Your quiet" Jane mentioned looking at Tilly sat on the other end of the sofa..

Am I ?

Yeah .. In fact you have been for a few days now " is everything ok ?

Tilly shrugged ... Yeah just tired I guess .. Work and all that .

. Tilly wasn't about to tell her girlfriend how she couldn't stop thinking about Jen and How she almost kissed her after sharing a magical evening with her ..

Well why don't we go out and grab some food and a Dvd and snuggle up on the sofa?

Jane suggested .. Tilly nodded... Ok..

Janes phone vibrated in her bag... Oh...Cara just texted . She wants to know if we fancy dinner tonight ?

Tilly frowned ... Just Cara?

And Jen .. Jane replied .. Fancy it?

No .. Tilly panicked ..

I uh.. I mean I thought we were gonna have a quiet night in.. ? . Just us

Tilly didn't fancy seeing Jen just yet .. Part of her felt a little embarrassed The more she thought about that night the more of an idiot she felt

.. It was after all her that had been the one who instigated the kiss

What if her phone didn't ring?

What if Jen would of rejected her?

What if she tells cara?

Tilly began to panic.. Should she tell Jane? She wondered quickly dismissing that idea..

Would be it better if she texted Jen to apologise?.

. Or was it possible to just forget the whole thing and hope Jen had done the same..?

Tilly sat trying to work out what to do for the best..

Ok so.. Jane turned to Tilly .. Cara said why don't her and Jen grab a take away and come here?

Or.. cara and Jen grab a take away and go to one of their places instead .. Tilly said sarcastically

Jane laughed .. I think cara is trying to avoid being alone with Jen .

. Tilly frowned .. Why?

Between me and you .. Jane said.. Jens been a little ... Nodding her head..

Tilly looked confused.. A little?

Well .. Offish.. Cara said she's acting weird..

Since when? Tilly asked Jane shrugged "

dunno .. I think cara's being paranoid .. Guilty conscious and all that

.. Why would she be feeling guilty?

Jane cringed ..becaaaaause.. Cara kissed some girl the other night ..

What? Tilly gasped .. Why .. I mean she's dating Jen .

Dating being the operative word Tilly .. Jane said matter of fact..

Jen has made it pretty clear she isn't after a relationship with Cara... And that suits her ..

So does Jen know? Tilly asked

Doubt it.. Jane answered

Well if she doesn't know.. then cara's obviously not meant to be kissing other girls .. She is?

Tilly felt bad .. Here she was condemning Cara when she almost done the exact same thing ..

So are they coming over or not? Jane asked holding her phone ready to send cara a reply .

. Tilly shrugged .. What ever .. I'm going for a bath .

. Jane rolled her eyes .. Tilly's moods were starting to annoy her .. She could feel an argument brewing ..

...

Come over if you want but be warned .. The doctors in a mood! Lol ...

...

Cara replied .. Just the way I like her lol ..

So we gonna go over janes then yes ? Cara smiled

.. Jen not feeling the exact same way as Tilly was quite happy to be seeing the red head again..

Sure.. She smiled

Good .. Oh but Jane said ignore Tilly she's in a shitty mood !

What ? Jen frowned .. Why?

Cara shrugged her shoulders.. Pass..

Jen scratched her head.. She hoped it wasn't anything to do with the other night .?

Shell we not bother then ?She asked cara..

I mean if she's in a mood.. Maybe it's best we don't

Nah .. Cara brushed it off .. She'll be ok once we get there.. Janes probably pissed her off .. She joked ..

Jen forced a smile.. Ok she nodded..

Uh let's stop by my place on the way.. I'll take Tilly her paintings..

Jen wondered if maybe Tilly's mood was down to them going over ?

Maybe it was because of happened Or almost happened the other night ?

Right come then .. Cara smiled picking up her bag.. Janes opted for Chinese ..

Ok.. Jen nodded feeling unsure

Tilly sat in the bath enjoying the alone time .

