Jen pressed the buzzer to her friends apartment ..
Talk to me " came a voice .
. It's me.. Jen answered pulling the door ..
As she reached the door she was met by her from Hayley .
Jenny G .. Finally .. She smiled pulling her friend In for a hug
So what do I owe the pleasure ?
Jen shrugged dropping her bag on the floor .. Half term and all that " thought I'd come annoy you for a few days ..
Mmmmmmm slightly suspicious but ok . Hayley joked ..
Wine?
Jen frowned .. It's 11am
So?
Jen rolled her eyes .. I'd prefer a coffee .
. Hayley sulked flicking the kettle .. So how's cara ! ?
Finnnnne" Jen replied ..
Not fed up with her yet ? Hayley laughed ..
Jen didn't answer she just placed her head on the table .
. I have a problem ..
Ooooo " hayley clapped .. Do tell?
You know how much I love your dilemmas .
. Not funny " Jen said sarcastically with a huff ..
This isn't a laughing matter ..
Hayley frowned .. So what is it ?
Jen took a deep breath .. Maybe wine is needed ..
Hayley leant over grabbing the wine off the side ...
c'mon ?
Jen cleared her throat.. I've uh .. Kind of done something .. Done something ? No well I haven't actually done anything .. Yet
Hayley frowned .. She knew something was up when Jen mumbled to herself .
. " ok so what's happened ?
Jen sipped her wine .. " you remember Jane? Cara's work friend?
Mmmm" vaguely.. Her boss right ?
Mmm" Jen muttered ..
Well she has uh... She's .. Ok .. So Jane has a girlfriend .. Tilly ..
Oh god " Hayley placed her hand to her mouth .. You haven't ?
What ? Jen asked confused ..
Jenny don't tell me you've been at it with this girlfriend ?
What ? Noooo .. Jen shook her head... Nothing's happned.. Well nothing physical anyways
I'm confused.. Hayley frowned..
Cara and Jane nominated me to help Tilly get some art work for her flat ..
We hung out and later on that night we met up..
I took her to the rooftop over lookin the eye ..
We just talked and sketched ..
Well there's nothing wrong in that ?
Jen shook her head .. We almost kissed .
. Oooooooooo" Hayley mocked.. Ok so maybe there's something wrong with that " she laughed
. It's not funny .. Jen sulked
.. It was so awkward the next time we saw each other .. And she tried to apologise ..
Why ?
She kinda instigated it .. Jen explained ..
But me being me .. Made it worse by opening my big mouth ... She says sorry and I say don't be..
Because I'm not .
. Shit! Hayley gasped .. What did she say?
She didn't .. Cara interrupted us ..
Ohhh H why do I do this to myself .
. Hayley smiled .. Your a sucker for a hotty?
Jen shook her head .. I like her .. I mean I really like her ...
But she has a girlfriend !
Jen nodded .. I do know " .. A girlfriend of 2 years .. She sighed heavily ..
I can't help it .. She beautiful .. Smart.. Intelligent .. Artistic.. She's a doctor .
. And you wanna play the nurse ? Hayley laughed applauding herself
.. Jen rolled her eyes .. Why I thought i'd be able to talk to you about this I don't know
.. Hey hey .. I'm kidding .. Look you got a little crush .. So what .. It will pass ..
Jen shrugged .. I don't know .. The thing is .. I think she kinda likes me too...
Jen .. Hayley said seriously .. I know you and cara ain't exclusive but this girl is in a relationship .
A long relationship
.. With a women how hides her away .. She's not even out to her family " Jen moans
.. Hayley shakes her head .. Doesn't matter ...
They have longevity .. Maybe they are having a bad time and this Tilly women is enjoying some attention from .. You.
. You're a good looking woman she has stuff in common with .
. Don't read to much into it babe ...
Jen drummed her fingers on the table ..
was Hayley right ?
Tilly did pretty much make it clear her and Jane were having arguments .
. Maybe she was just enjoying being around someone different ?
Why would she almost kiss me then? Jen asked ..
Hayley sighed .. I dunno .. Heat of the moment ?
Babe if I were you " I wouldn't read to much Into this ..
Don't be the bad guy ..
Jen swallowed .. Hayley was right ..
Tilly and Jane had been together along time .. It was surely a rough patch ..
Jen didn't want to be apart of that .
. It would be messy and that's the last thing Jen needed .
. Tell you what though .. This has made me think
.. About ! ? Hayley asked ..
Cara.. Jen replied ... I think she and I have come as far as we can. .
. Your gonna dump her ? Hayley asked surprised ..
I hate that word .. Dumped ? It sounds so .. I don't know .. I just don't like it .. But yeah .. I think I want something more
.. She's a nice girl jen.
. Jen agreed .. Yeah she is .. If you like to party every weekend .. And get drunk a lot .. She's good in bed and she's fun
.. But I'm the wrong end of my 20s and I'm passed all that .
. Hayley raised her eye brows .. Nothing to do with this Tilly ?
jen shook her head .. Maybe that little moment with her has made me realise I want something more ..
It wouldn't be fair to keep seeing cara knowing I would just be settling ..
That's not fair to me or her ..
Babe.. You were happy enough before .
. My advice ? Stay as you are .. Don't rush into anything
.. Don't make decisions based on the fact you almost kissed someone else ..
Think about it .. If in a week or so you feel the same.. Then dump her "
Jen pinched the bridge of her nose .. Your right .. Your always right . She laughed ..
I think I need to keep my distance from Tilly for a while..
Yup " Hayley agreed .. So just out of curiosity how fit is she ?
Jen smiled .. Does it matter ?
Well yeah" Hayley laughed .
Jen pulled her phone out .. I think there's some pics on janes Facebook of the two of them .. She explained as she scrolled through caras profile looking for Jane
.. Ah there you go "
Hayley took the phone flicking through the photos .. Mmmmm" red head ..
Jen nodded watching her friends face as she scanned the people in the photo ..
Shit Jen .. Scrap everything I just said .. She's a hotty ..
Uh no not scrap what you said " Jen moaned ..
Go back to being the voice of reason .. Tell me I'm stupid .
. Can't " Hayley laughed .. She's beautiful .. You've got a problem babes ..
A really big problem !