took her. We both knew that we weren't gonna be together forever or anything like that its just that we had feelings for each other and eventually feel in love then I fianlly decide to stop hiding behind that closet door and just come out and I dump her when Emily asks me out. I said yes to Emily who was supposed to be her girl one day while I was still with her then dumped her over a text that said "Hey My sorry but it looks like we're over. Emily just asked me out can you believe it. Anyway gtg she's waiting on me oh and plz don't say anything to her. I don't wanna screw this up or hurt her in any way. Love My". Like how could I do that to her. I asked her not to tell Emily because I didn't want to hurt her when in reality it was Maya's heart I was breaking with every I typed. Maya was more than just an amazing girlfriend. She was an amazing friend even after the way I treated her and after me and Emily decided to end things I realized that maybe Maya really was the right girl for me. But Aria is just so I don't even know like I can't even. I think I should give Aria a shot. Right now she needs someone and its not gonna be Spencer anymore because she has Emily so it should be me. I didn't love Maya in the begininng but I fell it love with her so it could happen with Aria. Maybe it has and I just ahven't realized it yet. I mean like think about how over protective I was of Aria. No I think I should talk to Maya and see how I really feel about her and how she really feels about me. I owe it to both Aria and Maya. I promised Aria I would try really hard not to hurt her and it would hurt if I didn't do this. Wait if I do choose Maya then it would hurt her even more. I guess I'll talk to her first.
"Hey Ar. You Awake?"
"What? Huh? Oh yeah I'm up well just waking up. Something you wanted to talk about?" Aria yawns and says with a weak smile.
"Um, yeah well you remember when you told me you loved me and I said I wasn't sure I felt the same way?''
"Yeah. Did you make up your mind or something?"
"Um not exactly. You remember the whole Maya thing. Well thats the thing. I promised you I would do a better job of considering your feelings when I make decisoins regarding our realationship then I did with mine and Emily's. I want to make sure me and Maya and are really over. Like we've moved on. And I want to make sure before we start something I have no feelings whatsoever for anyone but you and only you."
"Ok. That makes sense. I did kinda drop and pretty big bomb on you especially with everything going on lately."
"So when do you get out of here because no matgter what I'm taking care of you. I don't want you alone."
"Thanks Han. Emily is leaving this afternoon and I'm leaving sometime tomorrow. They're still waiting on some test results befor ethe can legally discharge me they and to make sure everything is good and they forgot to run a test and the results won't be in until tomorrow and if everything is good I get to go home."
"Everything will be fine. Are you ok here without me for a few hours?"
"I'll be fine. Spence and Em are still here and if she gets to leave before you get back there's no way they're leaving me here alone."
"Ok call me if you need anything and tomorrow I'm getting you out of here. Oh if things work out with me and Maya should I come alone or?"
"Ok I will and please bring Maya. I haven't seen her since the swim meet because she's feels weird around us right now but when it was just me and her we had a lot of fun."
"Ok I'll see you later Pookie Bear!"
"Bye and shut Hanna Bannana!"
Maya POV
"Hey beatuiful! Long time no see!"
"Hey Han. Yeah I know its just really weird hanging out at the hospital with you ex-girlfreind's friends after two of them have been in a wreck after you just saw them and you used to be in love with one of them. How are they doing by the way and I heard about Alison"
"They're both doing great. Em gets to go home today and Aria tomorrow. Its a long story. We haven't seen much of Ali lately because she is some pretty hot water with her folks."
"I bet she is and I'm glad to here the girls are doing so well. So what brings to my part of town?"
"I'm always in your part of town because we all live on the same street but I came to talk to you."
"What about? Whats floatin around in that pretty usually empty head of yours?" I laugh
"Ok I'm gonna ignore that but I came to talk about us. Maya do you still have feelings for me? If you do I'm not leaving until I find out if I still have feelings for you."