Her thoughts turn to janes revelation about Cara kissing another women ..

Why would she want to kiss someone else when she has someone as good looking and as sweet as Jen? She thought

.. Same reason you almost kissed Jen.. She sighed quietly to herself ..

Tilly questioned herself over and over again .. Why?

Why did it happen? Am I happy with Jane?

What would of happened if the kiss would of actually taken place ?

How awkward will it be to see Jen again?

Tilly wished now that she had text Jen the morning after ..

As she stands drying herself she can hear laughter .. Cara's in fact..

Her heart began to beat fast.. She quickly threw some casual clothes on looking in the mirror fiddling with her hair

.. Great " she thought Jen was going to see her laid bare .

. No make up..

Wet hair

. Unflattering clothes ..

Tilly looked in the mirror again.. Sighing heavily ..

Tilly? Came janes voice from down stairs .. Jen and cara's here..

You foods getting cold .

.. Coming... Tilly called back ..

Taking a few deep breaths to ease her nerves .

. Please don't be awkward

Please don't be awkward

She whispered as she took to the stairs .

. There she is.. Cara cheered .. Wine?

Hi.. Tilly waved .. None for me thanks I have work in the morning ..

Jen noticed Tilly hadn't looked in her direction ..

Excuse the clothing .. Tilly joked .. I don't have much here..

Ah I dunno tills .. The casual boy look kinda suits you .. Cara teased ..

Wouldn't mind a piece of you myself ..

Oi.. Jane snapped playfully nudging her friend .. Keep your eyes and your mitts away from my women

.. Tilly and Jen instantly looked at each other before quickly looking away

So Jen brought your paintings over . Jane smiled pointing to the table ..

Oh" Tilly nodded walking over slowly ..

Uh thanks.. She said as she walked towards Jen ..

As she Picked the paintings up to admire them again Tilly gasped..

Jen this is...

Worth getting printed on to canvas.. Jen interrupted .

. Tilly smiled as she looked up at Jen.

. You didn't have to do this!

I didn't .. You did..

Tilly smiled again looking down at the canvas.. Jen had printed the sketch Tilly had drawn the other night ..

Well Thank you!

Jen winked sipping her wine ..

Tilly felt a little more at ease seeing Jen .. She didn't seem fazed about their "almost" encounter

.. She did what ? Jane asked looking over Tilly's shoulder ..

Oh nothing .. Tilly panicked putting the painting down ..

Jane frowned .. Let me see?

See what? Tilly shrugged .. There just painting Jen gave me .

. Yeah nothing special .. Jen added.

Well I still wanna see.. Jane said picking up the painting of the naked women ..

Wowzers... She teased .. Anyone we know?

Jen laughed .. It's her.. She pointed at cara..

Is it fuck me.. I have a better body then that thank you ! Cara stated..

Tilly laughed under her breath .. Well I think she's beautiful .

. So did Jen .. Obviously ! Jane joked .. Old flame was it?

It's no one .. As if I would give Tilly a painting of an old flame ..

Maybe I should let you paint me Jen .. Jane giggled ..

Tilly can hang that up over her bed ..

Jen looked wide eyed... I'm kidding Jen .. Jane laughed .

. Although I wouldn't say no to a naked Matilda hanging up in the bedroom ..

Eewwwww ok less of that " cara shuddered.. Let's eat I'm starving ..

Jane agreed heading into the kitchen followed by cara ..

Leaving Jen and Tilly alone .. Tilly checking they were out of ear shot turned to Jen..

Jen I uh.. Just wanna say I'm sorry

.. Jen frowned.. Sorry?

Yeah .. Tilly swallowed .. You know about the other night it was..

Great! Jen smiled .. I had a great time .

. Tilly nervously smiled .. Yeah so did I... Just uh.. She sighed ..

I wasn't talking about the roof top .. Tilly checked over her shoulder ..

I meant at the car.. I don't know what happened I .. I uh.. I guess ..

