Date: 1-18-2001
Peaceful, death is wonderful and beautiful, it is a kiss of life upon my lips. Carefree, I run free throughout the Garden of Eden
without having pain in my hips. I am chasing after an endless light, Joan of Arc who has agreed to play hide and seek with me.
Sunlight breaks through my internal abyss and I awake from my coma leaving behind Joan stranded in Eden. The weight
and gravity of my sins eventually catches up with me and brings me back down to earth where I endure constant persecution.
When I open my eyes, I find myself in a hospital room and under the care of a doctor who shares with me life changing news.
These three words: you are pregnant change my life forever and I am never the same again. Disappointed, my parents are
going insane and I can't stop the rain from falling down my face in the form of tears. My life doesn't have a purpose anymore,
therefore I look down at the ground waiting for the abyss to open and swallow me up.