Date: 5-21-2004
In this darkness,
I am suffering in
silence. I am
experiencing a
private hell and
it hurts for me
to be alive. Descending
into madness, I bite
off the hand that feeds
me on accident. I have
Lyme disease, this is my
punishment for believing
in God who was never real
in the first place. Everyone
says I am delusional, may
be I should listen to them
and remain silent forever.