Um Jen laughed .. It's ok Tilly .. Really ..

Jen... Cara called out ..

Coming .. Jen rolled her eyes ..

Jane and Cara were sat at the table tucking into their Chinese .

. Jen tell Jane that I actually don't eat that much " she's trying to say that I'm always munching on something ..

Jen took a seat .. Sorry gonna have to agree with her .

. Bitch... Cara snapped with a giggle ..

Tilly sat on the empty chair opposite Jen ..

Tilly these two are picking on me.. Cara sulked

Tilly opened a bottle of beer throwing the lid on the table ..

I expect you deserve it.. She said sarcastically

causing Jane to give her a stern look .

. Oh fuckin hell what is this ? Pick on cara night .. ?

Tilly rolled her eyes

Coarse not . It's just the truth " Jen joked ..

Yeah well I like my food what can I say" .. You not eating doc?

Tilly shrugged .. Maybe later..

But it will go cold" Jen said

It's fine ..

.. So Jen .. You haven't told us who the naked lady is in the picture .. Jane grinned .

Jen shifted in her seat .. Like I said it's no one..

Mmmmm we don't believe you " Jane teased ..

Yeah Jen ... Who's the butt naked babe in the pic ? Cara joined in ..

Really .. It's no one..

Come on we won't judge you .. Cara laughed ..

you sleep with her didn't you ? Jane clapped For god sake ..

Tilly moaned .. She said it's no one .. Can we Drop it?

Jen looked at Tilly raising her eyebrows..

Oooooo" cara laughed ..

Jane shook had head .. We're only teasing Tilly .. It's called having a laugh .. Something you should try some time ..

Whatever.. Tilly moaned.. Getting up from her seat ..

Jen Thanks for the paintings .. She added as she left the kitchen ..

What is her problem? Cara asked..

God knows but I wish she would snap out of it " Jane sulked.. She's doing my head

in.. C'mon guys .. Maybe she's having a bad day .. Her jobs got to be stressful . Jen said sticking up for the red head ..

Jane shook her head .. Nah she's been like it for days Jen .. I really don't know what her problem is...

Jen did .. She gathered Tilly's mind has been in the same place as hers ..

Maybe she's tired ..

Or on her monthly " cara laughed ..

Just before cara and Jen were about to leave Jen popped to the bathroom

.. Jane you didn't tell Tilly about me kissing that girl the other night did you? Cara whispered..

Jane frowned.. Why ?

Uh because she's been in a shit whole time .. And her and Jen are like mates now ..

I might have mentioned it.. Jane cringed biting her lip ..

Fucking hell Jane.. Cara tutted..

Sorry.. Cara sighed .. I'm gonna have to bloody tell Jen now..

As Jen exited the bathroom Tilly met her on the landing ..

Hey ..

Hey.. Jen smiled.

. Look I'm sorry I was so rude.. Tilly apologised ..

I just um... Look if I'm honest the other nights kinda thrown me..

Tilly really it's ok..

No it's not Jen .. Tilly sighed .. I should never have .. Well you know ..

It was out of line..

Jen squeezed Tilly's arm.. Please stop apologising ..

Tilly felt a flutter inside her belly at Jens touch .

. Tilly nodded.. I'm an idiot.. I guess it was just such a nice evening .. Kinda lost myself for a moment ..

Jen didn't like to see Tilly beating herself up the way she was ..

Your not an idiot Tilly .. And um.. Don't be sorry .. Because I'm not.. She smiled as she walked down the stairs ..

Tilly's jaw dropped a little.. Jen..

Jen stopped midway down the stairs turning back ..

Your not sorry?

Jen shook her head .. No .. Maybe I'm just sorry your phone rang when it did "

Ready? Cara asked holding Jens jacket..

Uh yeah .. Jen nodded . I'll see ya Tilly ?

Tilly was shocked Jen was so upfront and honest ..

Uh yeah .. See ya Jen ..