Okay people several things

1. sorry about the time it took to write this but i had a rather eventful time

2. srry about the shortness, but i had no ideas for this story until like yesterday, and don't worry about length, im getting to the good part

3. i've finally realized who im writing this story for

4. i don't write this story for the reviews, but it would be nice to know that someone's even bothering to read this story, so come on people PLEASE

Okay now that that's out of the way i would like to thank all the people that have reviewed and helped to make this story a little bit better

and this story is dedicated to my beautiful girlfriend,

Michelle i love you

okay so on to the story... :)

When I heard Beast Boy collapse I acted instinctively and grabbed Beast Boy I put my hand over his heart, which still beat with a strong steady pulse, and send my energy gently sink into him,

Beast boy gave a moan and tried to turn, but by than everybody had gotten over what had just happened and Cyborg helped my hold him down as he started to struggle and moan in his unconscious form

"Raven, Raven where are you" he mumbled trying once again to turn, Rabin saw that Cyborg needed help and grabbed Beast boy's legs, and was shocked at how much tension and power he could feel

"Damn, when did Beast boy get so powerful"he asked almost to himself, and was surprised when Raven spoke

"He's always been powerful, we've just never seen it, we've never really paid attention to him before, but I've seen how much power he has first-hand, and I can tell u that if he chose to he could beat all three of us in a fight" Robin just looked at her, a shocked expression on his face, as Terra ran up and volunteered to create a stretcher for Beast boy, so that they could get him to sick bay, where Starfire was already prepping everything

Raven hated the idea, but she was to busy to try to carry him, so with a frown on her face, she looked at Terra once and nodded her head,

Terra caught the message and lifted her hands making a slab of stone rise out of the ground under Beast boy's body that levitated to sick bay

(Three hours later)

"What's wrong with him" Cyborg asked for the 5th time

"I don't know, I said again as I looked at all the machines that Beast boy was plugged into, none of them telling me anything useful, until I came up with a theory

"I think I know what's wrong with him" I said out loud as I turned to Robin, Cyborg, and Starfire (Terra was upstairs making coffee)

"Now this is just a theory, but I saw something like this happen in Azareth a long time ago, It was when a member of the older gave his power to his wife in hopes that it would keep her alive, but his powers didn't take with her, because her own body was rejecting them…"

"What were the symptoms" Robin asked his face a mask of indifference

"Well theirs lack of energy followed by paralysis, suffocation as the muscles shut down, and finally death" I finished as I felt tears threaten to fall, I turn quickly to look at Beast Boy

"Raven….. " I hear Starfire whisper softly as she grabs my shoulder

"Is there no cure" she asks, her voice starting to become fuzzy as she openly cries her tears

"There is but one cure, but it is not a cure that I would willingly give" I say out loud still not looking at everybody, but silently praying to Azar that what I'm about to do will not simply destroy Beast Boy's mind

"What is it" I hear Cyborg's voice like it's coming at the end of a long tunnel

"I've got to invade Beast Boy's mind, his inner sanctum, and reroute the energy that's threatening to tear his mind apart" I say as I feel my hands clench into fists as I hear guilt crying her eyes out as she blames herself

"But Raven you said that, that could be extremely dangerous at its best, and fatal at its worst" Robin says from his position by the door, his boots making dull thuds on the floor as he approaches

"Raven we're all hurting, but isn't there anything else we can do, some kind of…. I don't know, virus or shot, something other than this" I hear him say as he walks up behind me and gestures to Beast Boy's prone figure

I look at Beast boy and notice that his skin is turning an even lighter shade of green, and that his ears are starting to droop

"No Robin, there is no other way, now please get out of my way, I must prepare" I whisper to him, my voice coming out more hostile than I'd meant it too, as I turn around and walk to the door, Robin just barely getting out of my way

"Raven wait" I hear Cyborg shout, but I don't stop, don't care as I start to run to my room, the tears falling feely as I hear the pounding of my boots on the floor, also sound suspiciously like my heart beating out of control

"Raven…Raven calm down" I hear a voice in my head, as the door closes behind me

"Raven listen to me, we can handle this, but you must calm down, you're making anxiety, timid, and guilt freak out" the voice says loud enough to hear over my sobs

"Love….. Is that you" I ask

"Yes raven it is, and I feel as bad as you do, we all do but we can fix this our love for him is stronger than anything on this planet, and it's because of this love that we can do this…Now get some sleep Raven, cause tomorrow, we're going to fix our mistake"

All I can do is nod my head, as I see darkness on the edge of my vision, and a great weariness coupled with a heaviness like syrup settle in my limbs and body, even as I feel my eyelids close