Author's Note - Sorry it's been so long! I've been really busy and I didn't have internet for a couple of days!

"Hey, thought you could use some relaxation time after what happened with Ray!"She could not turn him down now he was standing outside her door, with his freshly showered smell empowering her.

"Thanks, make yourself at home."

"So, what did C. want this time?" asked Tony with a hint of sarcasm in his voice.

"It was nothing, he just wanted to explain."

"But you told him where to go and that you didn't want him anymore?" Tony asked, though he knew the answer.

"Yes. Please can we not talk about this right now?"

"Ok. Pick any movie." Tony fanned out the films and eventually Ziva settled on One Day.

About half way through the film, Ziva felt Tony's arms slowly surround her. While she was encased in his arms she felt safe; safer than she had in years. Suddenly she felt a kiss on her neck. She moaned softly. Sensing that she liked it, Tony kissed her neck again and again, each kiss closer to her mouth than the last. Soon his lips were at her mouth. She felt him press his lips against hers and in that moment she lost control of everything. It was something she had wanted to do for four years and it was everything she expected and more. Their kiss quickly grew more fierce but only now did she realise what she was doing.

"No." Ziva broke their lips apart.

"What's up sweetcheeks, something up?"

"We cannot do this, it is wrong."

"How?" Tony did not understand, he had thought she liked it.

"It is not allowed. Rule 12 - Never date a-" Tony cut her off with a kiss.

"Who cares about rule 12? I have wanted to kiss you for ages but rule 12 stopped me! After I lost you I realised that if I ever wanted to kiss you I should, before it's too late." By this time Tony was crying and seeing the tears stream down his face, Ziva felt something break inside her. Something she never knew existed.

Once Tony stopped crying they went back to the film but Ziva couldn't concentrate. Whenever she tried to watch, she found her self, eyes glazed over, in deep thought. Only problem was, she could never remember what she was thinking. Something was troubling her and until she knew what, she was helpless.

Author's Note - Tony came clean! More Tiva to come!