Date: 4-22-2005
Constant confusion
makes me to feel as
small as an ant and
distant from the world.
Running in circles around
my mind, I am lost within
a maze and you are not
afraid to leave me behind.
I play hide and seek with
myself through out the week
in an attempt to resurrect my
intelligence. Whatever you do,
please don't call me retarded.
Just because I am in a state of
confusion, it doesn't mean that
I will remain lost forever. Eventually,
I will find my way out of the woods
and back into the light again with time.
God, I am like how can I stand here
with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
any better than this? I may not
be like the other Joan, but I am
still waiting on you to work on
my behalf. I am not strong
enough to fight Ryan Hunter
so please give me an army.