Arrrgh why are Mondays such a bore" cara moaned .

. As she tapped away at the computer ..

Jane laughed .. Probably because your hanging from the weekend ?

Mmmmm" cara groaned .. Aye what's tills problem anyway!?

She was in a right foul mood the other night ..

The other night ? Jane frowned .. And the night after that and the one after that .. She's been a right stroppy mare lately "

Cara raised her eye brows... Sort it out Jane .. Still can't believe you told her I kissed that girl ..

Jane shrugged" she won't say anything . . Any ways thought you was telling Jen ?

Nah .. Cara laughed .. Jen don't need to know .. She wouldn't care anyways .

. That's how we are .

Jane shook her head .. Ah to be free" she joked ..

As apposed to living in that closet of yours ? Cara laughed .

. Jane threw a pen at her giggling friend .. Dick .

. So do ya think Tilly's gonna be in a better mood next weekend?

Next weekend? Jane frowned..

Yeah David's wedding ? Cara reminded her ..

David was the big boss of the estate agents the Two women worked at ..the wedding was going to be a huge deal at A big posh county house ..

Oh shit" Jane gasped .. I completely forgot

.. Well it's a good job your amazing assistant reminded you isn't it " cara smiled ..

Mmmmm" well I'll ask Tilly " wouldn't hold my breath though .. What about Jen ?

Cara screwed her nose up " she won't come .. She never does ..

She might if Tilly's going .. They can talk about boring shit .. While we get drunk .. Jane joked ..

Ha .. Or we just go on our own " cara suggested ..

Jane raised her eyebrows .. Ask Jen ..

Ask Jen " cara playful coping Jane .. I will when she comes back .. She's gone to her friends for a few days

.. Which friend " Jane asked

Hayley .. Cara answered ..

Ah .. Jane nodded .. So how long she gone for ?

Dunno .. Cara shrugged .. She just said see ya in a few days"

she'll come back when she's ready ..

Jane shook her head " remind me why you two go out again ?

Don't hate " cara waved.. Not everyone wants to be in a relationship where it's all moan moan moan

.. Uh it's not all moan thank you " Jane said ..

We're just going though a rough patch ..

Dry patch ya mean" ? Cara laughed ..

Mmmm that as well " Jane sulked

..don't remember what she looks like naked these days ..

And I know it's my fault .. I know this whole family thing gets to her ...

Yeah and you still won't come clean cara butted in ...

Your suppose to be "my" friend ..

I am " I just think that you make a rod for your own back . You want Tilly to move in with you but you won't be open and honest about who you really are" cara stated bluntly..

Cara I can't .. I'm not gonna keep justifying it ..

Tilly knew the deal when we got together .. And anyways .. The idea of Tilly moving in has passed now ..Jane added.

. Cara laughed .. What you need is a relationship like mine .. Sex and laughter ..

Chance be a fine thing" Jane moaned as she got up to greet the couple coming through the door ..

Cara laughed pulling her phone from her bag ..

Hey hot stuff!

So Jane and I have to go to our bosses' wedding next weekend ..

I need a plus 1!

Though I'd ask you before I checked my little date book! Lol

What do you say ?

Jen sighed as she read her message ..

What ? Hayley asked

.. Cara.. Jen muttered .. She's uh .. Asking me to go to her bosses wedding with her .. Yeah

and?

Well janes going .." Which means Tilly probably is .. Jen sighed ..

So you get to hang out with the sexy red head all day !

what's the problem ? Hayley joked

.. Your really not helping ' Jen moaned. As she types back ..

I'll let you know x..

Cara smiled reading Jens reply.. Jens coming " cara shouted out to Jane ..

Taking her I'll let you know as a yes!

Ah good .. I'll ask miss moany pants later then ..

As Tilly pulled up outside her flat she noticed janes car parked up ..

Hey " Tilly said as she got out her car.

. Hi" Jane smiled taking off her sunglasses... So I thought I'd come by.. See if your still mad with me ?

Tilly rolled her eyes .. I'm not mad at you ..

Look i know I've been a moody cow lately .. And I'm sorry ..

Apology excepted " Jane smiled getting out the car .

. Wrapping her arms around the red head ..

You can make it up to me if you want ? She teased

Mmmmmmm " Tilly hummed leaning in to kiss her girlfriend ..

Once in side Tilly's flat Jane took the opportunity to ask Tilly about the wedding ..

So uh .. You know David don't you ? My boss ?

uh dark hair " overly tanned? Tilly remembered ..

Yeah " Jane laughed . Well he's getting married next Saturday ...

And well I was wondering if you wanna come!

To your bosses wedding ? Tilly frowned..

Where I know no one?

Mmmm" Jane nodded .. Cara will be there .. And Jen ..

Jens going? Tilly asked .

. Yeah .. So at least your have someone you know there other then me and cara " Please ?

Tilly's first thought was no"

she didn't want to have to endure a full day of watching Jane and cara drinking like they were teenagers .

. Her second thought was she could hang out with Jen all day " which made her feel bad .

Here in front of her was her loving girlfriend ..

Someone she loves and has done for a long time

.. Why all of a sudden was she thinking of another women

.. Earth to Tilly" Jane giggled waving her hand in front of Tilly's face .. So ?

Will you come ?

Tilly nodded .. Coarse I will " she smiled ..

Good " Jane clapped kissing Tilly ..

I'm gonna grab a shower then take you for dinner ..

Tilly sat alone with her thoughts .. She wanted to believe she had only took a shine to Jen because her and Jane had been arguing ..

Jen was cool 'calm and relaxed .

. She made Tilly feel the same

.. Maybe that's why ? She wondered .

.. Tilly decided that maybe if she made more of an effort with Jane and their relationship then this "crush " would fade ..

Deciding that now is a good a time as any she crept into the bathroom slipping into the shower behind Jane..

. I'm not hungry " she whispered as she gently kissed janes neck ..

They made love in the shower and in the bedroom .

. Tilly done her best to concentrate solely on Jane ..

. As then lie breathless Jane rolls on to her side ... I've missed you !

Tilly forced a smile ... I haven't been anywhere '

I know ..

I just hate it when we fight ..

I feel like I lose you ..

Tilly kissing janes head .. Don't be silly .. I'm here

Jane smiled closing her eyes ..

. Tilly lay on her back looking into the darkness ..

Guilt starts to set in as Jane's words run through her mind .. Tilly hated herself ..

She hated what she was thinking " feeling " trying to pretend she wasn't ..

Trying to think about what she has . trying to remember how in love she was .

how long they had been together ! .

. But at the same time kicking herself that she had just made love to her girlfriend thinking of Jen the whole time ..