"Hanna Marin you broke my heart into a million pieces but all I can ever think about is will you ever love me again. I was never mad because I didn't want to be mad I jsu wanted you back. And yes I'm completely over Emily. Are you?''
"The more and more I think about it the more I wish the time I spent with her was with you so yes I am over her. There's just one little problem. Aria has this thing for me and I think I might feel the same way about her. At first I wasn't sure but I keep thinking about it and I think I might love her back.''
"Dammit Hanna! You're always giving me this false sense of hope then ripping it away from me! What did I ever do you?! Just stay out of my life I can't keep getting hurt! You said youv'e been thinking about then why did you come here? My heart is already in and million peices are you trying to break every one of those into a million pieces because thats what it feels like! Just go be happy with Aria or Emily or whoever it is you want and stop coming here and hurting me and stop coming to me like we're friends because its pretty damn hard to be just friends with the love of your life! Go to hell Hanna Marin."
"Maya! Please! Wait!" is all I here as I run off crying
Hanna POV
"Hey Ar. Hey Ali. When did you get here?
"That doesn't matter sweetie right now sweetie. Are you ok? What happened? I can tell you've been crying."
"Well you know about the whole Maya thing right?''
"Yeah? What did she say to you? Do I need to take care of her because you know me Hanna. I've spent the last few weeks trying to convince you girls I've changed and for the better but I will destory Maya St. Germain if she did anything to hurt you."
"Its not what she did to me its what I did to her. I broke her heart all over again and far worse this time I think." I sob to my now suddenly very caring friend
"Oh honey sometimes people are gonna get their heart broken. I might be you who breaks their heart or gets their heart broken but its just a part of people you trust the most sometimes end up hurting you the most."
"Ali what really happened to you. You can tell me anything. I hope you know that."
"And me." adds Aria that I somehow forgotten was even in the room
"And us." we hear from Spencer and Emily as they walk in the door after Emily is finished getting discharged
"I'm not ready to talk about yet. Please just give me a little time ok."
"Whenever your ready you can talk to us ok Ali. I should go I kinda need some alone time." I say as I rush out the door trying to hide the tears beginning to form in my eyes
"Call if you need anything" all four girls yell after me
Aria POV
"Ms. Montgomery. We have your test results early and everyhting checks out. I'll have an intern bring in the discharge papers and I'm sure you could get one of these lovely young ladies to take you home." says Dr. Pyles as he gestures towards my friends "Oh and Emily remember no swimming for 6 weeks"
"I know Dr Pyles." Emily replies rather disappointed
"You don't have to worry about her. She's dating Spencer Hastings and what Spencer Hastings wants Spencer Hastings gets." I reply to the doctor
"But Aria on the other hand needs someone to watch after her. The only worse person to have in charge of you then Spencer is me." Alison jokes
"Hanna!'' I cry " I need you! Where are you when a girl freakin needs you!"
"Oh please Hanna is in no place to compete with Ali because 1. she's too lazy and 2. no dare competes with Ali. You be a fool to try. Hanna said it herself." Emily Jokes
"Hey don't talk about my girlfriend I mean friend I don't really know what she is but just don't talk about my Hanna Banana like that!" I fake whine
"I'm gonna get your discharge papers because this intern is taking to long and you probably really want to get out of this palce. Well both of you probably do." Alison chuckles
"Ok thanks Ali!"
"No problem babe!"
Ok so what did you think? Will Maya ever forgive Hanna and is Hanna still in love with her? Will Hanna and Aria end up together? Will Spencer and Emily make it? What really happened to Alison? I know but you don't so I guess you'll just have to keep coming back. Don't forget to send any prompts you might have for me or anything you want to happen or don't want to happen. Haria or Haya (Hanna and Maya) I've made a decision but now I'm reconsidering it. Remember I don't know what you like and don't like want and don't want unless you tell me. Your welcome for the early update. I was just in a pretty good mood after a pretty crappy day. I have my reading state test tomorrow so wish me luck. Stay randomly bright my lovlies!