Date: 9-11-2001

With every heartbeat, there are mountains to

overcome. There is always an army from Rome

to conquer before a house can start feeling like

a home. The long lonesome road home for some

hearts is marked with stones, roses or crosses. I

know why the caged bird sings, its pretty wings

have been cut off. Words as cruel as the devil himself

speak of evil things. Everything was going on great this

pretty Tuesday morning until airplanes hit the World

Trade Center and Pentagon. The statue of liberty was

in as much pain as a woman in childbirth watching the

chaos unfold. One by one, towers suffer a relapse and then

collapse after each other into the abyss, sweet silent heavenly bliss.

Heaven's gates are now opening and angels are flying down to earth in

preparation to gather up the dead. As I lay here in this hospital bed

giving birth, another person may be on his or her death bed saying their last breath.

Amidst the chaos, the powers of one high supreme being remains unshaken and

unbroken, stands out from the rest. No matter what dreams may come, my concrete

angel, arise from the ashes and touch the sky. The trick is to keep on breathing and

keep holding onto the promise of living tomorrow. In the meantime, the lord makes

beauty to come out of my own pain and ends my sorrow. I give birth to a very beautiful

and healthy baby girl whose name is Mary Ellen Girardi.